say we're joined by firefighters mike dowden, chris secret, tom abell, mike kirkpatrick and justin o'beirneere are still lots of emotion from many of our colleagues. it is something we will have to deal with and move forward. as doing a marathon helps us deal and process events which we witnessed. we need to move forward in a positive direction and have something to work towards. let me take you back to when you got that call, if i can. did any of you have a sense of the scale of what you were going to be confronted with? when we turned up to that particular fire, at first it was something we deal with regularly. in a short amount of time it became something unbelievable. we just did ourjob which we normally do on the night. unfortunately the world saw what happened. when you are confronted with that, clearly you go into professional mode. it is a human, instinctive reaction, isn't it? there is you are right. at the time you don't really consider what is going on around you. it is about getting on with yourjob and doing what needs to be done. on that night, it was something no one had faced