due to mature subject matter viewer discretion is advised. it's a housing unit with a reputation. >> yeah, it's a party. it's a party. >> so it can get pretty wild here in g dorm. >> like a big sorority house but with a bunch of gay people in jail. >> g dorm is about to turn one new inmate's life upside down.

>> i'm just scared to death. i just want my mom. i feel like a little girl again. life inside the maricopa county jail in phoenix, arizona is constantly changing. due to a steady influx of nearly 400 inmates per day. unlike prison where all the inmates have been convicted of a crime the majority of jail inmates have either been accused of a crime or are awaiting

sentencing. most of these new arivals will stay a day or two before leaving on bond or dismiss it with charges. others might stay for years until their cases are settled. but no matter how long they're here, jail has a way of changing people. the dorms at maricopa's woman's facility can be as transfo transformative a setting as any and one dorm in particular has earned a reputation. >> this particular g dorm houses a lot of different inmates. a lot are repeat offenders and come back in and see each other and begin these relationships that, you know, are unauthorized or that we don't allow. it can get pretty wild here in g dorm. >> here we go. >> one of those repeat offenders, kelly mcnaughton, is better known by her nickname. >> mcnaughty.

every officer knows. sergeants. i tried to get them to change my name tag to mcnaughty but they wouldn't. >> kelly mcnaughton is a game player. she runs schemes, runs games, tends to become a controller of a pod, what we call pod boss. >> this is my entourage. i have two blondes that when i get real stressed out, jackie and courtney, i just call them the blondes. but i lay between them when i get real stressed out and hold their hands and tell them all about my problems or whatever and they just sit there and look beautiful. >> she seems to be able to talk inmates into things, manipulate inmates, weaker inmates. she is not small. she has a good size to her stature so that usually goes a long way. she just seems to have a way of talking inmates into doing

things that she wants them to do. >> mcnaughton might be in control of her fellow inmates in the dorm but she is not always in control of her temper. >> i was mad because i got put in the hole for nothing. the lady really just had it out for me. i turned to the wall and i just beat the [ bleep ] out of my hand. like blood everywhere. >> how long ago was that? >> five weeks ago. it's still really bad. >> mcnaughton also finds other ways to take the edge off the pressures of jail. the problem is, they all violate the rules. >> we've got beer made. it's all hidden somewhere. we've got like 30 cigarettes up the -- yeah. it's a party. it's a party. everybody else makes the worst hooch. i don't know why. i was taught in 2004 how to make it. and still to this day i make the best hooch. >> that's where we keep it because it's warm. >> like a baby. >> yes. >> oh, my god.

that's what we call them. babies. tatoos is my best thing. i give the best tatoos out of everybody. >> mcnaughton says inmates pay for the tatoos by giving her commissary items. >> unfortunately, my addiction is honey buns, which is 560 calories apiece which is why i'm so overweight right now. >> mcnaughton is known for one tatoo in particular -- her name. she gives it to inmates she's involved with. crystal deluna is the most recent to receive the mcnaughton brand. >> it was supposed to be the mcnaughty but it was too long so we got kelley. and i think it came out really, really good. i like it. >> i've been waiting a year to be kelley's girlfriend but she didn't want to go out with me because i was pregnant at the time. now that i no longer have my baby it's just like totally different. >> well you had to work. >> i had to work my way to prove i was girlfriend material. i had to manage the condo. this is our condo.

every time she rolls out of bed she expects her bed fixed. so i fix it. it's just the things that she does that sometimes i don't like. like she's a big flirt. >> in here they call them lurd or lesbians until release date. that happens a lot. women that tend to be addictive personalities need some support. >> mcnaughton claims she is just helping her dorm mates get ready for the prison environment. which is where some will be headed if their cases end in conviction. >> these girls aren't gay and they're going to have to be when they go to prison so according to kelley -- >> well they will be. trust me. when these girls go they'll come out with girlfriends so i taught them how to hop on and do weird things with our stripes on and stuff like that. but yeah. we had lesbian sex 101. >> she made us all try it out so we could feel the feeling. >> yeah. and it was good. >> mcnaughton has recently set

her sights on a new arrival. >> this is my new blonde, jessica, fake boobs, really big fake boobs nice ones but she's kicking heroin kind of like the other blonde. >> jessica arrived two days ago. still high on heroin and barely able to stomach the food. and though mcnaughton's gravitational pull in the dorm is strong, sticks says she won't be sucked in. >> kelley has everybody doing everything for her which i'm not going to do. i don't like girls at all. >> you know what she said to me last night? she looked at me and she goes, i'm not like you. i'm good. >> oh, my. >> yeah. >> i meant i'm not a hustler. >> a hustler. is that what you meant? >> yeah. that's what i mean.

