benjamin. she said okay, go down to ben now. you know, you can look after him. i wasn't going to allow anything negative to...to impact what god had promised us as far as benjaminis concerned. we were focused on what god wanted to say. so i went down there with that attitude, at peace, and the doctor's report was not good at all because what happened with benjamin is he had a lack of oxygen to his brain because of > the extensive labor. >> there were about five babies in...in my ward >> who...who died. > and the doctor just... he said, you know, it doesn't look... doesn't look like things are very good with yr son. you can look at his movement. his movement is erratic, and i said you know, doctor, it's your responsibility to tell me what's wrong with the child and it's my responsibility as a parent to believe for the best, and he said no, you're right. and then i could speak to him and he could give me the prognosis. > he said... >> seizures is a...is a... is just one of the markers for hypoxic ischemic encephalopathy, which is called hie... and seizures is at the... you know, the...the farther end of the spectrum. so i had have seizures with patients with hie