facet also opened up, i am very grateful to both god and my confessor, father andrey, when i went to vlaamke buddhism, an abstraction, some kind of eternal... and i found this reflection, this living thing, not a letter, but a spirit, i found in our monastery just like this, this is close. you can be wrong, you can, i had years, i’ve been in the monastery for 15 years, i had very difficult years, when i didn’t regret that i came to the monastery, but it was just hard, yeah, something like that, because a lot had to be changed, as i said, i was not a churched person, all this was necessary, but how long did this period of purification last, well , how can i say, it was not like that at one point, let’s say, here’s the first thing, when you come to the monastery, everything is on fire, everything... is there, but somehow, well, it’s necessary, that means it’s necessary, it’s necessary, that means it’s necessary, well, look, and besides everything else , absolutely calmly, then filling the site and interviewing sisters, do you use new media to communicate with believing parishioners, there is