that's sort of what i was. i was business when it was my turn to play and what i was trying to do, i tried to be pleasant in between. hogan was pleasant in between and it was just he was the kind of guy i enjoyed playing with. >> rose: as good a ball striker as there has ever been in golf? >> i think trevino was good, too. >> rose: pure ball strikers. so in '63 you go to the masters and people are asking this question. can he validate what he did at the u.s. open? how did you approach it? >> well, i was in masters '61, '62, i felt like i was in a position to want to pay well in '62 because i came very close in '60, '61 as an amateur and '62 i didn't play very well. i finished 14th and i said that wasn't a very good tournament for me and so going in '63 -- actually '63 i didn't know what was going to happen because i hurt my hip and i was in san francisco and i hit a second shot in the green in the pro-am at lucky international which was harding park and i couldn't hardly walk by the time i was at the green. i pla

around -- i was around, i was a round -- the teddy bear, i got it at 3:00, but i let him free at that time at the three years old. i let him free. i think i was around five years old that i started to take care of him. first, very important, i was -- [unintelligible] seeing on my grandmother. she had white hair. so i was putting on the the bear a little color that was kind of blue. after that, i do not know why, but i said he has to change. so it was more red, which was a strong color, too. then i try to make it black. that did not work. the texture of the paintings, because i was putting paintings on him, did not go with it. so i had to destroy it and start again. blue, red, start again. all the make up was the makeup of my grandmother. you can see an exhibition a teddy bear. i should say that he is a little nice monster, but it is a little monster anyway. you know, i have some affinity with air. i'd love the air. i love to touch the air. >> i hope you like my hair, because of a drag queen's last night were trying to touch it. [laughter] >> for the moment, i am not y

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was very important. like already taken by the society in some ways. i must say that when i was going to london, i loved that. the inspiration, through the air, to everything. at the same time, i was fascinated. because i was not part of that. but as a voyeur that i am, i wanted to see them. i'm fascinated. i love them. i love the work of westwood. so i love their work because they did something, but they saw something that was happening, rebellion tight, and that mix of conservative with the art still. i love that, so it has influenced me. for example, in london, i saw a black trench coat, and in the front, you say black is not for children. black is bad, and everything like that that is ridiculous, so i told them. i must say that one for me was a learning experience. i love it. >> london has changed, as every city has. you certainly will not have any of those bankers wearing bowler hats and numberless. more to the point, london out is tremendously diverse. paris is becoming in admitting that it is more a diversity, and there's a little line for me quite hidden away the say

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i was a criminal. in my early formative years, i was shielded from that. i was given the opposite message. tavis: that did not stop you from having run ins. >> once we left the panthers, and i was being raised by my mother alone, my father was in prison, he was also a black panther. my mother left the panthers and it was six children and her. it was a single mother trying to raise us and she did well initially. she became the first female welder in oakland. she would have an injury and she lost the job. she struggled with an alcohol addiction and depression. our family started to fall apart. tavis: tell me how you end up in summer camp. >> my beautiful and incredible uncle, who was a serious panther, new jane fonda. jane fonda. i think you guys were on a trip. >> we went to south africa together. and in fund talking was starting a children's camp. i want this camp to be a place for all children. everybody to learn how to get along with one another. why don't you bring the panther children? my uncle sent me and two siblings. it was my first time outside of oakland. tavis: why did the idea of

i have to be like him or her, cannot have the red hair. so i say, i also come from nigeria and i am like you. [laughter] i do not think she believed me so i was inventing names. anyway. so she influenced me. she had white skin. you could see her veins. she was very strange but beautiful for me. i was always attracted by different beauty that i saw everywhere. i remember some movies called guess who's coming to have dinner tonight with sydney party. i remember i said to my parents -- i was 12. if i come with a black girl, what will you say? and they say, if you love her, that is perfect for you. years after when it told them what i could say about the fact was going with a guy, they said if you love each other, that is wonderful. so i think i was lucky to have parents like that. very modern. very open-minded. unlike for some, there's no question of religion, of color of skin, or anything like that. people can be all beautiful. it depends on who they are, but it is not a question of color. for me, both of us were beautiful. and i loved color. color of the skin. tattoo on the skin, which is a kind of color. some blue colors that you add. and i w

