i was, ifelt great. i was, like, ifelt great. iwas, like, i ifelt great.self. that's the first time i would say in my whole life i was proud of myself. i actually had a conversation with mark andi actually had a conversation with mark and i was, like, please let me train, please let me play this game. i'm ready, i know i'm ready. she was, like, i've worked so hard to get back to this point, i want to beat them, her saying that made us a emotional as a team. i thought coming away was going to cryjust before the game. that gave us an extra push because we had a great performance against reading. extra push because we had a great performance against readinglj extra push because we had a great performance against reading. i was really ha p py performance against reading. i was really happy and really honoured because starting from zero and then coming back and all the players worked for me. i was, like, wow, that's a huge honour. the most important message for everybody was the strong, be clear in your head. i'm positive because the results are fine now. i hav

i felt sad because she misses ifelt sad because she misses her mum.ow that feels. for me, growing up without a mother was devastating. what kept me going was a few cherished memories of my early childhood. i remember my mum and dad and four siblings, all childhood. i remember my mum and dad and foursiblings, all girls, childhood. i remember my mum and dad and four siblings, all girls, i'm the second. i was closer to my dad. i think the second. i was closer to my dad. ithinki the second. i was closer to my dad. i think i was a daddy ‘s girl. for dinner, he would build this big fire .he dinner, he would build this big fire . he would pick the ground around it and roast corn, peanuts, sweet potatoes and yam. it was so good. it was really good. i remember at night would lie under the stars and the moon. life was simple. i'm going to visit my family in the village in togo where i was born. it is the least one day's journey from the volta region in ghana. trying to find the route to my village. it is a lwa ys find the route to my village. it is always a has

ifelt great, i was play football, because i want my toy back. my toy back. ifelt great, i was like, i think i was really, really proud of myself stop that is the first time i would say in my whole life i was proud of myself. i actually had a conversation with mark, and i was like, please let me train, please let me play this game. i'm ready, i know i'm ready. in the team huddle, she was like i have worked so hard to get back to this point, let's go and beat them. however saying that, mate is quite emotional, i remember someone coming away, and saying, i'm going to cry. just before the game, but we had a great performance against reading. just before the game, but we had a great performance against readinglj was great performance against reading.” was really happy, and i was really honoured, because starting from zero, and then coming back, and then all the players roared for me, that was a huge order. the most important message for everybody was just, like, be strong, be clear in

i felt ifelt sad. she i felt sad. she came ifelt sad. she came here i felt sad.she misses her mum. i don't see how we can justify that. it was time for me to visit my birth family in togo again. i had come to the village a few times but they never had the courage to ask why they gave me away. i was 110w to ask why they gave me away. i was now ready to ask my dad why he had agreed with my uncle. —— what he had agreed. my my uncle had committed adultery. his house was in the capital, long way from my village. this journey has helped thisjourney has helped me this journey has helped me value thisjourney has helped me value my own freedom it was hard for me to discover that there are still women and girls living under the trokosi system. incredible port. that was brigitte sossou perenyi there and her experience of the west african practice known as trokosi. stay with us on the briefing. we'll have the sport — including record breaking liverpool striker, mo salah. he's made premier league history by becoming the first ever player to score 32 league goals in a season.

ifelt so much better. until i got the letter today. what has this all been about. did no—one spot it earlier? why did i have to go through this for so long? concerns about dr watt‘s work were first raised by a gp in 2016. belfast health trust now wants to reassess everyone in his care. certainly, this is a significant number, and within the neuroscience division, we have never been involved with a recall of this scale. these are patients with a wide range of neurological conditions, some of which are debilitating, complex, and significantly serious. recalling some 2,500 patients is a huge task, among them are children with brain conditions and people living in pain. the review may also be extended to consider patients of dr watt‘s who have died. i believed that i had ms and i told my family, i told my employers. maeve believed she had ms for several months and even told her children, until she found out that was wrong. that was a bit of a shock and that meant that i had to go back and tell all those people that i had told. the trust has apologised for the worry tha

ifelt apprehensive.e spent my whole life wondering why they gave me away, but i have never had the courage to ask. this time, i feel ready to find out the truth. this is it. 0n the right. it is right here, on the right. since i left at the age of seven, i have lost my mother tongue. i have visited a handful of times but i have to use a translator. my youngest sister, and her baby. my niece. i wanted to speak to my father. all i knew was that one of my uncles had sent for me, but i have never known what my father had agreed to. my uncle's house was in the capital lome, a long way from my village. to find some answers, my father went to a soothsayer. are you aware now where i was taken? he took me to ghana, the volta region of ghana, and i was left in a shrine, he left me. i was forced to be there for the rest of my life. you are not understanding me. i don't want to use the word blame. for many years i was sad because i was not with my family but now i am ready to put it behind me. if i was angry at my fa

