i don't feel i owe my life as american. i see that, i owe that to america and owe that to my daughter. >> tell an honest story? >> right. i love america and chicago so much. and i think, it's, this is it's the right thing to do. also another thing was about this, talk about my christmas and, thanksgiving for three years. i never, i didn't have the money and then, mostly, was, afraid i might not get it back if i ever visit my home. i was feeling alone here by myself. i could go to friend in the chinese community but i would never learn english the way i do now. i must deny myself that part. so for my christmas, thanksgiving, i was alone and valentine's night. my gift it myself was this pornography tape, so i have this relationship with tape, for some years. so that's part of, it was by accident i found the shop. >> same tape over and over, right? >> it is called, it is called, sex education. and eventually the store owner says, he says, why do you, why do you buy it because i will sell it to you for $25 you can have it. you're

>> i think i was around -- i was around, i was a round -- the teddy bear, i got it at 3:00, but i let him free at that time at the three years old. i let him free. i think i was around five years old that i started to take care of him. first, very important, i was -- [unintelligible] seeing on my grandmother. she had white hair. so i was putting on the the bear a little color that was kind of blue. after that, i do not know why, but i said he has to change. so it was more red, which was a strong color, too. then i try to make it black. that did not work. the texture of the paintings, because i was putting paintings on him, did not go with it. so i had to destroy it and start again. blue, red, start again. all the make up was the makeup of my grandmother. you can see an exhibition a teddy bear. i should say that he is a little nice monster, but it is a little monster anyway. you know, i have some affinity with air. i'd love the air. i love to touch the air. >> i hope you like my hair, because of a drag queen's last night were trying to touch it. [laughter] >> for the moment, i am not y

i mean, to me that is why i was there. i mean, to me, the finish at noon on sunday and finished 30th is something i have no desire to do. >> right. >> but to come down to the stretch of a golf tournament and have a chance to win that golf tournament and be there, enjoy and have fun with those people and yourself and the competition with your fellow competitors, that is why we play the silly game, that's why we love it. >> rose: an encore presentation, jack nicklaus for the hour. next. >> funding for charlie rose was provided by the following. captioning sponsored by rose communications from our studios in new york city, this is charlie rose. jack nicklaus is widely regarded as the greatest golfer to ever play the game, he won a record 18 majors, he burst on to the scene in the 1950s with a mix of power and finesse that would revolutionize golf, the great bobby jones famously remarked that nicklaus plays a game of which i am not familiar. nobody has been a masters champion more than nicklaus, in 1986 at age 46 he won his sixt

i never did. i mean i know for a fact that if i were not on the commission and there was no conflict of interest, i know that i would probably be quite assertive in trying to get certain work because it would you would sort of be an idiot not to. but i never felt like that was a trade off at this point. and you know i don't see that becoming a trade off. and i have put a lot of work and i don't need to make more money. my life is very interesting. and it works pretty well and i like actually, i really like the balance that being on the commission gives me. it is a different world of design and all of that and i don't think, i don't think that i would trade that for just a few more projects. it does not fit into my big picture, right? and what i did originally, and it was probably more than a few months ago, but it might have been 6 months ago, but i i didn't know that there was a conflict of interest, i figured there was but i never got out the charter and read, but i checked with vicki who used to be staf

i can't count them. i mean i don't know if i infected anybody. magine that i'm pretty sure that i have. but i just don't want to think that i did, you know. it's not good. >> did you use condoms? >> well, no. no. not always. but i do try to carry them on me. when i do a lot of them have them, don't even want to wear them. they say no, you know. when i'm desperate for the next hit and that, i've got $30, $40 offered and i've got a condom and they tell me no, i'm not going to pass up the $30, $40. >> i was struck by tammy's willingness to talk honestly about her past. when she described the crimes, she almost came across to us as warning people. >> so you don't know how many men you infected, possibly infected with hiv? >> probably enough. i don't know, i can't tell you how many, because i don't know. but all i can tell you i've been with enough men that -- i hate to think that i did it, you know. >> so let's think about that, tammy. here's a chance, where were you a prostitute? why don't you talk about the area you worked as a prostitute, and from

the minute i heard that, i told bill, i said, i got to leave. i got to leave. efore i broke down. i mean, i was just -- it was like they murdered my son all over again by giving us that kind of verdict. >> at sentencing i still had the illusion that i was innocent, and that this was a gross deviation. this was an impulsive mistake. for that moment when you have your lawyers telling you that what you did was justified, you tend to believe it. you want to hold onto the fact that you're not going to be a stigmatized convicted felon for the rest of your life. >> you feel so alone sometimes. like even though you might be in a room with a bunch of people, but i don't -- i think sherri has thought this some, too, but we -- it's like we're the only ones in this room that their son was murdered. and even at sentencing they asked him if he wanted to apologize, and he said, why? it wouldn't do any good. >> in sentencing there was a lot of things i wanted to say to the family, but i was sick. i could barely talk. and they spent two hours just reading and just saying everyth

