don't know what i think. i, i, i, i hardly ever look at that. i don't know. gosh, i looked young in "smokey and the bandit." i forgot. tavis: but what's amazing about this is the range, the range your career has covered already. >> well, it's covered a lot of years. it's like almost 50. it will be 50 years that i've been doing this professionally in '14. so we're almost in '13, so i started in 1964. so it's been a diverse road of ups and downs and sideways. tavis: yeah. we've got two nights to talk about that diverse road -- >> oh, good. tavis: -- of ups and downs and sideways -- mostly ups, i think. but this latest role will add, without question, more talk to this career, because it is a memorable performance. her portrayal of mary todd lincoln in steven spielberg's "lincoln." the film, of course, also stars daniel day-lewis and tommy lee jones, and so here now, a scene from "lincoln." ♪ >> you think i am ignorant of what you are up to because you have not discussed it with me? when high -- when have i ever been so easily baffled? i believe you when you insi

i am i i i i i i i i i. i. i i thank. just like you know old times trade is during the traditional russian holiday of schroders to which bid farewell to windsor and take some souvenirs so out fast. this is because the city of congo is full of talented artists ceramicist and stone covers since the seventeenth century when congo was found it has been a major trading. back in the sixteenth century the conqueror of siberia yarmuk marched here with his own they ended up losing their way so the cossacks chieftain decided to set up here before heading to siberia he established a settlement at the ice mountain houses were built for his men so they could survive the winter and during that time they discovered a cane under the nose of the next troops used it as a natural refrigerator. the newly found cave attracted many tempting them with its mysterious tales peter the great himself ordered a map of the cave to be drawn the task was fulfilled in the eighteenth century it was the world's first map of underground gotos in the late nin

i felt that when i turnod the computer and thought, now i have to write book number 2. i had in mind that i wanted to write something very different from women of the silk that was strictly about the feminist chinese women during the turn of the century and i wanted to write about my japanese culter. i didn't have the story or the culture unfortunately because i was born in san francisco, half chinese and half japanese but raised in the chinese culture. when it was time to write the second book and i knew i wanted to explore my japanese side it was going to be difficult in the way that i didn't know the culture. right away i had to learn a lot. it was something that was not engrained in me besides the story. i sat down and thought about the story my mother told me about her brother being ill. he at one point went from hong kong to japan to recuperate. he was the one that wanted to be an artist and wanted to paint. i thought about that because it must have been hard growing up in hong kong to be far away from everything and have a dream and get sick at this point. i though

if i moved i would draw attention to where i was. so i lay silent and still. hoping whoever or whatever it was would move on. i stared up through the leaves to a blue sky. it appeared sharp and clear it seemed unreal. when i heard the steps closer i closed my eyes and prayed to the gods. when i opened my eyes i heard breathing and feel the warmth of another body it was so close to me. i heard his voice call out. sachy, it's me matzu, let me help you. i thought i died and went to the other wonder. matzu? spilling up from the leaves like a wounded animal. i forgot everything even the shame of allowing him to see me. he began to laugh is that you or the fox cot. it was the first time he joked with me he had been so quiet. it wasn't the time for laughter i was tired and hungry if i had been the god i might have been made food and water appear. it was my good fortunate that matzu found me. i had been looking for you all night. are there others? i could barely get the words out. they think you have gone to a better world how do you find me. he smaled. he opened [inau

i. i. i. i i i i i i. i. i this week a little was robbed it's time to allowing the u.s. military to detain terror suspects indefinitely including americans without charge or trial the national defense authorization act also extends the restrictions on transferring detainees out of gun tournaments. they're trying congressman dennis kucinich things the move is part of a process that undermines democracy right now we're much more of a garrison and garrison plus. a powerful military which keeps asserting itself globally and it doesn't make america safer and frankly doesn't make the world safer we're spending upwards of six hundred billion dollars for an expanded pentagon presence for more war in afghanistan and for proliferation of war in in yemen and somalia and other places we have a lot of problems here at home that we're not taking care of we have massive unemployment people are losing their homes people are losing their retirement security and i continue to say that we have to start emphasizing taking care of things here at home instead of developing a bigger footprint a

