mr. zegron. if you have something to add, i want you to join in. mr. zegron, i'm going to be as simple as i can but it seems to be very difficult to listen to your testimony talking about the fear of lawsuits and plaintiff's lawyers when you're talking about sitting next to someone who lost their son because of a loss of leadership at the local level. the school failed in protecting and utterly failed when it came to her and talking about plaintiff's lawyers saying there's a price we have to pay and there's some cost benefit analysis we have to do when it comes to how much of a child's life is, at least that's the way it came to me. i know that's not what you meant but that's certainly how it came out. and you talk about the fact that there should be no federal mandates because there should be local leadership. how do you explain to her and to others and how do you explain from five years later when the school district has changed, new leadership has come in and this may just be a memory to them? how do you explain to them to what happened to her and wh