>> i don't know, what did you say? >> i said, doc, ie had this incredible habit all my life, i can't explain it, but when i meet people, i count their fingers. and with you, i get to nine. and he explained they had a sheering accident, his mother accidently cut off his thumb and made him a better doctor. made him ambidextrous. but i recovered from that. >> did you feel like you had a new lease on life? >> sure you did. >> when the doctor said you're having a heart attack, did you think of your father >> that's the first thing i thought of. naturally, and it is genetic. every june 9, i used to think i was going to die. >> a lot of weight to carry. >> death is final. >> let me ask you a question, larry. you're not old, but you are not 22 anymore. when that day approaches now, what do you think? >> i don't want it to approach. i don't want to die, because i don't believe you're going anywhere. my wife is a devout mormon. mormons believe you go to the other side. maybe i'm too into the world and interviewing, i've met all the religious lead

here's what i think -- why i think i can win. because i honestly would say if you are an institution, why do you want this guy still running the company? he's brought the stock from 40 down to this number. so he mismanaged it. this board went and froze him out. you know there's an old saying that if you -- there's an sold saying that if i trust you, you fool my once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me. if they go for dell again, then shame on them. especially if i have a very good guy to run it or a good guy to run it. >> people raise the question, jim chanos was here today and he said i don't get it, i don't get what carl icahn and michael dell are doing. i guess they see a hewlett packard like hopeful turn around bu but i think it's a pipe dream. >> he's a smart guy but a lot of things he hasn't gotten. look at the stocks he shorted and went way up. i like anybody. i'm not going to criticize chanos -- >> you just did. >> well, i criticize him in saying i don't get it because with all modesty i think i have a much better re

think that there's you know i have i don't i don't listen to politicians. you know because they're you know i don't think anybody moves from their deepest convictions i think it's all political they kind of have to try to please too many people we're losing privacy in america. yeah and an example of it is the divorce everybody has to know about it please feel about that . you know i know a lot of people have concerns about oh my you know why people are hacking into my emails and so i don't care about that stuff i just don't like having people stop me on the street take my picture that's the only thing i don't yeah yeah but i'm sure you've gone as far as you know people on the street with children when i said children they throw at you ok we have a social media questions for certainly our d.h. runs ninety seven s. what do you think is the meanest thing you've ever said to any character on glee oh gosh let's see gosh i can't remember that tear enjoyed doing it than i do. at kevin young tweets charlie needs you you should guest sta

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i must say, i am very proud of that. when i started to do coutoure, after a lot of stories that may be issued do another job, i said, ok, i will do my own collection. i started and never stopped after. on boat one, one woman, done all in lace in the exhibition. it starts like, ok, i did not think to make another one. so i did one after and one after and one after peter i am still doing it now. this is 1997. more than 10 years. >> i ask the question because it is very interesting when you talk about these people who marked the 1980's and earlier. but so few are around now or they are around in a relatively small way. you're in a situation where your company, the majority shareholding is with pooch to do the fragrances and work with other fashion houses. is this some sort of a new beginning? was it important for you to have this? >> definitely. it was a change. when i went to my company, it was a moment where there were more shops and boutiques. so we went with ermez, and it became something that was very funny. we -- one moment

and i turned my life around -- i mean around. yeah, i got into byca and i did a lot of community work. i grew up around here and i am intune with a lot of people around here. and this year i got myself into em emaculate academy on my own. and i learned how to file and scan and call around and outreach. and i interned at a dentist office and i scan and do procedure codes. i do a lot and the i learned a lot. i am excited to be able to know th they -- that i will have a future. and it's important because the youth is the future. and the youth is struggling with a lot, and it's crazy. i don't think you guys know how tough it is for the youth. and take in consideration that bya has helped a lot of youth. and our budget has been cut, and we need money to have another bya next year. thank you. >> hi, i am niece, and this program also helped me to be constructive and do better things instead of going outside and doing things i shouldn't be doing. i graduate this year, so they helped me to get paid and to go to prom and stuff. and i just love doi

