and they get so involved in trying to do the right thing but at their own percival sacrificed they put themselves in jeopardy as far as their health is concerned and emotions are concerned. i have always taken their job very seriously. one of my favorite books is catcher in the rye. holden caufield was one of my heroes not because the way he lived, but because he believed in not being a phony and i use that in my practice and the way i live my life. one thing they could say about me is that i am not a phony. and maybe a lot of things, a lot of people may not like me. but in all sincerity, i knew that the jurors could see through a lie and deception and for somebody trying to pull the wool over their eyes. so i looked at them right in the eyes one by one and told them the way that i perceive the issues to be. and as i said, i never professed my client's innocence because that is not what it was about. they were not proven guilty beyond a reasonable doubt and i was able to argue that with great sincerity and great truthfulness. so basically i took that into the mayor's office with me. i