[ bleep ]. >> you sure looked at me and said i'm not like you. i meant i'm not a hustler because you hustle. >> how do you -- what are the fake boobs for if you're not hustling? >> because i had a good life one time. i just started doing heroin two years ago. i wasn't like this. i was a normal person. >> are you a stripper? no. i've never gotten naked for anybody. >> you got naked for us. >> well, no -- just because they can see me in the shower doesn't mean i got naked for them. >> i apologize mr. and mrs. styx. >> styx says she is committed to her boyfriend who was arrested with her. >> it's rare when you find your soul mate and it's like everything just fits. that's what's killing me right now. i don't know how he's doing. i don't know. i'm not worried about me. i'm worried about him. >> styx's boyfriend is currently at one of maricopa's men's facilities awaiting trial. they are accused of robbing a food cart vendor but styx says they're both innocent and it was someone else who committed the

crime. >> i had nothing to do with it. i really didn't. everybody says that. everybody says you're innocent in here. i know that. but this is how ridiculous it was. you think i'm going to rob some little poor mexican dude that works at a cart for $20? like i had no monday oin ey, no nothing. the dude that threatened him with a knife bolted. we want normalcy and a house and kids and a job and normal things and i feel that can never happen now. that can never happen now. that's gone. and we had so many chances to make it right and we didn't. i really hate myself for that. i hate myself. i hate who i am. i love him so much and like this whole time i've been preparing myself for if he did, you know, go to prison i could wait three

years. i could wait five years. i could do that. you know? >> but if they're convicted styx will still have to deal with her own prison sentence, a reality kelley mcnaughton is quick to point out. >> i'm the legal defender for everybody. i'm telling her exactly what she is looking at. your first time as felony 2? >> yeah. >> felony 2 presumptive is five years. minimum is four. max is ten. you'll do five years. >> i'm not doing five years. i'm not doing none of that. >> okay. well, um -- the judge may say -- >> i've never been in trouble before. i got no priors. >> no? i bet you were in here for driving under suspension. >> what's that? that's not -- >> so presumptive five years, minimum four. maximum ten. mitigated is three. i'm just being honest with you. because people can sugar coat it for you and stuff. >> i'm not doing it. no.

i'm not. my kids won't even know who i am by the time i get out. my kids won't even remember me. my kids won't even listen. i don't want to talk about this right now okay. california just let out like -- like 30,000 -- >> sorry. i'll be right back. >> okay. that's what happens. >> when they're on heroin they don't listen to anyone. >> and it is upsetting and i hate bringing this thing out on people because they never want to listen to me. >> i didn't want to listen either. >> but it's the truth. where did she go? >> coming up -- >> like a big candy store to me. >> g dorm's other big player. >> daddy. that's what they call me. >> inmate mcnaughton manipulates and controls people more with intelligence where daddy's more controlling sexually. ♪ more and more folks are trying out snapshot from progressive. a totally different way to save on car insurance.

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inside g dorm in phoenix, arizona, there is a gravitational pull that seems to have an effect on everyone. its name is kelley mcnaughton. >> come here new blonde. >> but a new inmate jessica styx doesn't seem to be taken by mcnaughton's charms or her legal insight. >> presumptive five years. minimum four. maximum ten. mitigated is three. >> i'm not doing that. sorry. i'll be right back. >> okay. that's what happens. >> when they're on heroin they don't listen to anyone. >> i was ready to hang myself. trying to figure out a way to be out. i'm not suicidal. i love my -- you know, i have beautiful babies. i had the most amazing life before i started doing heroin. i can't do this. i can't. i'm going crazy right now. i've tried so hard to hold myself together.

i'll just walk away. i've tried so hard to just calm myself. i don't want to get in a fight and get new charges and hit the wall and break my hand like these retards like dumb ass girls, seriously stupid. you're going to hit a brick wall? really? >> smell it. >> i don't want to smell it. >> though styx has not been in jail long reality is starting to sink in. >> i'm just scared. i'm scared to death. it's like i sound so stupid. i just want my mom. i feel like i'm a little girl again. all there is to do in here is to think. think about why you're here, what you did wrong, you know what i mean? that's all there is to do. i can't sleep. i'm up all night long, all day long. and that's the worst feeling in the world is just being here all by yourself like completely alone. like yeah. there's 120 other girls but i don't know them.