i was 1 years old. i seen him get involved and i followed suit. i just ran with it. i loved it for a minute. in it. >> behind you. >> ezekiel says he dropped out of the nortenos shortly after gabriel did. but it was because of what the gang asked of him. >> i was in prison and a friend of mine had told me, i heard your brother went all bad. they kind of wanted me to help them. >> punish your brother for dropping out? >> i guess you could say that. come on, that's my blood. my very first friend. jesus himself couldn't strike that man without having to strike me. >> i know my downfall. i had the best intentions. i'm a follower. you know what i mean, i'm easily influenced. i've done some [ bleep ]. but i ain't the only one. this is the bay area. this is where crack was invented. i'm just a needle in a haystack. >> coming up -- ♪ just let me see girl exactly who you be girl. >> celebrity inmate known at dru down keeps the inmates entertained and talks about his other career. >> i had my own excourt service called eye candy in l.a. i ran for eight years. >> later -- >> the truth is, there's four o

well, i know i am. as am i. in fact, i'm gettin' a santa tattoo. ow 'bout this, doug, how 'bout we each get our own tree this year? hmm? sounds good to me. now i can break out my naked lady ornaments. [doug grunts] ohh. well, i got my tree. oh, is that one yours? that's adorable. actually, um, no. i'm gonna-- this is the tree that i'm getting right here. ok. there you go. i got it. yeah. ok. hi. hi. how much for this one? uh, that's $55. $55. all righty. here we go. 60. ben, honey? yeah? you got change? oh, i sure do, sweetheart. well, where--where'd i put my fanny pack? it's in the trailer. right. he never remembers anything. in case you forget, your hat's on your head. [laughs] you guys are married? oh, yeah. and you work together? we've been together 24 hours a day since 1951. let me get some rope for your car. ok. wow. they've worked together for half a century, and, uh... we couldn't even make it for 10 days. [sighs] we suck. yeah. [sighs] look, i'm-- i'm sorry about all of this. i-- i love being with you, and if you want, you can work at i.p.s

>> i remember, once i shot him, i holstered my firearm and i got on top of him and i held his hands. he was still talking. and i said, lay down, don't move. and then -- >> our key point of that is he tells the officers out there, at the scene, that he didn't realize originally he had shot the victim. well, if he is in such fear and he dent realize he shot him, what the heck is he doing holstering his gun? if he is so scared? or is that just police jargon. that's what police do when they shoot somebody. first make shower the person is dead and handcuffs them and then automatically holster the gun. but he has the police jar don talking and that's what the police are taught. but if he still scared, why it he holstering his gun? he claims at one point the victim said, oh, you got me, and he is scared of him. trying to convince the police he didn't intend to shoot him at that point. he was in fear but wasn't trying to scare him maybe. >> always dark. they always come around nighttime. >> they always come around at nighttime. when he profiled a 17-year-old boy that had skittles. that's the

i want my child to be happy. she has a great moment after the divorce i felt i had nothing to lose so i left. it was pointless to stay there only to be able to see my child once a week it was wrong. so i left. i try not to hold on to the past and get lost enough to feel bad about it i also try not to dream about the future too much. and i try to live in that exact day and create the present to them with. the kids incidentally in a desa i might have the chance to meet my grandfather i've never met him in my life we'll see my dad's father is a songwriter he writes patriotic lyrics he's. told hello how are you so i'm here finally. i'm trying to find the exact street. name of pulo i was a bit worried about him when. he is quite old has some health problems and had a stroke recently. we met and i even painted several portraits of the audience i kept one for myself. just on the tenth of march so i have to be in istanbul i have an appointment there i'm meeting a very special person the famous traveler risler on my boat although he's a cyclist we are going to rome by bike from there. school is another

know i could. >> i know. is the steps, like if we went to say a rehab together say a rehab away from like mom, my kids everybody, just away just him and i secluded in one little place to where we could focus on us and everything we could work on together -- >> we could work on together -- >> we'd be perfect. >> it would be sweet. >> perry will leave any day now to begin his one-day sentence and herbie may soon follow to serve time himself. >> i'll see you when i see you. love you. >> love you, too. >> for security reasons, inmates never know exactly what day they will transfer nor what prison they will be sent to until the morning they leave. and now, joanne schneider has just gotten the wake-up call she's been dreading. she's headed back to the ohio reformatory for women in marysville, 150 miles from her home and husband. >> my heart is broken. you look at this garbage bag, this is my whole life. that's my whole life in that garbage bag. it's part of that part of stripping you of who you are. >> ladies! is it

