he was determined to be incurably ill. he says the last hope for him would have been a special institution in the netherlands where sex offenders are granted certain freedoms within the prison walls, but the belgian justice ministry refused to allow him to be transferred there. the lawyer says that hit him hard. >> i was worried back then that he would try to kill himself. i did not want that. killing yourself in prison is terrible. the prisoners are utterly lonely, and it's unbearable for their families. >> he promised his lawyer he would not attempt suicide but would wait in the cell until the court awarded him the right to die. >> i'm locked up here, and i have to sit in myself for 23 hours a day. what good is that? whatever i've done, i'm still a human being. >> he will die soon. the prison chaplain is helping him prepare for a death with the committee. doctors who perform assisted suicide are uneasy. this was not how they wanted the right to euthanasia to be interpreted, but in the end, one of them will have to carry