a man by the name of mr gary myers. and. mr mars was represented during the may lie trials. and. mr myers in the marine corps came to a very discreet mutual understanding i was on it with this charge december thirty first of two thousand and three and here i am. so i came back i think that that sense of a long term planning was gone i went through a divorce some things i did recklessly probably in the back of my mind i would not have minded knowing. but. i went through a period when t.c.p. could hang for on. and about it and thought it means. a long period of severe drug abuse. i finally got to the point of rock had no one. i had no work or i had long since moved out of my house and could not come back home exactly where do you go from here. and it was when the national guard needed someone with my. experience and teaching people how to fly the armed helicopters the cobras and i was asked to come in and help train some of those folks and the money was. you know fifteen twenty thousand dollars a year for part time work and i carried a retirement with even though i had and a change