that's that's when i just knew you know new york which is what it's now since you don't have an c.w. story about would you take it off you know i have it to be honest for me it's a little a little unusual i don't know prospectively if you can imagine holding a broomstick at the end of your arm and trying to be coordinated with it i don't know if that's a good analogy or not but i don't know if you and says have a day they did yeah and it's not for everybody but at the same time it's there are amazing i mean amazing expressions for warriors in this and that my issue is that i've never had two arms so as i don't feel like i'm missing anything so i use my my arm here almost like a hand or an extra palm so it is ok if you have had two arms you still feel like you have an arm and people lose a leg they still feel like they have a leg yeah you have no feeling it can't really feeling it all the kids make fun of you or understand it was. i was tough you know growing up i was bullied a little bit i mean everybody's teased to an extent i was just a bigger target for it unfortunately but you know my