on one occasion allway allegedly under the influence of heroin.urned and screamed in my face. i feared she was trying to bite my face. i pushed her face away from me with my left palm. months later, officers answering a call about a suspicious woman trying to climb over a wall into a gated complex in palm springs. >> you kind of get a case of forget it, then. i'm just going to do whatever i do. and you're numb to it. you just go for it. >> reporter: they say they arrived to find one of the units broken into. inside, allway lying on a loaded semiautomatic handgun. >> i remember bits and pieces of it. i remember s.w.a.t. i remember having guns. i remember feeling like well come and get me. >> i think that the drastic contrast from the spotlight and the constant 24/7 camera presence of being on a reality show to suddenly being thrust back into your old life just going back to being completely anonymous, is a psychological shock. reporter: allway is far from the first reality tv show star to go to the dark side after a stint in the spotlight. >> get t