for me it has been a nightmare because i just fee that it's nofair. i feel that it's not just. i'm also feeling that colombia sick. i an, you nnot treat a victim like a criminal. i didn't do anything bad. >> rose: so where does it stand today? >> well, i just withdrew everything, the claim, everything, because i didt want thi to... you know, after having being victim of the fenway park, i don't want to be victim of the hatred of my countrymen. i just... no problem. >> rose: andthe rationships that... among those that were rescued? >> they're my family. they're my family. i mean, i lived with them more than i he lid with my children or my parents. so i spoke with them a lot on the daily basis with many of them, not all of them. but for example my three fellow hostages, the americans, wel with o i don't speak at all buthe otherwo are my friends. >> rose: keith is the one you don't speak to. >> no, no, because i thi he... he needsto just... he his wounds. and i know it's difficult and... >> re: why is he angryt you? >> i think there are many things: ihink he was... it w difficult