of the port holes you could see home so to speak right and then through the other that's an endless voigt was that difficult to cope with i mean what mental issues did you face while working on the s.s. . i think that's really a matter of perspective sophie because here standing on the surface of the earth if you look down your home but if you look up it's an endless void so it's it's kind of how use you you are to the environment that you're in onboard a spaceship the world is is in the distance and you're surrounded by by the eternity of the universe but there's there's a great beauty to it and sort of like an infant leaving the home where you're taking your first steps and and starting to experience the rest of everything else and and there's a great sense of wonder and a lack of understanding but also dawning awareness of just tell.