they're just people that are here. there's people that are stressing me out worse. >> but for the foreseeable future, styx will be stuck in g dorm adapting to life without heroin and to the drama playing out around her much of which is centered around the dorm's force of nature, kelley mcnaughton. >> kelley has all of her new friends so the whole year that i've known her i feel like i've been replaced. >> mcnaughton has transferred her affection from crystal to one of her so-called blondes jacqueline wadsworth. >> these other girls came in and know her for two or three months and i've been like brushed off to the side. >> you can't do that in front of crystal. not cool right now. >> to pick you up? >> no. >> you're so over sensitive. all of you girls are so over sensitive. she's not even looking. >> the other g dorm inmate that can rival mcnaughton when it

comes to women is melissa molina. >> it's like a big candy store to me. me, i go all out. if i'm going to be with you we're going to go all out the first day. >> mcnaughton's respect for molina is evident in the nickname they gave her. >> daddy. it's crazy. mcnaughton made up that name for me. me and kelley kissed a couple times and she said how is this going to work? i'm not fem and you're not either so how is it going to look? but she is crazy. i love her. >> though molina and mcnaughton mibt g dorm's most dominant females they're after two very different things. >> inmate mcnaughton is intellectual, controls people more with intelligence where inmate molina, they call daddy, who would be more controlling sexually, she is more physically

looks more like a male, takes on more of a male persona in the housing unit and may bring comfort or care to another female indicate, more sexually as i will be your protector and take care of you. mcnaughton is doing the same thing. however, she is doing it in a different way saying i'll take care of you. we'll be sisters. >> it's about being someone's bitch basically. someone is cleaning my bed, cleaning my area. it's not about [ bleep ]. girlfriends. it's gay. >> but for crystal deluna being mcnaughton's girlfriend was something more significant. >> i was really upset and i tried to take her name off my leg. crazy. >> she tried to dig my name out of her leg. it said kelley and she is trying to dig it out. >> i got a staple and i just scraped it up and down on my skin to try and pull out the ink. it didn't hurt because i was so upset. my whole body just went numb. i just blocked out the pain. i was upset because it's like a

merry go round in here. once one girl breaks up with somebody then they end up with somebody else in two or three minutes. so i'm not going to let kelley bring me down. >> coming up -- >> i don't like girls at all. >> jessica styx has a change of heart and she joins the party in g dorm. >> i just have a girl that's just helping me, you know what i mean? she's just being there for me.

even for the inmates inside the maricopa county jail appearance matters. >> some highlights. >> a group of professional hair dressers volunteer their time to give hair cuts to the inmates. >> there's three or four of us that come. we are christians. we love jesus and that's why we're doing this. we want to, we are in service to our king. >> but someone would say today's first customer serves no one but herself. >> this is a real interesting hair cut that the girls are now getting. they're bored. they want to do something different. >> is it a style that you would recommend?

>> no. i'm a girlie girl. i think you need all the hair you can get. when you start shaving that hair underneath -- >> come back forward. no, no it won't. >> why not? >> that is an old wiv's tale. >> i've shaved my leg hairs since i was 12 and now i have three growing out of each follicle. >> some day we'll just have to ask god about that. i can't speak for him. he probably has a plan but i'm not sure what it is. >> with my hairy legs. >> yeah with your hairy legs. >> the ladies love it. they get in my bunk and they rub their leg up and down my leg hair and say it reminds them of their boyfriend at heem. just a win-win situation for me. really. >> having come off a serious heroin binge prior to her arrest for armed robbery, jessica styx is ready to focus on her appearance. >> can you really thin it out? we don't have razors. >> because it's really thick and

matted. >> it's going to be great. i'm going to put a good conditioner in i'm so nervous. >> you'll be good. >> every time someone does my hair they [ bleep ] up. no offense to you. >> no, no f words please. the f law thenchs screw it up. >> we're on holy ground here. we don't talk like that. >> we're on holy ground? that's right. anywhere i stand is holy ground. >> but a makeover isn't the only change styx has experienced during her first five days in g dorm. >> i got a little tatoo. j.d. my boyfriend. i told him as soon as i get out i'll be there. i'm going to write and send pictures and do whatever i need to do. right now i don't have anybody. i know my mom won't visit me. she isn't going to put money in my book. she already said she wouldn't. i know she won't write me. my parents never, ever dealt with this in their life. my family is completely normal. they work their asses off.