i will try to answer a, b, c. for me, i know that the first thing i began to think about when i thought i wanted to write a novel was that i wanted to write about my culture. and because i had grownup in the chinese culture i wanted to write about china. i wanted to find out more about myself because of i was raised in the bay area and because i didn't know culturally a lot of things i wanted to know. i knew i wasn't going to write about myself and knew that i was not going to write about my family. but i wanted to write about an aspect about china and women. those were the 2 things i knew when i began the first book. i was fortunate enough to it stumble upon the silk working women which gave me everything i wanted. it gave me the culture. it gave me a sense of what it meant to be a female chinese women in that time and a sense of empowerment on what they had done. regardless of what they understood they were doing at the time. they didn't know it was a culture that was earning money and living independent of husbands and family that was doing everything against what it meant to be in the chinese culture. i hadn't h

i will do something from that. i know that there was work on it. i think i have to burn it, because at the end, i take too much time to look at it. but, yes, i mean, to be honest, i think will realize what time that i have no more of the passion, which will mean i will stop. i think it is better. honestly, before i was doing that profession, because i was not at peace with the fact that i was rejected, so i was inventing a lot of things. at the moment, i started to work -- i finish. because i do the things that i'd love to do, why should i live now. there's no reason to lie? because i am accepted through my work? why should i lie? because i do not want to live again in my old days. but i will always interested in fashion. >> the next question is for both of you -- how is it in the fashion world for larger size women? >> i will answer this first. i was so happy when beth ditto appeared in one of jean paul's collections. she is a terrific woman and quite rotund in size. i have not quite caught up with her yet, but i certainly am no little stick. i personally t

i really am -- i don't know what's going to move me in a year's time. i really don't know what i want to do until it's in front of me. if i knew what story i wanted to tell, i would be directing it. i love being, like, a hired hand. so i don't know. i don't have drastically different experiences on small to large movies. i think i also was really lucky i got to break up "twilight" with many various kinds -- i got to do a lot of little things in between and sort of mix it up, and not feel like anything got stagnant, which is another reason it was -- i didn't feel stuck in the five-year period. tavis: i take your point, kristen, about not being able to step outside of yourself, and try to make tactical, strategic decisions about your overall career. i get that. i think there's a certain beauty in that because you're following your instincts and your gut about what makes sense to you. >> or else you're doing it because you want something -- tavis: precisely. >> you're like, what does everyone want me to do? what does everyone else want me to do? tavis: right. >> yeah. tavis: i guess

think it was very important for me to fit in but i know i look different i know you know i dressed differently i didn't know the right styles and it was the sixty's it was it was this i was here and so you know like everybody started wearing you know nice jeans and you know there's a lot of a lot of cultural things that my parents didn't understand like you know a lot of a lot of people sleep over other people's houses yeah you know and my dad said is your bad is your bed broken. you know and so he didn't it just didn't understand the way they were raised also how when you know how you know he goes wait so you can wear masks in a costume and go door to door and ask for candy you know and to him it was it was ridiculous so a lot of the cultural things i was still russian i couldn't do everything there was a marriage you know what they're going to be raised to. listen. but. you said. it was the seventy's when when i went to school and learned. they started to call me russian spy because it was the sixty's i mean it was all serious it wasn't that bad in the seventy's was it wa

