that frees you up to come up with things like okay i'm going to do this and then others just, pandora mike i didn't think i was going to go there but then i did and i never had an editor say to me are you sure you want to go there, so that's been fantastic. >> i remember when i was in my program at the school, one of the teachers read my work and said he liked it and i said i think so. that was pretty much the only time somebody was worried if it would fit in but other than that, no. >> i'm wondering how these challenges usually resolve. is it always the internal process and do they ever have to go to court or rely on some other process to fight for your books? >> whether it is through the library system or the school system again almost every system has a protocol that is followed. now something it goes to the school board meetings and other times politicians get involved and you do have legislative attempts which are in my mind the hysterical in both senses of the term like oklahoma a few years ago there was a legislature that proposed a bill to pull from the shelves of all public librar