tonight i'm going to tell you who i am and how i got here. no. not i am jim cramer, co-host "mad money," "squawk on the street." that plus avatar, 140 characters sums uneveryone these days. i want you to know more than that. did take me two years to learn avatar wasn't a movie and a hashtag wasn't a numbers sign. what i want to do in a personal show is trace the arc that brought plea to "mad money," not for auto biographical ego trip but to give you money make lessons from my various careers and how to profit. in the end, this is cramerica! ♪ in short, i am going to give you the investor cramer guide book, how i continue to learn every day, to help you be better than i ever have been or will be and that's the goal of "mad money." back in the time machine. my love of stocks didn't begin after law school, college or high school. no, my love for stocks started back in fourth grade. fourth grade. my dad would bring home the old philadelphia bulletin, at that point one of the largest newspapers in the country, great afternoon paper, when he returned from wo

i just like a joke. i don't think so goes a great artist. but i don't think it's a con man award it doesn't cheat and if you don't like the painting just trying to give anything it's up to the person. i asked him to buy tea for the painting he seemed to understand but then he went away. well. it's a tough job you have to take a risk just to get some food it's not difficult it's just not the way usually do things so how do you do. it together. you have to plan it all in advance a friend so you ask me made you ask me to make a port that i made that i ask. for this where is my duty. for ports it was this i made it. it's for gift not for free. sure you get used to people's attention very quickly of the people around me usually help organize it all but nobody knows me so things are a bit different. i don't know what it means to escape from yourself quite the opposite i am trying to find myself and i am happy to feel all the changes because they are positive but i still have a lot to work on there are lot of changes to come this is my way and when i fee

i was 12. i was good all the way up until i was 12. i started running away when i was 12. i met a 19-year-old man when i was 12. i started dating him, had a kid with him. >> soon after, van winkle's drug use resulted in a long string of arrests, convictions and numerous stays at louisville metro and state prison. now only days away from completing her current one-year sentence, positive drug test can result in new criminal charges and delay her release. but first vanwinkle will be questioned by sergeant gentry. >> benzodiazepine, valium. see what you got. that's normal. >> damn. i only took two. >> why did you take any? >> i don't know, but i did. i only took two. >> all right. listen. i don't apologize to brown and he didn't think i was going to get outside charges. so tell me what happened. >> i took them to -- a girl gave them to me. >> did you ask her for them or just take them? >> she gave them to me. >> they didn't know what they were? >> no, not really. i thought they were valium. i said, these ain't valium. >> but you put them in your mouth anyway? >> yeah. >> why?

want 5 stores, five years i want this, i want that. i just let it -- as my shoes it's -- the pace is different my pace is according to what happens to me so in ten years i don't know what will happen to me. just what i want for me is i've been for 21 years free and i sort of think of myself as a free spirit and in my design it's been very important so what i just hope for me is to remain free. >> rose: can you imagine doing fashion? can you imagine designing clothes? >> no. professionally if there is one thing that i know for sure is that i do not want to design clothes. you know, i'm not someone, i have never been someone who thought what could i do to be in the fashion industry? the fashion industry has never been the goal for me. i wanted to design shoes and i wanted to design shoes for show girls. i ended up in the fashion industry but that is not a thing i would consider apart from my shoes. i was proposed to do clothes design i would absolutely say no it's only because my name rings a bell in the fashion industry but i'm not -- you

when i was talking to you i was concerned. >> so was i. >> i was in a position where i was talking dailyate police officer that had legitimate concerns for my safety. my wife i asked her to stay in florida. >> you were afraid to bring your dad he was recently sick. >> he had had a heart attack two weeks prior to the incident. i asked my wife to stay in florida and continue her nursing education. she was about a week away from finishing when i drove to jackson and turned myself in. >> coming up i asked george zimmerman about witness number nine zimmerman mol legged her power down your little word game. i think your friends will understand. oh...no, it's actually my geico app...see? ...i just uh paid my bill. did you really? from the plane? yeah, i can manage my policy, get roadside assistance, pretty much access geico 24/7. sounds a little too good to be true sir. i'll believe that when pigs fly. ok, did she seriously just say that? geico. just a click away with our free mobile app. what are you guys doing? having some fiber! with new phillips' fiber good gummies. they're fruity delicious

think that i wrote down my address, if i wrote down my address, i would not have thought it out of the question that it would either go into the record with my address or that they would call me by name and address. but i don't know if that is the kind of inquiry that we should be engaging in here. you know, how fundamental of a discussion about the expectation of privacy that people had. it just, this is where i am viewing on this task force makes me think i am not a judge. we ourselves we have a voluntary sign in sheet but we do not request cards. >> we don't require names. >> so, i think that every commission handles it a little differently. >> and we say that and if you say that it is not our decision to make and we are not tasked with that decision. we are tasked with deciding whether or not these cards with these people's addressed should be disclosed publicly and i think that we are tasked with it. and if the answer is, well the city attorney said okay and therefore we can do it that is one way to go. to me, i mean, it does not matter, and it does

