films and there was a particular actress that was and several of his films called her name is caroline caroline munro choose which my favorite to be responsible for my sexual awakening and and so i watched through one of those movies and i instantly got the idea for the lyrics to a girlfriend in a graveyard so it was a really intense songwriting period but. i know everyone says that when they put out a new record definitely i think my strongest record songwriting wisely or quasi wise i think i really kind of jumped the jump to another level as far songwriting goes alaska what is that you know you have a family now you took that break but you know previous to that you had you know this fantastic career but what what's been the big difference as an artist between like you know writing and creating in you know that the years previous to a family and then today were it's like ok i got away for i want to go to bed and i got to go down the basement like what is that difference you have that can you describe a little bit about the difference of what it's like i think when you're younger and you you're not r