in i believe, i believe in i believe in you i believe, i believe in ♪ i believe, i believe i believe r we'll fly i believe in the power of ♪ you and i i believe the time is right now ♪ stand tall and make the world proud ♪ i believe together we'll fly i believe in the power of you and i ♪ i believe in the power of you and i ♪ i believe together well fly i believe in the power of ♪ you and i. ♪ >> i was blessed to be able to fulfill my dream. to sing and perform all over the world ( singing in hebrew ) ( singing in hebrew ) but there are so many children who are not fortunate and i try to use my music to be their voice and speak for them. >> ♪ i don't know where to find you ♪ i don't know how to reach you i hear your voice in the wind ♪ i feel you under my skin within my heart and my soul ♪ i wait for you adagio ♪ all of these nights without you ♪ all of my dreams surround you i see and i touch your face ♪ i fall into your embrace when the time is right, i'll know ♪ you'll be in my arms adagio ♪ i close my eyes and i find a way ♪ no need for me to pray i've walked so far ♪ i've fought

i didn't play for that. i didn't play for momentos. i was worried more about the teammates that ieam more than just individual play. i felt that if i could make them better around me, that was my job. i was made captain of the team. he says, you go out and you manage the field. meaning whatever i did on the field he was going to back me up. i told the guys, hey guys, if you don't do what i tell you you're not playing tomorrow. so it was always something that came to me when the guys want to have--when a guy got tired and he didn't want to play tomorrow. he would come to me. i will say why are you tired? well, i just need a day off. okay pick a guy who do you want to replace you the next day. you can go out. but the guy who is replacing you has got to me and he has to stay in until you're ready to play again. it was one of the things that i did because it was important to me to make them happy all along the line. >> gavin: world series, winning the world series among the highlights i imagine for you? >> i didn't have a good world series. i made the catch dusty rose did all the hitt

i was... i was shocked. i--it was--i felt like my head exploded. i mean, i don't think if he had told me he was an alien i could've been more surprised. he said that the firm had liabilities of $50 billion. it never occurred to me that his business had anything like that kind of-- anything like that under management. it was--it was shocking. >> your mother, what was her reaction? >> she looked-- she looked shocked. she asked, "what's a ponzi scheme?" was her first question. she didn't even understand that. i think it was me who answered and said that it means that it's all fake. that dad's--you know, is-- he's not been doing what he says he's been doing. and he followed that up and said, "yes, i've been lying to all of you all of these years. i've been lying to everybody. i've been lying to myself," he said. >> and your brother? >> my brother was trembling with rage. he was absolutely furious. mark was the first one to stand up and said, you know, "i'm out of here." and he stormed out of the room. and i immediately followed him and walked out. >> yo

i. i. i i i i i i i. i. i. stick to austerity or lose the euro that's the message the german finance minister delivered to greece as he made approaches to the country's opposition its leader however remained resolute in the face of the pressure and as one of our reports greece would be a much bigger headache for the your stereotype bonkers if the opposition comes to power in the next election during his visit here to germany the leftist greek opposition leader spoke of a humanitarian crisis in his country that it being caused by the austerity measures imposed upon it and backed by governments like that over calls he said that life itself had rejected the notion of austerity and said that it was the greek people that were suffering most at the hands of the measures imposed upon them in order to go to live in going to be able to think when i'm coming years. to understand what i mean when i see that our story measures of fear or you have to do is look at our economy it showed that our debt and our policies are unsu

i picked them up in other countries and i just i love them all. when iving in new york i had put almost all of them, a bunch of them up on a wall together. like a gallery wall. which i love the way that looked. so i was thinking that for this wall. i like the warm kind of fall colors. the greens, the oranges, the browns; that sort of thing. tv center? so i just bought; i got the t.v. because i didn't even own a t.v. but some people are buying these huge tvs. i'm not into that, i don't want the t.v. to be the center of the place. and i love the plexiglass. i love how sleek the media table is but i have no idea what to do with all these cords. i almost think that it might be a better coffee table just because there's no amount of tying up those cords. it's clear you're going to see them. and you're going to see the top and the vents. so i love how it looks but i don't know if it will fit somewhere, but maybe that wasn't the best choice for that. it'll work. it kind of goes along with the theme that you've got going too, which to me looks very modern. you l

