and-and you think that daycia put it there. i know daycia put it there. like i just told you, she was that little devil. so, i got up, and i went, and i confronted her. what the hell is this, daycia? why did you put this in my room? geez, len, lighten up. it's a gift. you know how important the program is to me, that i stay clean so i don't lose my kids. you know you want some. stop it. don't make me drink all by myself. mmm. she wouldn't stop. she wouldn't back off. she just kept at it. she kept trying to get me to drink. look, all i wanted to do was shut her up. with the pillow, i mean. i mean, come on, it was a pillow. i put it over her face just to get her to stop talking. stop it! stop it! no, stop! (muffled scream) i've worked too hard. i'm not gonna throw my life away. (whispering): i'm... sorry. the bathtub in daycia's room was already full, so i thought, why not... why not just make it look like an accident? make it look like she just... slipped away. i put her in the water. i got the piece of tubing from the fish tank, and i made it look like sh

and-and you think that daycia put it there. i know daycia put it there. like i just told you, she was that little devil. so, i got up, and i went, and i confronted her. what the hell is this, daycia? why did you put this in my room? geez, len, lighten up. it's a gift. you know how important the program is to me, that i stay clean so i don't lose my kids. you know you want some. stop it. don't make me drink all by myself. mmm. she wouldnto't sp. she wouldn't back off. she just kept at it. she kept trying to get me to drink. look, all i wanted to do was shut her up. with the pillow, i mean. i mean, come on, it was a pillow. i put it over her face just to get her to stop talking. stop it! stop it! no, stop! fl(mufed scream) i've worked too hard. i'm not gonna throw my life away. (whispering): i'm... sorry. the bathtub in daycia's room was already full, so i thought, why not... why not just make it look like an accident? make it look like she just... slipped away. i put he tr inathe wer. i got the piece of tubing from the fish tank, and i made it look like sh