i chose the path i took. i chose to do what i wanted to do. the same time i just want to know, you know what i'm saying, if you could do anything different what could you have done? what you thought you could have done different. >> there would have been a whole lot different. i would have chose a different route so you wouldn't end up in the situation that you was in. you are following in the same footsteps as me and your uncle. i'm tired of every time i look up you're in the hole. i'm sick of the fighting. i mean, that bothers me. i'm saying i know you're going to handle your own. but i mean, never knowing when something serious is going to happen to you. i'm saying that's frustrating. that's very frustrating. >> i mean, it's frustrating to me that you just got 30 years. you know? and then, you know, we always had a friendship, but we ain't have a father-son relationship. and it's like, you know what i'm saying, when you're locked up you talk a whole lot of sense. you don't want this, you don't want that. but you ain't never demonstrated tha

i i can't do what you all do. i tell them about a book i read called freedom summer about the summer project 1964 when young people from all over the country and the south, bruce tells the story through the interviews of these young people and they went and talked about how they can change the world. they knocked on the doors and they said i don't want anything to do with you. they got discouraged. john louis said if it wasn't for freedom summer, barack obama wouldn't be in the whies how white house. 40 years from now our children are going to see a better criminal defense public defense system because of you. so our lawyers are changing the world. public defenders are changing the world everyday and you don't realize it because you are caught up in this wrath of injustice. part of it is supporting the public defenders to advocate with stories to try to get the resources that we need and to ultimately build a movement where the voices are too loud. you can't ignore the voices saying. remember what gideon said, this

was, and i went through life feeling i wasn't good enough. so i decided--the day that i turned 59, i thought, "in a year, i'm going to be 60. "oh! and it's going to be the beginning of my third act. i don't know how to live my last 30 years." - really? - so i needed to know, what would i regret? in order to know how to do the last 30 years, i need to know what the first two acts have been about. - what she learned gave her the courage to be her true self, helping to end her third, very public marriage, to media mogul ted turner. - when i turned 60 and began to really gain confidence, i was ready to bring my whole self to the table, and i don't think he could quite deal with it. - really? - when you're someone who has a hard time with showing up, you're going to steer clear of people who are going to say, "come on, valerie. come on. show up." so i ended up with men who couldn't show up. i was ready to show up, and he didn't want to, and so i had a choice-- i could stay with him and be very well taken care of and happy, and he's wonderful and funny

i just stood up and went. i didn't expect anything i just want i told myself that i would keep going as long as my heart told me to follow the people and that was always wanted at that moment which. is but though i felt something i want to tell my future children about us i still don't know what it was maybe i'll understand it later i just was sitting in crying yesterday i can't explain it or that i felt a lot here i was even a little scared by it all i remember one morning in the village of borgen it was three am and it seemed like people were coming up from the grass lots of them gathering with icons in their hands and moving forward a real sense of the russian spirit all moving together it was an amazing feeling that she was. here for there is no noise it's silent here everyone goes in silence singing and praying and i said it was. i've heard about the christians of four but i have never had any idea about how good it could be you feel free here i don't want to leave. the village a risky procession of the cross the oldest longest and

i was given a life sentence in 1979. i was involved in gang and i caught a murder case. 15 years to life -- and i came here in 1979 and i got out -- and i have been out for almost five years. in my heart, i knew i found a solution when i was incarcerated. and there are different stories. some of the kids joined the gangs because they want to fit into something. some of them don't have a family, and the father and mother are working. for a lot of kids, there is a lot of idle time. it is not like, i will join the gang and i will shoot you. you grow up that way, and before you know you are cutting school. this is begins. working with the different kids that we have, the gangs are still the same -- the game is still the same and the players have changed. some of these kids are savage. i can look in their eyes. they can go way out -- what works for me is to get their trust. i don't tell them, drugs are bad and this is bad. if you can figure out where this began you can follow this. and why did i join a gang? what attracted me, it was the power that came