first cast her, i sort of -- i told her this before, i was like, do i really -- i mean she just gotten out of yale and gorgeous and wants to be an actress and i cast her, you know, a month out of college and i said to her you know what i was, first i was resistant to being one of the contributors to the allison williams success story, i can't help it, in high school, i would have heid you for reasons that you can't control, and now he is one of my favorite people on earth. >> rose: then there is -- s soshanna. >> yes who was initially not supposed to be -- >> well, i am half jew on the show, i am a half jew in life so i decided i would represent the -- the bi religious. >> rose: one and a half. >> but me is full jew, and she was initially supposed to be this sort of character who bopped in illuminated the difference between our new york and, you know, ran off to go drink another "cosmo", so she was not supposed to be a recurring character but now she plays it so beautifully she became one and a little younger than the other girls and a little more innoc

i just don't think that we hear about sting and trudy. i mean, i have others that i can't remember right now, but lots of people that have stayed married forever. what about tom hanks and his wife? so i feel like it is just sort of, you know, tabloid fodder. and i also feel like i would never want to feel like i'm better than somebody else because i have a marriage that works and here's my secret and i know better. there's something unappealing about it. i feel lucky, i feel grateful. i think i just got lucky. yes, we work on it, but i don't have any tips for anybody. i don't know what the secret is. we just got lucky and we work at it and that's it. like i would never want to say, "well, here's the thing you need to do."\that's unappealing to me. tavis: okay, i get it now. >> okay. tavis: so speaking of needing to do and wanting to do, now that you have this newfound freedom after seven years of "the closer" and "the possession" is out now, what do you want to do with your life now? is it movies? >> i really want to do more movies. i've always loved film and i know

didn't want really early, really early, i knew what i didn't want. i knew who iidn't want to, what i didn't want to have to do, or who i didn't want to emulate. i think definitely, fortunately for me i did have a really strong mother, and i think even if your family -- i tell people who i speak to a lot even if your family -- just because they're blood doesn't mean that they necessarily give you the best advice. even if your family isn't quite there for you, find the people that support you and hang on to those people and try to let go of those that try to take you down. so i think because i had someone who was supportive to me, that helped me have just that other big of confidence, to try to, like, keep going. tavis: since you obviously know when magic is happening, what does that mean for you? just take me inside your studio. on any given night, the clock strikes midnight and you know that magic is happening, so you're going to stick around a little longer. what's that actually mean? how does that feel on the inside? what's that like? >> well, it feels really g

"i didn't ask to be born: (but i'm glad i was)." >> i heard you the first time, and you said, "i gladt, though, and we edited it out of the show. and so, no one's supposed to know that i said that. [ laughter ] >> i will -- i will -- >> jimmy: no, don't. bill -- don't leave. don't leave. we're doing -- >> no, i just want to tell the audience that in most cases, if you've ever been in a courtroom, a lawyer will -- a lawyer will make the kind of mistake i made and then say to the jury, "pretend you never heard me say that." [ laughter ] >> jimmy: perfect. now we're clear. [ cheers and applause ] i want to ask you something. >> yes, sir. >> jimmy: there's a big thing i want to ask you. i heard that you met santa claus. >> yes. this was -- i didn't expect it. i just -- i was in choctaw, oklahoma, at a gambling casino. and santa claus was talking to -- i guess people who won and lost. and i had two shows. so, after the first show, i asked if santa would come to my dressing room, and he did. and santa -- i took a picture with him. do you have the picture? >> jimmy: i do, i think. >> you thi

