mad at one of my daughters because she went to school and told all her friends, my father's like john gotti know what you just said? she didn't understand. i got mad and punished her and everything for it. but later on, i reflected back and thought, man, why did i do that? you're trying to show them a different life and think they're not smart enough to understand. because as adults we think we're smarter but we're really not. i was talking about this, the devil, that was the devil. the devil was all over me. i can laugh at it now. but it was a sad situation because i should have been showing you all the right way. they're older now. 19 and 20. it's getting into a situation where they're experiencing the adult life, you know, and i'm not there for them physically. i miss them, i miss them bad. i love you. bye. >> all right. i love you. >> love you, daddy. >> you all be good. >> you, too. >> anya and sianna find it painful to visit their father in jail. but they might have to get used to it. if he loses his appeal, garcia could go to prison for 17 years. >> my dad is the world to me. looking