hollina, my guest is the writer, blogger, journalist, arina hollina, and you too, excuse me, have a as far as i understand, your mother died early, yes, my mother died giving birth to me, but it seems to me more, or it’s more of a tragedy for my dad, because he was an adult person, she was an adult woman, they had a relationship for some time, they understood what they were losing, my level of tragedy, this is only on the psychoanalyst’s couch to understand how your relatives, experiencing this trauma, managed to traumatize you, well, this it’s such a tragedy, nothing more, but tell me after all, it’s about your childhood, about what kind of father he was, how your relationship with him was built, it’s really interesting when there’s such a situation, such an unusual father, that’s how everything turned out for you in general in your childhood years, but like you and my dad, everything worked out very well, i was always incredibly interested in him, i was incredibly interested in him since childhood. there, visiting someone, it’s also interesting when they started publishing your fa