[applause] i wanted to visit more than one city and i am going to austin but i can't visit every place i want to. i still have a day job and i only have a few days to visit cities and promote my book. but i made a promise on television so you can hold me to it. i will be back to visit other cities in texas. [applause] now, randall where are you? i didn't see where you went. oh, they are right there. part of the reason i could come and it was randall and suzanne martin, the founders of the progressive forum who put this visit together for me. they have extended every warmth and courtesy to me. i even had -- at dinner tonight. [applause] and i am surrounded by flowers some of which i describe in the book. part of my beloved world is puerto rico. randall and suzanne, thank you. so, i am here to talk to you about my book and about what my book is about. and when i started to write it, there was one thing i wanted to accomplish. when you write a memoir, and i have read many of them through my life, you sometimes come away asking your question -- asking yourself the question. did i learn anyth

i had to clear them. anyway, i came back the next day. i had never met rosemary boske, and i was expecting -- i had three condo conversions, this building -- in my building. dealing with the building department, very level headed, professional. that's what i was expecting. she came out with david gonia, who is the senior inspector, and ivan sarkeny and all three of them screaming at me in unison that i had forged this list, they were going to send it to the city attorney and prosecute me. anyway, what happened is i finally had to get my attorney in there to come and get these three cases. and i cleared them in 2006. but now they're reappearing on these four notices that i got from 2009. one thing i have to say about just continuing about what happened, i did clear these cases in 2006. at the same time, then david gonia came out there. he's now denying that he ever cleared them. and with isabelle olaveras, another housing inspector. at the same time i didn't know this, isabelle a went to my noe street property and entered the passage way, which is unlocked, twice and wrote fou

i never expected that. now i see a completely different person. i love that person. >> when iut with insanity, i felt like i was a little soft, and i'm 59 years old, but most people would say, "well, you're 59 years old. what do you expect?" well, what do i expect? i expect to look like i did when i was 16 years old. i feel pretty good for 59. >> after committing myself and pushing myself for 60 days, i got the results and got the body that i wanted. >> i've lost three inches around my waist, so i knew that there was a beach body in there somewhere. i just had to reveal it. >> after 60 days of completing insanity, i feel like a whole new person. >> these were the pants i wore before insanity. and these are the pants i'm wearing after insanity. i lost a total of 73 pounds. my waist size went from a size 38 on a good day to a size 31 now. this t-shirt is my badge of honor. this t-shirt reminds me every day that i wear it that i earned it, that i did it, that i competed in this program and that i won. >> this shirt means everything to me. i'm really proud that i earned it. >> thi

admire, i have to be like him or her, cannot have the red hair. so i say, i also come from nigeria and i am like you. [laughter] i do not think she believed me so i was inventing names. anyway. so she influenced me. she had white skin. you could see her veins. she was very strange but beautiful for me. i was always attracted by different beauty that i saw everywhere. i remember some movies called guess who's coming to have dinner tonight with sydney party. i remember i said to my parents -- i was 12. if i come with a black girl, what will you say? and they say, if you love her, that is perfect for you. years after when it told them what i could say about the fact was going with a guy, they said if you love each other, that is wonderful. so i think i was lucky to have parents like that. very modern. very open-minded. unlike for some, there's no question of religion, of color of skin, or anything like that. people can be all beautiful. it depends on who they are, but it is not a question of color. for me, both of us were beautiful. and i loved color. color of the skin. tattoo on the skin,

i says i guess about 15, i think. i says i was a piano player and i was supposed to play bumble boogie for the 1,000,000, time at an assembly. we were in the basement wait to be called and the girl was doing, today would be considered racist but she was doing al jollson in black face singing mammy. and she is sitting next to me waiting to be called for rehearsal and somehow we look add each other and we kind of start to experiment, sexually. but i can't get too close to her because she's in black face. so i told him this story. and i put my hand on her breast and we are just sitting there in chairs facing the wall, fully dressed. and she looked and she just let me do it. and i told anything tolls-- next ols the story. also cut to the scene where i'm rehearsing with ann bancroft in the hotel room. he said the neck time you do the scene i want to you go up in back of her, she has just taken her sweater off, you are in her back, just hold her breast and let's just see what happens. and i did it. and she had been looking at