i wanted it for the comics and the sports. i was a phillies fan. if i could go back into time, the only thing i would change is i would have made it so i was a yankee fan. we were only 89 miles south of new york. i was a curious kid. curiosity has always been a lesson and a curse of mine. anyway, there was always this solid chunk of the paper that seems impenetrable. they were the other table, different from the badding average tables and box scores i would scrutinize with regularity. open, range, close, what open? what range? what close? what are these strange things? why did they matter? i asked my dad. occasionally, i would hear him get mad. >> buy, buy, buy, buy, buy. >> when he heard prices mentioned on the radio. he particularly seemed upset and got very angry when i heard the name national video on the radio and how it went out. i didn't know what national video did or why it went out. i did know -- i don't know if pops knew, either, what it did. i don't know. but i know it made him curious and i wanted to find out more about what these things we

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and i said, jimmy's on tweeting too. >> jimmy: no, i was. i of course you're one of my favorites. and i see this thing go down and you get fired for a ridiculous thing. >> yeah. >> jimmy: i mean -- i was so mad because, as the show was going on, i go, "i think they're gonna get rid of dee." >> yeah, me too. >> jimmy: you felt that too? [ laughter ] no, because -- so, they had to come up with an idea for a thing that people want to take pictures of at universal studios. >> yes. >> jimmy: that was the job that you guys had to do. so, you're sitting around meeting with the -- idea table. and penn jillette, from "penn and teller," who's brilliant -- >> brilliant guy. >> jimmy: love that guy. he goes -- [ impersonates penn ] "why don't you have a floating head or something?" and i go, "that's great, but what does this have to do with" -- in my head. >> thank you! >> jimmy: what does it have to do with universal studios? >> thank you! a floating head. and everybody's wowed because penn jillettes going -- [ as penn ] "we're gonna have a floating head

the greatest honor i could have given my family was that was my death and i ran from it. i was frightened for not fulfilling my obligation yet there was a voice in me that told me to escape. i ran away as if it were the diseased one. at night i hid among the trees along the stretch of road. it was cold that first night alone. i was hungry. i began to think that may be death was a better way after all. i never before felt the black void of abandonment and i knew no one would look for me. as far as my family i ran with the others that morning. everything had been planned. we each left notes for our families hoping we would honor them in the other world i said good night to my family for the last time knows i would no longer be a burden. the only way to honor them to allow them to think i was dead. the following morning in the woods i was awaken by the sound of foot steps. if i moved i would draw attention to where i was. so i lay silent and still. hoping whoever or whatever it was would move on. i stared up through the leaves to a blue sky. it appeared sharp and clear it seem

have worked on campaigns since i was a teenager. i was involved in campaigning against senator jesse helms when i was in college. when i came out here i was not initially involved politically. i was involved in community work, helping to build the lgbt community center, doing neighborhood work, and i eventually started doing campaigns and gradually got more involved in democratic party politics. ultimately, in 2004, i ran for the democratic county central committee and ended up chairing the committee. it was a gradual process for me. by the time i started thinking about running for supervisor, it made sense because of my involvement in the community and the politics. i knock on about $15,000 -- i knocked on about 15,000 doors and a huge amount of people. the best way to learn about the city and what people want and what people's concerns are. i feel like i know so much more than before i started campaigning. i am a good liberal democrat. in the san francisco, miniature spectrum, i am considered pretty middle of the road. one thing abo

i was not good at that. after i became a columnist but was still dealing with news events, in 1982 i was in new hampshire writing columns about the new hampshire presidential primary. i spent a day following the then first lady barbara bush around. not as a stalker, but as a member of the press corps. it was a big press corps, lots of people. the motorcade of us going and around and all these dignitaries in various events. at the end of the day, mrs. bush had a press conference at a hotel ballroom. the place was packed. i was taking notes for my humor column. when i thought it was all over, the photographer brought the press corps that had been with mrs. bush up on the stage. maybe two dozen of us. they put me right next to barbara rush, first lady of the united states, for this picture. this is a situation where i know in my mind to say nothing. i knew that in my mind. [laughter] your brain does not always tell the rest of your body what the plan is. there was kind of a quiet moment with these high-powered journali

