he was always saying allahu akbar, and we said, stop joking about that, one day they'll come and killwe won't be able to tell if it's real or not. for those who don't know the story, you survived because you were on holiday on january 7, 2015. you were on holiday in morocco. your colleagues and your friends, especially charb, who was your mentor and your collaborator, he was one of those who was gunned down and killed. i was actually supposed to be there that day. i was working. i was in morocco, but i would wake up that day and send my suggestions for the articles. it was about islamic state, by the way. i sent an email to charb saying, that's what i wanted to do that week. i was waiting for the answer. and i got a phone call telling me, where are you? are you at charlie hebdo? because there's been a shooting. that is how i learned they were killed. i need to ask you about the feelings you've had since then, how you've processed it. it's a long time now, it's years, but you were one of the people, we know that the jihadists wanted to kill you. you were on the list, along with charb a