i fought the law, and the law won. i mean, iot it in my head that i was going to battle and go against authority figures and do all i could to earn my reputation in prison. >> last time we saw conrad salazar he was being transferred to level five after threatening a staff member, but today we're seeing a whole new side of him. >> today i get to go see my wife and kids. i look forward to visiting with them every week, you know? or every month. depending what level i'm on. >> i had a friend who was in prison that i met him through that introduced us, and we met 13 years ago. we were married two years after we met. >> hey, you're going to go through this door, down the stairs and to your left. >> thank you. >> he's been locked up the whole time. he went out of state for about six years. he was in california for a couple of years. he went to virginia for about a year and a half. he went to illinois. when he was in california, we went and saw him. we spent summers out there with him. we took the whole family, the kids, his mother. he

i agree with i mean i just think what it what it well so you can call it other than a coup when the military forcibly removed the government i don't know but that's all right gentlemen we have run out of time coal thank you very much fascinating discussion many thanks indeed to my guests in washington and thanks to our viewers for watching us here darkie see you next time and remember cross talk. science technology innovation all the developments from around russia. the future covered. secret lumbered tour. was able to build most sophisticated robots which on fortunately doesn't sound anything tunes mission to teach creation why it should care about humans in the world this is why you should care only on the dot com. live. live live. live . oh. music is our job the army our destiny these soldiers don't know what real arms look like but it didn't take them a single shots to conquer the world. china and korea try to imitate them america and europe cry bravo absolutely lose it. meanwhile back in russia milita

i heard. i did take a look at the shadow issues. as i understand it the shadow impact on union square is dimin mis. we have a process around shadows and the rec and planning and park commission had the required meeting and they considered it. i don't think that the shadowing of union square is really frankly the issue here, and i believe that the trans bay tower is significantly more -- or has more shadow impact than this project. correct me if i am wrong, and i don't see that as a reason not to support this project. i agree there comes a point where a project can have pretty significant shadow impacts and that's something that we should be concerned about. i don't think that's this project. i am happy to move this project with or without recommendation. supervisor kim i am happy to defer to you whenever you would prefer given it's in your district. >> thank you. i plan on supporting this project but i'm happy to move this without recommendation so we have unanimous support for the board tomorrow. >> okay. so the motion is move it withou

i am lucky because i do the work i love, and doing it, i love it even more. it permits need to be accepted and loved. if you receive love, you can give love. [applause] >> we cannot really have a more beautiful ending than that, but i am going to use my chance just to ask one last question. do you believe that you have marked fashion history? >> it is difficult to say. is it my purpose? i do not know. i think that's everybody is marking fashion history in a way. as much as journalists because they show the people. what is fashion history? some old clothes that you can find may be in the free-market? books, magazines, newspapers? i think that i am part of that, but to think that me, i'm mark -- i do not think so. it is not exactly my purpose. it really seems very selfish to do what you love. >> i'm glad i managed more or less to silence you with my question. [laughter] i would like to say that i believe you have marked fashion history in the best way by creating clothes, which have been a mirror to society as it changed and as it happened, and you will be known

i broke down. because i was in disbelief. iust didn't -- i couldn't understand why the jury came back with the verdict that they did. i felt as though there were a substantial amount of evidence to convict him of second-degree murder. >> disbelief. i mean, when i heard them say not guilty, i thought it was too counts. i was waiting on the second count, and then it was just over like that. it was kind of stunning. >> shocking, right. >> all right, shocking. how is javaris doing? >> he watches us. he pays attention to what we say, what we do, and how we act, react. he is doing well. he is coming along. he is taking one day at a time. he is remaining prayerful. and, you know, he is surrounded by family and friends. >> did you watch the attorneys after the verdict, their press statements, the defense attorneys when they held a press conference? >> yes. >> what was your reaction to what they had to say? >> i didn't -- i haven't watched any of the press releases. i just couldn't get myself in front of the tv to see what they had to s

said i did it. >> i had you pegged wrong. iught you were the selfish type, and you turn around and do the exact opposite. >> what are you talking about? >> i know connie was the one who gave away the free ice cream. >> how do you know? >> i didn't. you just told me. what do you have to say for yourself, huh? >> [ sighs ] nothing. >> that's it? just like that? you're gonna give up just like that? >> i don't have time for this. >> what do you have time for? what, hanging out with your friends? avoiding hard work? i guarantee you, if you keep that up, you'll have a future of even harder work and lower wages. >> how could they be lower? i thought you didn't like me. >> i don't even know you. is that what you think, that if someone's hard on you, it's because they don't like you? >> uh, yeah. >> well, i'm hard on you because i see the potential in you. the fact is, you don't even see it in yourself. so, what are you gonna do? are you gonna quit? or are you gonna hang in there and tough it out? >> i've got customers to serve. [ chuck

