every time i went to a different hospital mike tambor was a different size. every time i went to another hospital one person one to do one thing in one person wanted to another and you get a different diagnosis and a difference in treatment plants for guhu do you know to listen to? i don't know how to fix that battalino is when you have to go through this and like everyone of us has been through what we have been through, you just realized-- >> ms. beaton i'm going to reclaim my time but i really thank you for that testimony and i think you are absolutely right. if there is something that needs to be fixed, something is broken and when we hear from the second panel, from the insurance companies i'm going to make some suggestions to them how we can fix the system but is of my firm belief ms. beaton, the other two, ms. horton and ms. raddatz that we can fix this system without, as they say turning it over lock, stock and barrel to federal bureaucracy that routinely is going to ration of the people on the waiting list, but we will get into that later and i want