when you were growing up in the lbc, in long beach, as we all know, there's a wonderful part in the documentary where you say very candidly -- what i loved about this is you're authentic. you're real, you put it out there, and that makes it easy to digest. so in the documentary there's a part where you say very candidly that when you were in high school, you had two choices -- you could make $80 a week or $1,500 a night selling drugs, and you say very simply, "what would you do?" [laughter] eighty bucks a week or $1,500 a night. what would you do? that was an honest answer. nobody's condoning drug-dealing, but take me back to that moment and how you found yourself having that choice. >> i was working at lucky's. lucky's was a grocery store, and it was right on the corner of 60th and atlantic. i lived on 61st and atlantic, which is where the dope spot was, on 61st and atlantic. so i was going to work every day, three or four hours a day after school, bagging groceries, doing the right thing. but when i'd go home, my friends would be hanging outside and they would have tons of money, and they was