i've done some amazing things at qpr healthy kickers.lub, i was top goalscorer. every time i put on a kit, to make it, i wasn't a schoolboy anymore. i was james. i was free from my demons. unfortunately, others aren't so lucky. in 2010, i lost my father to suicide, on my sister's birthday. but i've taken the good from the bad, and i've met amazing people, travelled to places to play football. i get to make people proud. for a young boy like me, losing my dad left me confused in this big world. i didn't have any sense of direction. i met my coaches, connor and nathan, and they helped me find my way. they stood in my corner. the support i had from them was amazing. i just felt so thankful they became my role models. they showed me that i'm worth something. i'm lucky enough to know them. we can never stop people getting mentally unwell, but we can help them recover with the use of football. it worked for me, and many others that i have played for, against, and played with. football saved my life. well done. that was magnificent. are you all