. >> as i was reading your book i was wondering did you ever hear the story of thomas eagleton and his problems? >> i heard about about it but obviously you witnessed it. >> i live through a politically, all the sudden heat throughout his vice president candidate on the basis of having electric shock treatment. i was angry at that point because the president jewel candidate would act like that. i've seen what the issue of stigma does to you. it is not surprising, did anybody else realize you made the turn at that point? did you tell anybody? or did you just say put me in the mental illness section, i'm ready. >> i had to surrender after the car accident, everyone knew. i was in trouble. everyone was calling on me to resign. i had really started to hit bottom, at some level politically, the gig was up. i had to go back to treatment and everybody knew what it was. i cannot hide it anymore. >> sometimes they say an alcoholic treatment that you have to hit bottom, when you understand. >> i don't think that's the case. i think we can raise the bottom for a lot of people. >> so you don't hav