there for my kids, my grandchildren, just be a grandpa. >> with six children, 40 year old patricia mulitauaopelebecome a grandparent herself some day, but her addiction to meth and the prison in jail stays that have resulted from it have kept mulitauaopele away from both her children and her siblings. >> i need my family. i pushed them away. as much as they wanted to be a part of my life, changed all my phone numbers, changed the address. i pushed them away. now i don't want to. failing them twice would be committing a type of suicide in my life. uh-huh, we don't even have a samoan word for suicide. we don't believe in that [ bleep it's not our life to take. but that would be how intense it would be for me to disappoint my siblings. >> mulitauaopele has been in the jail for the past five months for failing to report to a drug rehabilitation program. but now her judge has given her a second chance. she will soon be released on probation on the condition she reports to the program. >> no more drugs, no more [ bleep ]. no more running in the street. this monster will be put in a cage forever. i'm d