i heard that, i told bill, i said, i got to leave. i got to leave. i made it outside the door before i broke down. i mean, i was just -- it was like they murdered my son all over again by giving us that kind of verdict. >> at sentencing i still had the illusion that i was innocent, and that this was a gross deviation. this was an impulsive mistake. for that moment when you have your lawyers telling you that what you did was justified, you tend to believe it. you want to hold onto the fact that you're not going to be a stigmatized convicted felon for the rest of your life. >> you feel so alone sometimes. like even though you might be in a room with a bunch of people, but i don't -- i think sherri has thought this some, too, but we -- it's like we're the only ones in this room that their son was murdered. and even at sentencing they asked him if he wanted to apologize, and he said, why? it wouldn't do any good. >> in sentencing there was a lot of things i wanted to say to the family, but i was sick. i could barely talk. and they spent two hours just reading and just saying everything bad you could say. and could

i was tired of it. i snapped. i wanted her dead. i plead guilty to sexual assault with intent to commit sexual abuse. it carries a two-year sentence. i'm not proud of it. that was my best friend. and i'm sorry to this day that i did it. they put me in ccu because i have a background of mental behaviors. they diagnosed me with schizophrenia, multiple personalities. a few hours after our cameras left ccu, etter got into a verbal fight with a female correctional officer that quickly escalated. c.e.r.t., the correctional emergency response team is called in. >> he's been bang his head on the door. spitting at the glass. refusing to follow any orders. have permission for use of force or extract him from his cell? >> for security reasons isp videotapes all extractions. >> you ready to move? >> hands up. >> open b-11. >> a mask is placed over etter's head to prevent him from spitting. >> let's go. >> but as they pass through a door, he bangs his head against the glass. >> oh, hey, hey, hey. >> i swear to god break my neck. yeah, i love pain

i was kind of lost for a while, i didn't know what i was going to do. i was a little bummed and that's when i ended up at south-by-southwest. >> part of what's been interesting about your career, those of us who have followed it, watched it evolve, music has been so much a part of what you have done. we were talking about just recently you got up on stage and played with one of your idols bob. >> in my blood. i mentioned the clash but really like he's like the whos crudoo is in my bones. i sang songs with him. it's not like i had to think about the lyrics, i've been singing it my whole life. in new york i got on stage with him, it was one of the biggest highlights of my whole career getting to play with him. >> and you have gotten to play with other bands. but bob mulls like to hear his voice coming from another microphone it's really. >> that's it. >> and he was nice. >> oh, he was great. it was awesome. >> what -- we have a minute left, what are you going to do now? what's next? >> i want to do another tv show, i want to try to put something else. >> a

i thought maybe i had been shot in the back of the head was the first thing i thought. ybe i'd been shot in the back of the head and that i was falling to the floor. and actually, i was falling three floors. and it was hot and dark. i couldn't see anything. i was actually still in my chair but upside down. and i laid there trying to figure out whether i was dead or alive. >> i remember turning around and kind of leaning back in my chair, and i literally was -- all of a sudden just started to see the whole building blow up right in front of my eyes. then all these girls, in just literally seconds, were just gone. and my desk was just sitting at an angle, ready to topple over into the hole where all those girls had fallen. >> there's about three more coming. there's a report of about 22 over here in this building. >> ambulance crews are working as fast and furious as they can, trying to get to these people and put them on stretchers and get them to the hospital. everywhere you look, the building has been destroyed. it is really a chaotic situation. many people are running

