going and running and that's when the lady in the picture that's been posted about me, her name was hennaproached me and said are you okay? she saw i was alone and had been hurt. >> when you see that photo taken of you now, what do you think? >> i go back and forth between was i really there or -- because when i talk about it, i talk about it like sometimes like i'm very removed from the situation, but when i see the photograph and other photos of the victims or people that i knew, that's what i realize i was there. so it actually puts me back, which i actually think at this point is a good thing, because i think removing myself too much this early is probably not healthy from my mind but that's how i've been coping with it is to actually make it seem like it's removed from me. >> would you want to go back? >> i do, definitely. i do want to go back. i don't know when but i do. i consider it my second home. >> so it hasn't changed the way you feel about kenya? >> if anything, it increased the love i have for the country and the people, especially my close friends and co-workers. >> nobody