nobody drinks. nobody does drugs. nobody in my whole family. so i'm a [ bleep ] up. >> you're adjusting to life in g dorm? i'm adjusting, yeah. because i have someone that's totally awesome looking out for me. >> tell me about her. >> i just have a girl that's helping me, you know what i mean? she's just being there for me. >> yeah. she came in here and she was hot of course and look at her. i just -- there was an attraction. and she was straight and i knew she had a boyfriend. >> styx's new girlfriend is melissa molina better known in g dorm as daddy. >> i noticed molina right away. i thought she was kind of cute. i've never been attracted to a girl before ever. ever, ever. ever. >> i was going to act on that and act on that fast. so we're all in the shower and shower time everybody loves taking showers when i'm in there. it's like a big freaking party you know? we go in there and do some

pretty off the wall stuff. we scrub each other's backs. we sing. we just have fun. you know? it's like a big sorority house with a bunch of freaking gay people in freaking jail. and none of us have our degrees by the way so there is no shower for her and i told her come in with me in my shower and she did. everybody was all like kiss her molina and i started kissing her and giving everybody a show. >> it was really good. >> what do you mean? >> i mean it's good. i mean i always thought i would never do that. i've never been interested in that at all but i don't know. something about her that i liked. >> it was great. it was great for me, too. after that she fell in love with me. i didn't even know anything about her so i had to know

everything about her after that. so then we sat down and we ate and we talked. you know? i know we should have done that first. >> she should stay here longer with me. >> i got an attorney and i'm supposed to call him to tell him i want to stay behind. doing this for her. when i first met you you talked to me a lot about your boyfriend. you said i love hichl and i want to wait seven years for him. was that heroin talking? >> no. that's like when we, when i get out i'm going to be there for him. >> styx is yet to be convicted but she recently learned her boyfriend was offered a plea of seven years for his part in the crime. >> i originally thought i was going to be out. i didn't think i was going to be in prison. i thought he was only going to do three years. i thought that was realistic that i could do that. seven years i don't know. i don't know how long i'm getting.

i'm getting grand jury indicted. right now it's like i don't know what is going to happen. as much as i love him i don't know what is going to happen. >> coming up -- >> usually i bring on the tears right at the right time. >> kelley mcnaughton tries to beat the system. >> i have a -- >> you're trying to negotiate your restriction with me. you know i don't negotiate. ♪ that's good morning, veggie style. hmmm [ male announcer ] for half the calories -- plus veggie nutrition.

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it's not like jail when you're here. it's more like counseling. it's love. >> serving three months for failure to attend court-ordered anger management classes, works at the maricopa county jail's animal rescue program known as m.a.s.h. >> it's a great thing for us inmates. if they took it away i think they'll take away a big thing because it's therapeutic, you know, helps with your soul i believe. >> these animals are here because their owners have been arrested for abusing them. >> she came in two days ago. she was covered in feces. you could tell she's never had a

bath in her life. they had her so long in her feces her hooves were coming apart, crumbling. i wanted to break down and cry when i seen her come in. >> the mash unit is set up for the inmates to take care of the animals but sometimes the animals take care of the inmates. >> a good girl. >> loomis says caring for the horses has helped him cope with the anger problems that brought him to jail. >> i'm bipolar and also suffering from post traumatic stress syndrome. i stopped taking my medications and started going off and blowing up at home. i'm starting to lose my temper. starting to do things i normally don't do. the next thing i know the cops are at my door and i'm getting arrested for domestic violence and criminal damage. now i'm here doing my time. my mom owns race horses. she is a trainer and owner. it's a loving and caring thing.

