wasould be 60 now because i 63. is something that i can't let go of and i don't want to let go of. , there was this series of bouts with lupus that theymisdiagnosed because always just talk about other things. his skin would break out in rashes and sometimes he had problems breathing. he was asthmatic when he was young so they would talk about asthma. they would just talk about other things and really couldn't and pointed until he succumbed to it and then there was an autopsy which revealed that lupus risk the ptosis, which is now my mortal enemy since age 19, was the one that took my brother away. tavis: you are the last surviving member of your immediate family. >> yeah. tavis: alexis is no longer here either. two: cancerxis past and pneumonia. colon cancersed to and pneumonia. she was 37 and i was 30 4 p.m. so that was a most theater years ago -- almost 30 years ago. 2004, was last to pass in which awakened my sense of my own mortality and sense of purpose in terms of why i'm here, why i've been blessed with the