you were earning squillions, you had the fast cars and the beautiful women.hile, it must be fun, despite everything else. >> absolutely. i would be a fool to tell you i wasn't having a good time. >> i talk to people going through this and it was terrible. no, it wasn't. if it was that bad, you wouldn't be doing it. >> cocaine was too much for me. brought me to my knees eventually. honestly that's what happened. >> what was the wake-up moment for you? >> there were several along the way. where i'd sit there and say, you got to stop. this has got to stop. but it's hard to do that with cocaine. it's really -- it's insidious and it's wonderful, that's the problem. >> how did you manage to stop in the end? >> actually, i did go to betty ford and that helped. and the best thing that they said, actually, was how's it been working for you? that's what i thought. and then they said, well, you spend a month here and maybe you'll figure a way to do things a little differently. honestly that was the turning point in terms of me being able to take charge of my life again.

. >> but on the books, which sell by the squillion, you keep all the cash. >> well, we give.re big givers. i promise you that. >> takers as well? keep some of it? >> we do. >> when you have to pay the light bill. >> exactly. but you're like multimillionaires, aren't you? >> we don't have any problem -- i don't think god has any problem with you being blessed. it's where your heart is. our heart was never to go out and make money and let's become rich and do this and that. it's let's fulfill our purpose. >> but you like being rich? >> i like being able to help others. i like being able to fulfill my dreams. it takes money to do what we're doing. >> you're like willie wonka as you sort of walk around bailing people out. when you hear about problems you swing by the villages and the towns. not villages. you know. are you like that? you give to people who come to you for help? >> sure. sure. we give to people. the church gives to people. we support works overseas. we work with organizations to get child sponsorships to feed and clothe and educate children. we feel like that's why