>> i should say that i have, to be honest, i did not see very clearly by what i was inspired. i do not know if there is, like, a first-time -- i think it can be everything. but i know i was touched by the things that i think a beautiful, and things that are from the street. like maybe why i also have a kind of obsession, i love to work with denim. it was not so well cena that time. i am born in 1952. in 1958, some boys had denim trousers. for my parents, they felt it was not very elegant. so it was not so nice, not so clean. so me, i fantasy about it. and maybe i was looking more and people that were wearing that kind of close, sometimes going to buy a jacket. there is a movie of marlon brando. but i must say, i remember it was a time in the 1960's, it was some boy from the suburbs. i suppose little gangs who were supposed to be bad boys. maybe i was a very polite boy. i was a little fascinated by bad ones. [laughter] it came from my fascination with movies, with james dean, most of all marlon brando. all wore rebellious close. i find it very attractive and very interesting. of

i will try to answer a, b, c. for me, i know that the first thing i began to think about when i thought i wanted to write a novel was that i wanted to write about my culture. and because i had grownup in the chinese culture i wanted to write about china. i wanted to find out more about myself because of i was raised in the bay area and because i didn't know culturally a lot of things i wanted to know. i knew i wasn't going to write about myself and knew that i was not going to write about my family. but i wanted to write about an aspect about china and women. those were the 2 things i knew when i began the first book. i was fortunate enough to it stumble upon the silk working women which gave me everything i wanted. it gave me the culture. it gave me a sense of what it meant to be a female chinese women in that time and a sense of empowerment on what they had done. regardless of what they understood they were doing at the time. they didn't know it was a culture that was earning money and living independent of husbands and family that was doing everything against what it meant to be in the chinese culture. i hadn't h

a kid, trying to kind of do the double culture thing, because i was mexican, but i was also erican, and justeeing you, and i was like, "wow, she was able to do this. she was able to bridge these two cultures." but so much of it was based on the power of love. >> a great deal, and while many people don't realize my arab heritage, and that i had worked in the arab world, i had worked in iran, and i'd worked in australia before i married, but i at the time was working in the arab world from a base in jordan and traveling throughout, doing research throughout a great many arab countries. so i hadomething of an understanding of the region, and i had an instinctive interest and curiosity because of my heritage. but it was my husband who had to persuade me through his faith in what we could be together, because i kept asking myself, "could i possibly be the right partner for him? i'm an independent young woman who has worked in many different parts of the world, and lived a very independent and unconventional life, and i am... i'm a relatively unconventional personalit" an

>> i wanted to be as good as i could but i think i always knew it wasn't my best -- i knew i was never going to be as great as one could be in it. i knew that i lacked something as an actress, i knew that always. >> rose: what did you think it was? >> i always saw things from the point of view of the director. i couldn't not see that way. >> rose: you thought like a direct overas an actor. >> so i couldn't let go completely because i was seeing the whole thing. that's what a director does, they have to see the whole story all the time and the actor has to lose themselves in one point of view and i think i somehow couldn't do that. it had to do with -- i suppose it was a kind of talent or an inability to release your conscious mind which makes me value acting all the more but partly my fascination with what acting is with in part with what t book is all about. >> rose: this book? >> yeah, because both masha and jacob at certain points are actors. he becomes an actor and she's an actor so the getting down to the nitty-gritty of the alchemy that acting is. >> rose: i mean, hello? by the w

finished, it was all about right thing for him. i knew iot going to be the first guy to do it. you need to typecast. if you write it for them and you know them, it works. growinghen i was a kid up in the cornfields of indiana, i was too young to get some humor and the jokes, and i was not always tune in to the guests carson had. i just wanted to hear the first two minutes of the show. theme willt show's live forever in my heart. it was through watching carson that allow me to know there was a world beyond the world i was living in. that music. >> i kept it simple. i call it my school song. it put my kids through school. he did not know it was going to be on the air that long. i wanted some comedy relief. they sent me one of johnny carson as a young comic. he had to do a kiddie program. a guy comes over. i pay him. we keep in touch. changingging this, this. i want to do a song. i went in a studio, knowing it was not going to last much longer, and i sent it to him. anderson was the leader. he said, i do not want that kid cutting in on me. i w