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>> guest: well, i did the best that i could. i did the best i could at the time. i wouldn't say that there is something that i would do differently. you know, there were things that helped me make my decisions. despite the accomplishments and the pictures i created throughout high school, active in sports and basically having a be average attitude and i had a great gpa and i have decided not to -- you know, i was a straight a student, and what was all that work for if i wasn't -- i couldn't be happy? so i believe i had a mentor, i think i look like a kid that was going to be fine. and they were right, essentially. i would've gone on to finish college and perhaps gone to an ivy league type school. but i threw that away when i gave up on my struggles. but getting back to what i was doing with young people, i will tell you what really got me to where i am today. the thing that we all have in common is that unbeknownst to ourselves, we listened and nurtured. we nurtured the ability to be ability to listen to the little voice. it's knowing when to move and when to fall

>> i think i was around -- i was around, i was a round -- the teddy bear, i got it at 3:00, but i let him free at that time at the three years old. i let him free. i think i was around five years old that i started to take care of him. first, very important, i was -- [unintelligible] seeing on my grandmother. she had white hair. so i was putting on the the bear a little color that was kind of blue. after that, i do not know why, but i said he has to change. so it was more red, which was a strong color, too. then i try to make it black. that did not work. the texture of the paintings, because i was putting paintings on him, did not go with it. so i had to destroy it and start again. blue, red, start again. all the make up was the makeup of my grandmother. you can see an exhibition a teddy bear. i should say that he is a little nice monster, but it is a little monster anyway. you know, i have some affinity with air. i'd love the air. i love to touch the air. >> i hope you like my hair, because of a drag queen's last night were trying to touch it. [laughter] >> for the moment, i am not y

i don't have that. like i said, all i have is time, i put in my time. >> rose: i think it's more than that, dave. >> i don't know. >> rose: i'm not one to argue about this because i don't understand comedy. but at the same time, you know, it's self-evident that after you people looked at these shows differently. and therefore fallon and kimmel. >> but like i said, i believe that may be true. >> rose: more than tenure, though, there was something about the eck centricity or whatever it was. >> i think it was the vision of the people i had around me more than me. i mean we all knew that the charge was to be a different show. and in the beginning, i will admit that i thought i had all the answers for television. and i, you had that attitude. >> rose: watch out world, i'm coming. >> if you could wait just a little longer we'll take care of television. and then. >> rose: we'll do it. we know the answer. we have the secret. >> pretty soon you realize you don't know the answer. >> rose: it is not there every knight. >> so i don't know if i can rightly, you know, i was in the room, i'll give you that. i was in the

>> i think of part of it when i look at it is that i was a nobody, and i wanted to be somebody, and i did not know where to start, so i went this like journey of never agreeing to that i was nobody or that i could not do something, but i also did not have a target, so i traversed my life in this unconventional way, just pursuing whenever i had a passion for, whenever i felt could contribute to society or the technology that would be tomorrow. i pursued that. and that is what i climbed this mountain range. at every peak, the view is different, but for you to arrive at a different peak, sometimes you have to go down before you go up. sometimes we do not want to take a downside, we just want to keep going up. there is nothing wrong with that. tavis: it is anti-american to step down. that is our problem. but you are right. you cannot go to that next peak with of the ebb and flow. >> it is very interesting, because when i started geomagic, i wanted to combine internet technology. i was working with the internet. the idea was to change the manufacturing to mass personalization. you can see

