there was no missing sean goldman. in the frenzied crush of cameras, people screaming, horns honking, helicopters circling and police on guard, he was overwhelmed. do you remember much about that last day? it was a tough thing to watch. you're a little boy. >> 9 years old. >> what do you remember about that day? >> getting dragged through the streets full of cameramen and a lot of people pushing and hearing a lot of yelling and people calling my name, i just wanted to shoot through everybody. >> he was also confused conflicted. did you want to leave? >> i had mixed feelings. >> what were the feelings? >> i don't really remember. i remember going into the plane and my dad was looking around and waving, and i just told him to hurry up, i wanted to get to the plane and come back to america. >> you just wanted it to be over. >> yeah. >> father and son were heading home together. on a private plane chartered by nbc. it looked like a storybook ending, but after all the turmoil and so many lost years, would it even be possibl