. >> i was in a very dark place for a long tiemg. i think it's important to realize that when you are in the grips of an addiction, you turn into a different person. so if things that you do and the people you surround yourself with. >> where did you get the pun to buy the dope? >> i actually did a lot of illegal things. selling drugs off the streets and doing things that are not me today, as a person. let me go to the executive director for a partnership for a drug-free new jersey. are we the victims of our own success, in a sense? we've cracked down on the abuse of prescription drugs and now heroin has come back to bite us on the but. >> geraldo, we have found that the main reason that so many people are impacked by heroin in new jersey is because they started using prescription drugs. and these primgs drugs became so accessible because most of our homes are full of med sinl cabinets with these drugs. and for a long time, young people didn't understand the consequences or the seriousness ofl these prescription drugs. we saw a progr