>> i toldyou, i don't remember. if ind something significant to my attention, i will write it down. anything i did not write down. i believe it's not significant. >> right. so in other words, if it was significant to you, you wrote it down. >> yes. >> if it wasn't significant, you didn't. >> yes. >> but if you missed something, it wouldn't be there. >> objection -- >> i don't understand what you're saying. it's my job to not miss anything. i shouldn't miss anything. >> right. could you show me -- first of all, can you tell me what trayvon martin's fingernails look like? >> i do not remember. >> can you tell me whether or not the act of scraping them is likely to be successful because they were long or short? >> i did not do that. i told you i don't have memory. i do not have any facts. i have no opinion. >> if i were to show you a picture of trayvon martin's fingernails, you wouldn't know whether or not they looked the same that day. >> the fingernail has to connect to trayvon's head for me even to identify. >> i'm talki

guilt when i went to afghanistan. when i went there and i saw the insides. when i went there, i just felt that, you know, i felt very guilty because my life is so charmed. this is before the publication of my book and so forth. i lead a life of complete privilege. and i saw these people on the street. i decided the only thing separating me between them is genetics. but really, what it boils down to is this. deep inside, there is this annoying feeling of unearned privilege. so that creates a feeling of survivor's guilt. which i know that others feel as well. my foundation is part of these reasons. i wanted to turn something that was a negative emotion into something that was positive and productive as a vehicle to do something that hopefully was enduring and we can make a difference in the lives of people who i have written about in my books. that is the point. to help people. the elderly, the sick, vulnerable people. >> having just recently been there with secretary john kerry and the president gave a speech, which is largely motivated by th

when i come to jail, i got to be -- i got to pick, i got to choose one. ypts. if i choose to be an asian, i can be with my people. 206447. >> step up over here. >> i'm just thinking about who's going to be my cellie. i was just thinking about what cell i'm going to. who's going to be my cellie, is he going to be cool or not? i don't think about the bad situation first. i look at the positive things before the bad. if i look forward to the bad things, you know, bad things are going to come. i think about the day i hit the yard, who is going to be out there. me, i can finally settle down and just get a job and just start a new life. prison life. >> for those lucky few like jacob bell, the prize for following the rules is a release date. >> it's all over, man, it's all over! all right. thank you, man, god bless you, too. i didn't have too much time to say good-bye. because we've been on lockdown lately, but i'm definitely not going to miss this place. this is no place for me anyway. it is a wake-up call. i know this one step to getting my freedom back. it's a

i guess if i had been offered i would have taken it. the president asks you to do something that you can do, i think you have an obligation to do it. i consider myself still to be a marine so in the military forces. and as the secretary of state i had a lot of dealings with the military. i said to my counterpart one time i said according to the statute, the national security council consists of four people, the president, the vice president of the secretary of state and secretary of defense. and this is in the statute each member is entitled to military advice. he said i'm willing to talk to you. i said do you know what i'm here for? i want to talk to the guys in uniform. after that found happened i found out of the chairman of the joint chiefs likes to play and gulf and i had been a member and noble river turns down an invitation to go. i invite him down for the weekend so we got to know each other. but it's important to have direct military advice when you are conducting diplomacy or there is something happening. >> did you have a dire

i was telling kathy i thought i was a failure. ly thought i was a failure because i didn't do it. we went backwards. >> moyers: she said that after suffering some health problems, she had quit doing real estate altogether, that her dream of having her own office had come to nothing, that she hadn't done enough to make it happen. i don't know, i really was ashamed. >> sometimes we gonna go through some things, praise god, and god ain't gonna bring it out like you think it ought to come out, the way you want it to come out. >> moyers: turns out claude's entrepreneurial efforts hadn't worked out either. >> you might be on your job sometime and you hear about a lay-off gonna happen, and you might go home and pray all week, saying, "lord, don't let that happen to this place, i want to keep my job." and guess what? guess what? you get laid off anyhow and the place close down. guess what? you got to praise god anyhow. glory to god, hallelujah. thank you, jesus. god is good. >> moyers: now the couple was surviving on a job claude had taken

i go the right way? did i go the wrong way? i know i went the right way because by the law and the way it was followed, it was the right but but if i used my heart i probably would have went a hung jury and believe it with all my heart because i do -- i do have kids. >> they were sequestered and didn't know what was going on outside of that courthouse, and to me, it sounds like this woman, this juror, after the not guilty verdict, the last few days, last few weeks, all of a sudden she realized the angry reaction out there and it's had an impact on her. >> i think that's a huge part of what you're hearing. remember, they were picked in part because they had not followed this case closely in the news. so they were not familiar this was a big news story 18 months ago when it happened. they are picked for the jury and sequestered. there is an acquitted and the president of the united states discussing it and protests from new york to los angeles and the jurors are understandably traumatized by that. i think that's what you're seeing