i am weird. "i fast because i am hungry. "i run because i am thirsty. "i die every day because i want to live. "i lead because i follow. "i give everything away to become rich. "i am weak and broken so i will be strong. "i see more when my eyes are closed. "i'm in love with someone i haven't seen. "i love the unlovely. "i'm honored when people mock me. "i embrace the foolish things to become wise. "i will walk wholeheartedly out on any limb he requires, "because even if he lets it break, he can teach me to fly!" nicklis: i wanted to get down. i was driven to get down... to reach the rescuers so i could show them on a map where we were. it was the task that kept me moving. it wasn't necessarily reasonable, but that was the thing... that really kept me from just giving up was, "i have to show them where she is. "i have to show them where she is so they can find her, and so god can make this okay." because that was my mantra for the whole way out was, "god, you're gonna make this okay. "god, you're gonna make this okay. "god, you're gonna make this okay." and so i got down far enough... i was abou

when i started insanity, i waabout 205 pounds. and by the time i was finished, i the way down to 17pounds. at's 15 pounds less than i weighed when i graduated high school. >> i thought i would lose maybe 15 pounds for the whole program. but 29 pounds? i ver expected that. now i see a completely different pers. insanity, i felt like i was a little soft, and i'm 59 years ol but most people would say, i was 16 years old.ke i did when i feel pretty good for 59. >> after committing myself and pushing myself for 60 days, i t the results and got the body that i wanted. >> ie lost three inches around was a beach body in therethere sowhere. i ju had to reveal it. insanity, i feel like a wholeg new person. >> these were the pants i wore and these are the pants i'm weing after insanity. 38 on a good day to a size 31e now. this t-shirt is my badge this t-shirt reminds me every it, that i did it, that i earned competed in this program and that i won. >> thishirt means everything me. and i absolutely earned it.irt >> i earned this one. if anybody wants one, they gotta rn it the

i think for me i love television also and it's whatever best suits the stories that i want to tell creatively. i don't know if that's correct correct but i have heard them have written russia gets some intend to be a disney i mean the wonderful. i mean like. the things you're drawing since i didn't draw it will know maybe write the music and i didn't write to me over this and then people said oh well well maybe if you come up with a story said no i didn't come up with the story so will you do said nothing to this letter i mean is walt is that true he does i mean he had a lot of artists and a lot of people that really helped him but what was amazing about him and he was an innovator you know he never you know when he created mickey mouse it was hugely successful but did he draw it he did you know the original was a very regional draw the first original the very first one but he just looked pretty clumsy i mean the first well it did look clumsy may look clumsy now but back then it was it was like it was you know groundbreaking and i think what was amazing about him is that he didn't just keep goin

the point i first found out i was positive. like i said i really didn't think it would be possible i was doing a student teaching and i want all my lunch break to get my answers to get the results . and when i walked out today and he said i was positive it was like i was living in a fog. but i was in a daze. and i went back to work like nothing had ever happened but it did it devastate i didn't know where to turn to talk to. how to tell family. i was lost. it was my mother father and we were any case in. and my husband says oh hi how are you what's going on and they say nothing you know i had him with me there as well when it's all me you know i need you guys to this is one involved with it in a mother was cooking we came in he said he wanted to talk and he came in and my husband came in. he told us he had something to say to us and its own that i was a positive this is why i'm in a relationship with a mother started crying and my father being the man he is ask me so what does it mean you lost dresses and they bring you do you know who will

i failed and they said i was too short. in their demands making until. i tried before i had a child and husband i wanted to earn money to buy. clothes i really wanted to be a chef to bake can cook different dishes. i wanted it very much but no one hires people like me now when high short people. well. let's. make sure your backside doesn't get called. my wife. she's always smiling. my dad. is spanish from cuba jose. mom always told me that dad and i were like two peas in a pod our smiles we both have big eyes and i roll my eyes my talk and i squint just like my dad it. got to bring it to the i wrote to him and asked him to come to us saying that it was difficult for mom to cope with everything mommy. my mom loved him there was never any talk in my family like oh that jerky abandoned his family no. she was proud that she had had a man like that in her life and that she had been happy. to. have those people often ask me what i see in my future it's hard for me to answer this question i can't answer it i live outside of time i think of a family some sort of new year's celeb