and a week before that slaton, who was in charge of the astronauts, had arranged a meeting, and paul haney was going to be there. well, paul was on the phone when they started this meeting. so he did not get there when they started it. when he finally got off the call, this is the story he's telling me, he went down and when in and they had just finished giving him a brief background of all the people selected. the head of engineering was the guy who designed the spacecraft. he was the best technical guy they had. and paul raised his hand and said you can't do that. and deeks said why? he said that's 13. >> meaning they chose 13 astronauts. >> i could not believe he was superstitious about 13. and deke says, i want this guy. so if i have to take another one. i am the only one to this day that knows he was number 14. >> had that not happened, who knows? >> had that not happened, i would not be here today. >> fate is the hunter. >> yes. good book. let's go back to something serious. apollo 1, the fire. where were you? that is just like the challenger for us. >> challenger is probably much mo