she babies her horses like they were little babies. and i learned to do the same thing. got to have love and care for them. if you don't, i mean, what good is something if you can't really show it love? love is a big thing in the world. we all need it. horses are very beautiful. they're strong, fast, but yet they're very gentle if you train them right. can't explain it. it's a love for them. you know? you got to have it. you know, that's how i came here to mash. just loving horses. mash don't make me feel like jail. makes me feel like home sometimes. it don't make it seem like i'm locked up in prison any more. when i go back to the yard it's a different story. when i get here, i feel home. >> while loomis has discovered a sense of home, the women residing in maricopa county's jail often find it in relationships. but relationships can lead to conflict. we're going to go see miss mcnaughton. she was written up again for

arguing with an inmate that was housed in g dorm with her. >> inside g dorm inmate kelley mcnaughton is considered a force of nature with a powerful magnetic draw. recently mcnaughton and one of her dorm mates had an argument that nearly escalated to a physical confrontation. detention officers were called in to break it up. now mcnaughton will have to face sergeant martinez to defend herself for the writeup she received. >> to be honest with you, i've gotten out of every single writeup i've ever had in my entire life. >> she likes to manipulate a lot. she always has a story. you'll see when we talk to her. >> usually i bring out the tears right at the right time. >> bunk 25. >> good morning. >> hi. how are you? >> i'm not so well. >> what happened? >> i've always told you the

truth. remember i said you want the truth? >> so what happened. >> do you want the truth this time? >> no. i want you to lie to me so we can start off on a good note and then i'll work the truth out and then i'll get you in trouble for lying. go ahead. i'm only -- >> seriously, it was a loud conversation. it wasn't a fight. it wasn't anything. >> they didn't write you up for fighting though. >> i know. loud conversation. this right here has been really stressing me out. >> mm-hmm. >> this has been really -- well first of all it's been, you know, however many days long and i've been stressing on this every single [ bleep ] day. this is like a bull [ bleep ] writeup. this is not -- she even told me that she didn't want to write me up and that she -- she told me that she wrote the other girl up way worse. because the other girl's writeup was way worse. i don't know. do you have the writeup? is it way worse?

different? >> that's something i won't discuss with you. >> all right. well that's what she told me. i'll take whatever you want but no days in the hole, please. i do not -- i don't know. i don't want to cry on camera. >> i think that the 20 days of restriction would be sufficient. >> are you serious? >> i'm serious as a heart attack miss mcnaughton. >> i'm really, really freaking out. i need to be able to talk to my mother. >> you just said you could give me as much restriction time as you want but you didn't want to go to the hole right? okay. couldn't the restriction happen or could we not have it around like the 23rd? >> i'm thinking you're trying to negotiate your restriction with me. you know i don't negotiate. right? >> yeah. >> okay. sign here. signing for your yellow copies you have the right to appeal my decision. you have 24 hours to do so. make sure to touch the yellow copies. thank you for being honest. >> that one wasn't good. i usually win everything. you know what i mean? that's the first time i've lost.

>> loss is permeating other parts of g dorm as well. melissa molina has just received a sentence of seven years for her aggravated dui charge and will soon be leaving for prison. it's put a damper on her relationship with jessica styx. >> i'm trying to stance myself a little bant trying it and try away because i'm leaving and she has a boyfriend and i don't want to get into whatever the heck we are so we're trying to figure out where is it going? where is it leading? >> like every day. she's like i love you and then i don't know if i can be with you. very confusing. don't blame it on that leaving thing. if you can't wait a little bit, don't blame it on that. >> you know that and i just care for her. i care for her a lot as a person, as a friend. and i just want what's right for her, you know, and maybe this

isn't what she really, really wants or what she really needs even though she tells me it's what she likes and wants. you know, but i want her to see for herself that this is what she wants. >> the only way to do that is if you're dating somebody not like when you're not dating somebody. she's not breaking up with me. >> she's crazy. >> coming up, a major shakeup in g dorm sends the ring leader out. >> it will be though. >> while a second transfer results in betrayal. >> i've been flirting a lot. >> and painful consequences. >> i just snapped. i just, you know, everybody has a breaking point and i just got really upset. okay... is this where we're at now, we just eat whatever tastes good? like these sweet honey clusters... actually there's a half a day's worth of fiber in every ... why stop at cereal? bring on the pork chops and the hot fudge. fantastic.

