like kristin wigg trying to be in love with the cop. that was so really, you committed, you gauges.make me believe this didn't happen. >> rose: have you ever turned down movies you wished you'd made. >> no, i turned down movie they knew were going to be successful. >> rose: because they had all increedients-- like "airplane ." i thought this is going to work, i just didn't-- you know, and there have been things i knew someone-- there are a lot of movies that they have passed on and people have made and had great success but they weren't for me. >> rose: tell me what it is that you want that you don't have. >> i'd like-- i'd like to be more consistently here, you know. i'd like to really get on-- i'd like to just-- and i know it's not probably ever maybe possible, but because it's so improbable and so impossible, i would just like to really see how long i could last as being really here, you know, really in it, really alive in the moment. and you see people-- i would like to live to be old. so i think i have a chance. that would be my only chance. it's like-- you know, a golfer wants