i get to see half of lamott cannot. this changes everything. but man i adored they never shocked me. i get to spend time with myself whenever i want. i get to ride a bicycle with tall handlebars. my posture improves. i get to give up learning to sail. [laughter] i get to know i will never be german. i get to snuggle all morning with my smuggler of choice, counting the hours by how many times we get ftp. [laughter] i get to spend time with myself whenever i want. i get to eat chocolate with my salad or even as a first course. i get to forget. i get to pit with colors i've never seen before. i get to sleep with my dog and pray never to outlive my cat. i get to play music without reading a note. i get to spend time with myself whenever i want. i get to sleep in a hammock under the same stars wherever i am. i get to spend time with myself when ever i want. i get to laugh at all the things i don't know and cannot find. [laughter] i get to greet people i don't remember at this end know them very well. [laughter] after all, how different can they be q