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inside maricopa county jail's g dorm change is measured in a variety of ways. new hair styles, different makeup, new tatoos. and new girlfriends. but now the dorm itself is experiencing a major change. a magnetic personality is leaving. >> we recently rolled up inmate mcnaughton. she is having a lot of issues. we rolled her up to bravo tower. >> kelley mcnaughton has been moved from the dorms where she could roam freely to a small pod of cells where inmates can only see each other in a cramped day room. >> i'm in a pod. i can't do this. this is too small for me. >> jail officials see a benefit. >> dormitories hold from 80 to 120 depending on the day. if you have mcnaughton running 80 or 120 inmates causing that

strife that's going to be a problem. if kelley mcnaughton is in here and causing issues with 13 or 14 it is easier to deal with. >> mcnaughton is determined to shape the pod to her liking. >> not quite g dorm yet. it will be though. when i first came in here they were like oh, you're really shy. i'm like -- >> we're going to be on lock down by tonight. kelley is here. great. >> in this unit mcnaughton soon discovers that even minor infractions like using a mirror to look down the hall won't be tolerated. >> i'm going to take it away. >> are you serious? why? >> because you're using it for the purpose not intended for. >> it's not even a real mirror, dude. you can't even see anything. would it be a ticket too? that's an awfully tight ship you're running. >> i run a tight ship. >> are you serious? you'd take my mirror? >> yeah. >> that would never -- that's

crazy. >> okay. >> jessica styx has also been transferred out of g dorm. >> love you too. >> and away from the first woman with whom she has had an intimate physical relationship, melissa molina also known as debdeb daddy. >> when they see two people happy they want to ruin it. somebody told on us and they moved her out. >> i was finally settled and comfortable and really upset that they took me away from her. you know? styx wasn't gone long before molina reverted to her old ways. >> she got moved out and i've been flirting a lot. >> molina rekindled a relationship with another inmate also about to leave for prison. >> it was so good to see her because she is in max you know? she is looking at 25 to life. so probably the only time i'll see her. >> and it didn't take long for word of molina's infidelity to get back to styx who reacted by doing the one thing she

described as stupid. >> i don't want to hit the wall and break my hand like these retards like dumb ass girls. seriously stupid. you're going to hit the wall really? a brick wall? >> i tried calming myself down and i just couldn't and i finally just hit the wall. like an idiot. i could be helping my family right now financially. i could being a mom. instead i'm here. i feel so guilty and so helpless. just everything combined i just had it. i snapped. >> later styx expressed her anger to molina in a letter. >> she wrote a messed up letter. started off. hey, ho. >> yeah. i put in the letter something like you were my first but you won't be my last. i put i guess that's something you're going to have to live with when you see me with another woman knowing that should have, could have been you. i just -- i was -- said a lot of mean things. it wasn't nice. >> pretty pissed off.

i really pissed her off. i got seven years to do. i'm going to meet different women along the way. i'm -- i might see a more finer, sexier one you know? they just keep getting better and younger. it's crazy. >> she is very smooth. she had me fooled. >> fooled enough to get molina's name tatooed on her forearm not just once but twice. >> i did it without even saying anything to her and i had this one girl start it. they just messed it up so bad that i stopped so she was like i'll redo it for you on your other arm so i did let her redo it. >> this is the girl you've known for one month? your first lesbian relationship? what were you thinking? >> you know what? i was thinking that she's such an amazing person and no matter what like i still wanted to have a friendship with her and that

she is always going to be someone special to me and so i'm not going to have this covered up even when i get out. i'm going to keep it. >> so when you're -- >> when my boyfriend sees it -- >> when your boyfriend says who is molina what do you tell him? >> that she was my good friend in prison and just had my back. i don't know. maybe i'll tell him the truth. i don't know. if the consequences are that he can't forgive mean doesn't want to be with me that's something i have to live with. >> coming up -- >> i'm going to visit with my mommy. >> jessica styx gets a visit from home. >> you're writing on your arms? >> they're tatoos. >> jessica. >> i know. an accident doesn't have to slow you down. with better car replacement, available only with liberty mutual auto insurance,

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now shortly after her transfer to a new housing unit, she has injured the other hand. >> i went into the housing unit and i saw an officer talking with her and she seemed visibly upset at the time. i was standing by to see if there was any type of backlash on her behalf. i talked to the tower officer and she told me she got upset and hit a wall. got into a fight with the wall and the wall won. >> i fought the wall and the wall won. >> mcnaughton, however, disputes the officer's account of the injury and says it was an accident. >> i hit my hand on my door. why did you do that? trying to lockdown? >> no. it pops every time they get all mad. every time the door closes and then they don't want to pop it. so when it was going too fast, i turned around to grab it and it smashed. okay? i got caught in the damn thing. all they do is -- if i was in a dorm, you know -- >> oh. >> it wouldn't a situation. no, seriously! you know i hate being in the

