gabba listening to authors george black, brian fagan. coming in about a half-hour or so, another panel, this one on violence and we will be covering that live as well. but live here on the campus of usc we're pleased to be joined on set by luis rodriquez. his most recent book is, it calls you back a man odyssey through love addiction revolutions and heating. it was a national book critics circle award finalist. mr. rodriguez, in your title, what does it refer to? >> it is mostly made you representative to where i grew up in the streets, addiction, it keeps calling you back. and it is a struggle to overcome it, astral to find some dignity and grace thrift, this girl to become a father, which is a really big part of my story, how my kids save my life, but at the same time was still too fractured a broken to really be a good father. i had to learn. sobering up. being a father to all my kids. it is really the struggle of knowing that the madness will always be there and knowing how to carry your character and -- >> your first book, always ru