erin chenoweth: in the beginning, i cod care less what i looked like. 's all about what i thought of myself and i was never happy enough with myself. i don't think that physically i ever based this on, "oh, i have to weigh this much," or, "this size clothes has to fit." that wasn't important. it was just how i felt and i thought that the more i removed myself from my state of mind that the better i would feel and that along with that came everything else. eating disorders are complex illnesses. successful treatment programs blend a combination of therapies, medical care and monitoring, psychotherapy, and nutritional counseling. erin chenoweth: my friends used to tell me, "well, why don't you just stop?" it's not how it works. you get out of control, and your brain spins, and your body spins, and you have no way of putting your foot down. and the only way i would've been able to break the cycle is-- that's why i came here, because there's no way i could've done it on my own. well, the first thing that we try to do, and it can be quite difficult, is to ha