i don't even know, really. i just -- idon't know, i think maybe i should have thought about this a long time ago then it wouldn't all come into you at one time, you know what i mean? >> now, his buddies have gathered to give him a santa rosa send-off with a cake made from honey buns, crushed peanut butter cookies mixed with milk and chocolate covered peanuts. it's topped off with a sprinkling of cocoa powder. >> the dust on it, the last ingredient right here. santa rosa touch, you know? chain gang secrets right here. we had to do it without it, what y'all have on the streets. we make it happen, right here, santa rosa. come on, j.r., christen it, brother. last day, leaving. >> behave out there, because what we're doing in here is getting old, you know what i'm saying? think before you do something. >> and the sad part is, is that he's leaving some good friends behind. but if he gets into trouble again, he's going to come back, get that little behind kick. >> ah! >> oh! >> yeah! >> man! >> tomorrow, i don't really know what'

and so i, i didn't see that i had a choice, so i did. and then about 20 minutes later they told me i could go. but being a psychologist, i know too how unreliable lineups are. and so afterwards i was really angry about this thing. but not knowing what to do, i was in training, i was trying to get my ph.d., i was trying to keep my nose clean, i was trying not to be involved in any sort of controversial acts or -- so in the end i ended up doing nothing. but those kind of things happen. and i have many more stories i didn't share in the book because i didn't want to bore the reader because you all know these stories, but that's why. >> well, you ended the chapter which you call requested "still just a nigger." it infuriated me. but that's when i realized my son would soon face a world where even in the most clear cut situation someone with our skin tone could still be seen as a crackhead just because he dressed a certain way or to use the language of an earlier wave of drug hysteria, a negro cocaine fiend. ..

i said, yeah, i can. so iout. >> all right. >> and i parked right about where that sign is in the yard. >> in front of the ford truck? >> yes. and i saw -- and i saw him walking back that way. and then cut through the back of the houses. he looked back and he noticed me and he cut back through the houses. i was still on the phone with nonemergency. and then he came back. and he started walking up towards the grass and then came down and circled my car. and i told the operator that he was circling my car. i didn't hear if he said anything. >> right. >> but he had his hand in his waistband. and i -- i think i told the operator that. and they said, where are you? and i could not remember the name of the street. because i don't live on this street. >> right. >> retreat view circle goes in a circle. >> right. >> i said, i don't know. he goes, give me an address. i said i don't know an address. i think i gave them my address. >> two minutes earlier, a minute earlier he'd given him the street name. now he's telling t

i just got married and felt i. supporting my life so one day i decided to walk down to the city hall call into the d.a office and said to you have ae s job is their clerkship available and i was very lucky because thr inspectors were just coming offo a win of a conviction in the united states.m we spoke and he said i would love to hire you.viction of i have a dollar an hour i think i'm the only person that went ts the law school but did that and a wealthy widow was killed andda they took $300,000 from underwey her mattress and a ticket to la. vegas and he assigned me goingit over their testimony before theg were great start on the motion e to suppress. at the end of the meeting was a cold jury. the wind was going right through the city hall the meeting, they said, what are you doing here? and i said, where else is there. they said las vegas. i went home that night and i said to my wife how would you like to go to the land of milk and honey, and she said that we are not going to israel and i said no, las vegas. so that is how it all happened. we h

i was old enough to drive. i just didn't. >> really? >> jimmy: i just couldn't, yeah. jimmy: you were 13, yeah. i was 26, yeah. >> oh, no. [ laughter ] he's still driving you here now. >> jimmy: yeah, now he drives me around. >> my mom's actually here, so yeah. they just like to -- >> jimmy: i know. just saw them backstage. >> i know. nothing's changed. [ laughter ] >> jimmy: i mean, you have to grow up, but one day -- >> i know. >> jimmy: your first role -- my wife put you in your first -- she produced the movie that you -- >> she did. nancy. >> jimmy: nancy -- she put you in "donnie darko." >> it's true. i was in "donnie darko." >> jimmy: that's your first role ever. >> in 2001. oy vey. look at that. [ cheers and applause ] i look kind of similar. >> jimmy: yeah, you look pretty similar. yeah, yeah, yeah. >> kinda what it is. >> jimmy: yeah, you're a baby there. do you remember -- did you have any lines? >> it was -- that was the first movie i ever did, and one of my main lines in the movie is "i like your boobs." that's what i say to a young girl in the movie. >> ji