there are complex challenges samper found for the abilities that characterized military life that are not necessarily will captured by the diagnostic labels. the light labels and diagnosis could be important with care and compensation but they also have a blind eye to the broader field of a broader experience said the military so with that in mind what i will share today is about the broader field of conditions and with apologies i will read. [laughter] but i hope you'll keep everyone's attention and before i begin i also want to add i am incredibly grateful and indebted to the people who shared their stories and trust and insight with me to help me make the book what it is. so the title of the passages the tears of the manifest a back to a bureaucratic roll-call designed to be there a prolonged for well or a quick reunion. it has a significance of military communities as yvette focus and intensity that defined the collective experience separation, and attachment with a stone faced humanity and the human frailty of the people. people want to know if i had been to a manifest in wanted