i will ask this monday. >> i was born in of los angeles. i was in a mexican-american, a chicano town. my dad was a launch your worker. my mother was an office worker at usc. my parents were divorced when i was 10 years old. i moved to the east coast and lived there for six years and then fled back to california after high school. i went to school at uc santa barbara. i have been in san francisco since 1989, have lived in the excelsior since 1999. the difficulty is, muni often sees it as an industrial area, not a neighborhood. we have to figure out how to make it work as a neighborhood and as a place that can service the light rail vehicles. i have had lots of different jobs. my main job has been doing social work for san francisco state university. i have been a community organizer, a social worker, but i have also been a legislative aide. i worked mostly for community- based organization supporting kids and families, working for labor. i got to see how city hall could be an effective tool to create change. i looked at running in 2007, 2008,

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was hard for me. i could not believe i was not getting any offers. are supposed to have reams of offers from all kinds of places. a lot of people felt i was very talented, because they voted for me, including those in a position to employ me but did not, and it is because for whatever reason, i played the hispanic character, and they could not think beyond that box, and i navigated it a lot better, because i said, i will do theater. i will do tv. i will do summer stock. i will do whatever i can to and to what i love best earn some points in terms of enriching my talent. i have a long way to go. i thought i was good at west side story, but when i look at it, i could have done this. i could have done that, and i did not get a second chance to do this or that. tavis: what did you think you had to work on? what did you see immediately that you had to work on to continue to perfect your gift? >> i felt i had to work on my was neveroice compan, which very exciting. tavis: it works for me. >> it did not for me. morest felt i needed experience, and unfortuna

i don't know. you know i'm going to go back i was kind of but i know there was no alcohol and i was. lucky because that was that was how i got that i was. about mal. got out i did. i'm going to go got a gun got a book out i was a dog. yet complicated i hated. the way. they do about it but i did my job i got i decided. to stick to fix them up when we were. on the. roof over stuff like. you know i was i was wondering. what they mean the time to you it's going to far it's morning it's afternoon it's in the evening that it's drink for you that is secret for you to smoke so this is the federal level. food is not one of the money is not one of the bonus we don't. have all the time oh god no i doubt it's god like and i really i do that well i'm not a doctor i'm not going to talk about this i want to know what i'm going to live want what i don't know you by the way you know how much have you been on the job like that and i want to be identical don't want to think that was why we got married couple with you know not yet somehow you know you're right now go back and it's a lot of the love of th

there were -- i was haunted by that. i wanted to know more and wanted to solve the mystery of why would anybody put a camp there? it was a mystery i had to solve. the more i found out about the outpost and the more i pound out about the attack on the outpost, i heard amazing feets of her heroism, all who died there was engaging the enemy or saving a fellow soldier, every single one of the eight killed. their stories were never really told. it became a project i wanted to tell. i got a book contract to write about it. the book was going to be called "enemy in the wire" just about the last play between, -- platoon, and their experience in the attack, but then i started hearing from troopedded who served there at other times in its three and a half years. i got a call from a former intelligence officer who was with 371 camp. he wanted me to make the book bigger and more comprehensive. he wanted me to tell the stories of other troops who had served bravely and sacrificed so much. lieutenant joe, medal of honor winner jared mon

i was dancing when i was 6. i did a lot of jewish weddings and bar mitzvahs. why? they were hiring little kids. it was cheaper may be. i did a lot of that. i did radio. and one of of radio, them was hilarious to me. t was called the ave maria hour, and it was a half hour. i played bernadette, the girl who saw the figure of married in the grotto. it was one of those things where i had to speak in an accident. get that child out of here. she is mad as a hatter. get her out of here. but i saw it. tavis: how did you go? ou know? who gift?red the def how did you know this was your calling? >> i did not know it was a calling. i knew i loved to dance, and he put on a salsa records, and i would jump around shaking my duty, and he thought that was great and applauded and said, isn't she wonderful, and everybody in the family thought, but isn't she adorable? i love the attention. sometimes it is in the dna. name? what is your given doloresven name is rosa alvario. tavis: i love it. how did we get to who -- >> rita moreno? my first film, and no one could announce it right, and

