we've been burying one of offerings while comrades and we've ashu out at the funeral when another one of our way gets killed at the funeral and then. so as we live amongst each other there might be one street it might be one gas station the service two with three different gangs when i get to the gas station i have to find out what are your intentions with me while i'm pumping gas so i cannot turn my back and allow you to shoot me or hit me in the back of here to look you in your eyes and see your intentions and when i look you in your eyes i'm looking to see if you all will have to feel wolf and i'm a wolf then we need to come to some sort of agreement so we can both get out of here peacefully. and if your porch up i'm happy to let me go and get my guestbook up i appreciate you being here when i was in the communities talking to guys in the game see and lots of content and with that so many of these particularly the younger guys had never seen the pacific ocean in a gang infested community there are situations where people will not believe a given ten block radius for years like this