pods. >> i know, i know. but just think of it as like buying a condo. you want to try it out. >> i own a condo. >> see? exactly. i picked the right thing. >> i've got 11 more years in this county so she'll be somebody i'll see in my career. when are you leaving us? when are you leaving our company? >> everyone of you guys asks me. never. i'm here to stay. >> i don't think her charges ever get her really more than maybe months, maybe a year here and there. all right. we'll let you rest. i don't want you to hurt your hand. good night. >> i'll see you later. i'll be here. >> okay. so will i. >> that woman hates me. >> mcnaughton then admitted to us that her injury was self-inflicted. >> you did that yourself to get out of here? >> yeah. pretty [ bleep ], or messed up. excuse me. >> then she demonstrated how she did it. oh, no.

it was this way. i smashed my hand in the thing. i'm claustrophobic. it's not going to work well for me in here. they know that. everybody knows i can't work in here. i can't live in here. >> do you think they're going to move you now? >> no, no. i just wanted to get out of here for like an hour. this is not going to move me out of the dorm. this just got me to walk down the hall out of this same room. usually, that tv is blaring. you have girls slamming cards. i mean, it drives me nuts! so just to get out of here for a minute, yeah. >> jessica styx was also recently transferred out of "g" dorm. but, today, she'll be dealing with the past. she has a visitation with her

mother. >> i'm going to visit with my mommy. >> are you excited about that? >> i'm so excited. i haven't seen her in two weeks. i'm so excited. i can't wait. >> i can tell. you're smiling. >> i don't even see my mom. >> she's probably not here yet. we'll put you at a table and then when she comes in -- >> okay. it will probably make her feel better to see me better. you know? >> visitation at maricopa comes with two major restrictions. the inmate is handcuffed to the table and is not allowed to touch or be touched by their visitors. >> what happened to your hand? >> i broke it. >> how? >> i punched the wall. >> what? >> i know. i'm sorry. i got really mad. >> your bad hand? >> yeah. this is my bad hand. they're both bad. >> why did you punch the wall? >> because, mom, everything just was building up. and then -- i just -- something set me over the edge and i got pissed off. i got mad. i tried for two hours to calm myself down.

i tried exercising and doing everything i could. i was still pissed off. i didn't want to go to the hole and get in trouble punching someone else. i've been praying every morning. i've been exercising like three times a day. healthier? do i look healthier? >> your face looks good. your face always looks good, except for them red eyes. >> oh, i know! i tried -- >> you look like a clown. >> i tried some new make-up. today i was bored and i tried using -- [ laughter ] it's like we all wear like weird makeup in here. nobody sees us. we never wear it outside. >> what's all over your arms? >> where? >> black on both of them. have you been writing on your arms? [ laughter ] >> huh? yes, you have. >> yeah, i've been writing on my arms. they're tattoos. this one is. >> how did you get a real one? >> don't talk about that in here. i'll get in trouble. someone gave me one. don't talk about that in here. i'll get in trouble. i will go to the hole for that. there's people watching. don't talk about that. i know.

>> what the hell were you thinking? oh, my gosh. jessica. >> i'm sorry. >> what does the other one say? >> well, they messed up on my other one. i just redid it over here. it is just a scar. it's just a scar! >> would you say it is not permanent or it is? >> this one, well, this one is permanent. this one is a scar. it will go away. >> jessica! >> i know. what do you think jason will say about that? >> i think he's going to think you're retarded. >> i think he is going to think more than that. >> while styx might be explaining her tattoos for the rest of her life, her short time at maricopa has resulted in a positive milestone. >> today is one month clean. yeah. so you don't need to worry about me right now. this is the best place for me to be right now. and i don't want you to worry about me. i want you to just know that i'm okay. i'm safe.

it sucks, yeah, it sucks, but it's my fault. drugs got me here, and it's my fault. i did this. and you know, i'm so sorry that i hurt you. i'm so sorry that you have to do this. i'm sorry! but i just think you should feel more comfortable knowing that i'm in here and i'm safe and i'm not out there and not knowing what i'm doing. you know? knowing that this will change me for the rest of my life. that this five, six months, whatever it may be, whatever time i get, is better than me still being out there doing what i was doing. and now i can be a mom. i can be a mom to my kids. i can be a good daughter. i can do the things i want to do. you know? i can go to school. you know what i mean? okay. we got to go. >> i love you.