>> i got the whole thing. >> that was mean. i enjoyed every minute. ited ] i can tell you. >> later they watch the video. >> she's telling me don't show this to anybody. you better not show this to anybody. >> but does darius listen to his mother? what do you think? >> i thought, oh, man, i have to put this on the internet right away. >> now rosemary can't get enough of it. >> it's hysterical. every time i want a laugh, i go turn on the computer and watch it. i didn't know i could make those many faces. >> she doesn't think it's for everyone's mom. >> if you had a couple of margaritas before you went, you may be more relaxed, but no. i would not recommend that. don't try this at home. don't. [ screams ] >> well, what else can i say? i think rosemary says it all. that's all for this edition of "caught on camera."

the other was the scotland trip. i came back and i turned to two staffers i said that was weird. at that point in time, i should have written a check. there were bright lines i crossed. when did i know, operates like d.c. operates. there were times probably within the six month of meeting jack abramoff, i should have said it doesn't look good. >> how long did you spend in congress? >> i came in 1995. i resigned november of 2006. >> how long did you spend in prison? >> i was in prison 17 months. i was behind the wall as we would say for years period into the halfway house. did 17 months federal time. my plea deal was 18 months. >> when you think back on prison, what comes to mind first? >> first is people that think it's warehouse. anybody think it's rehabilitation. it's a warehouse. >> what was it like getting there the first day. who was with you? >> i did something i didn't want to do. my friend who is now my current boss at talk radio news service, said you must come to d.c. and you have to sit with webb hubbell. i remember webb hubbell when he walked into my hearing room. we w

i did not do it publicly. i was sitting here and there, i would always sing with my dad. s always doing a few tracks on my dad's albums. at that time, unlike nowadays where every young disney start is expected to sing and dance and be a pop star, and before me, and the golden age of musicals, everybody saying and danced. when i was doing movies, there were not that many people doing both. i felt like i had to make a choice. the music i liked to sing, i did not think there was any way i would be able to make a career out of that. along came people like norah jones, jane monheit and prove me wrong. i am glad to be able to come back to it. it was the right time for me. tavis: the difference between you and those persons you just mentioned is that they did not have another box they had to break out of. they did not have to convince the public to take them .eriously in this lane >> that is true. tavis: you are not the first actor to have to deal with this. i am multi talented, i cannot and i can sing. tell me about the journey -- i can act and i can sing. tell me about the jour

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doing that profession, because i was not at peace with the fact that i was rejected, so i was inventing a lot of things. at the moment, i started to work -- i finish. because i do the things that i'd love to do, why should i live now. there's no reason to lie? because i am accepted through my work? why should i lie? because i do not want to live again in my old days. but i will always interested in fashion. >> the next question is for both of you -- how is it in the fashion world for larger size women? >> i will answer this first. i was so happy when beth ditto appeared in one of jean paul's collections. she is a terrific woman and quite rotund in size. i have not quite caught up with her yet, but i certainly am no little stick. i personally thinks one of the things he should be admired for is not to bring the tyranny of fashion to women. he has, as he has explained, done a lot for diversity in terms of skintight but also diversity of styles and shapes, and i think that was the reason for a round of applause. [applause] >> there is one diversity also which is importa

i readily admitted to it. that was one of the problems in my defense. i had no defense. i said, yeah, i did go in and take the credit cards. the reason i took the credit cards because wisely enough my wife canceled mine. >> stefan parro was a very relatable guy to most of us who were filming "lockup." he was a well-educated man and he expressed himself so eloquently and so succinctly. i think he was a cautionary tale because his crimes were committed because of his substance abuse. and most of us know people who have similar issues. but there was stefan trying to navigate through an extremely violent world. >> i had an idea i would never end up in prison. that i was somehow exempt. i'm not saying i was an exemplary citizen by any means. i had no idea it could get this bad. and that's what i -- [ buzzing noise ] >> in the middle of interviewing stefan the alarm went off. the protocol at the prison is all inmates have to get down on their stomachs and all staff and other personnel remain standing. >> false alarm. >> it was a little sad, actually, watching stefan on the groun

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