i'm doing itime, don't know how many movies and only a handful of them were hits. [laughter] so i've gotten pretty good at saying well, ok. we will flush that wine and another one and another one. [laughter] that is not new to me. and the other thing is that, we shot the pilot and thought that is good, man. we did a good job. we feel that we have continued to do good work and i'm proud of the work. so that is something that i can kind of rely on. tavis: over the years of doing this, 10 seasons now come i have talked with a lot of eric -- a lot of actors -- every thespian has a different way of assessing, how they elect of the work and the goal of the work, some who never want to see themselves on film. but to your point, since you put so much of yourself in it and you want everything to be right and you want the marketing and the music and it thing you just laid out, when something doesn't work for you -- you were being funny about it, but searcy, when something doesn't work for you, how do you process that? >> i think there are two things. one, you have to have so