i felt ifelt sad. she i felt sad. she came ifelt sad. she came here i felt sad.the courage to ask why they gave me away. i was now ready to ask my dad what he had agreed with my uncle. my my ankle had committed adultery. his house was in the capital, a long way from my village. are you aware now where i was taken? he took me to ghana and i was placed ina he took me to ghana and i was placed in a shrine. he left me. i was supposed to be there for the rest of my life. this journey has helped thisjourney has helped me this journey has helped me value thisjourney has helped me value my own freedom, but it was hard for me to discover that there are still women and girls living under the trokosi system. it is unclear whether meghan markle's father, thomas, will be able to attend the wedding. we have got this statement released from kensington palace: they say this is a deeply personal memo from miss markle. let's speak to tom burridge who is covering this story. this hasjust come out. thomas markle was going to sit play a central role on saturday. the glare of today's

ifelt it again thought it was unique to last year. i felt it again today.e crowd in the city square in the sunshine, you feel it, it is the hugging, the singing we have been hearing all day and the tears. the those families i have got to know and the survivors, they split into two groups. some have told me they find this so helpful. you saw the grandparents of olivia hardy, they came into town because they needed to feel the mutual support. other families had stayed away because they find it too painful. there is another group by will focus on about is the children. hundreds were traumatised after this attack. so many we see in the city today, holding hands with their parents are getting through it. it is an important milestone and they are all saying they have to get through it, this anniversary is so important so they can begin to move on. it is lovely to see the children here tonight. that is all from bbc news at six in albert square in manchester. there is continuing coverage in albert square at i'm rogerjohnson. and i'm annabel tiffin. manchester remem

in time, ifelt i would prove myself. you felt that you were impelled to do it. to decide who leads them. and they obviously felt that they trusted me the most to continue my mother's mission. all right, an editorial on the german tv station deutsche welle‘s website in october 2016 said your future "is weak because benazir bhutto's ppp does not exist any more, it died with her in 2007." obviously, the assasination of my mother, benazir bhutto, did not only leave a huge vacuum within the pakistan people's party, but also in the body politics of pakistan. and not only her assassination, but the climate in our politics at the moment in pakistan. it's filled with extremism, partisanship and a hate—driven politics, that i refuse to engage in. perhaps in the short term... but it's what's going on in the ppp that it's referring to. let me tell you something else it says, this website. it quotes nahid khan, who was one of benazir‘s closest aides, she fell out with your father when he became president and became co—chair of the party. she'd actually fell out with my mothe

ifelt quite alone what way? in lots of different ways.o it was the secrecy and my self worth and my values were really low. i will ask you in a moment about how that influence the way you approach to alcohol. good morning, christian, thank you for coming on the programme. at the height of your addiction, how much, how often would you drink? i really don't like to put limits on, but it was daily, from one o'clock to 11 o'clock. units, ifi from one o'clock to 11 o'clock. units, if i was super unit on it or in cases of pints, you're looking anything past 12 to 14 pints a day -- if anything past 12 to 14 pints a day --if| anything past 12 to 14 pints a day —— if i was to put units on it. and into the night, whatever you could get your hands on. what impact was that having on you? crazily enough, idid not that having on you? crazily enough, i did not think it was having any. but when i went into treatment in 2006 i then understood exactly how and what i was doing myself. for to me, it wasjust i had to have it. i would never make an excuse for

ifelt for many expected something different, and i did not.er shocked by some of the things president trump said today. it is nonsense to suggest that this agreement with iran is flawed. he had some rather more worse terms than that. in fact, this agreement is fit for purpose, entirely. it gives the international atomic energy agency unprecedented powers to monitor and investigate iran's nuclear programme. it is also nonsense to imply, as trumpeted, that iran is seeking nuclear weapons and that a bigger and better deal is neededin and that a bigger and better deal is needed in order to prevent iran getting nuclear weapons. all in all, this was a black day. where does that leave the deal? how viable is it without the us? the remaining signatories say they would like to continue. is it realistic? yes. entirely realistic. there is nothing intrinsic to the deal that means if one party pulls out the other parties cannot make it their business to ensure that the deal survives. already, thank goodness, the three european powers and the eu have made i

and ifelt i could, and i felt i should, and so we did.ter families before being adopted. she is now 16 and recognises she has severe problems with attachment. from the age of, like, i don't know, two, i got to sleep outside and my birth mum didn't like me at all. she used to hit me. i was scared of the outside world. i didn't want to be by myself. i was scared something bad was going to happen to me and i just played up all the time. and you went to a mainstream school? yeah. what was that like? that was horrible. i hated that. loads of people were being naughty and i was... carry on with the way i've been brought up and be naughty with them. what sort of things were you doing? set things on fire, i used to break the walls, i used to get in loads of fights. yeah. why, why do you think you did that? i always thought i was going to be left alone. so i just went against everyone, everyone's idea of trying to get me happy, and again, i didn't think that was real. what about coming to beech lodge? how has it helped? i like to go out now and ex

did, ifelt that operation to say how it had gone?” did, i felt that was really important. why?e ok. what to hear it from view, the person who has performed the surgery. yes, for me that was part of the contract with the patient and the family. we forget sometimes about the family and it is hugely important. an excruciating, agonising wait.” and it is hugely important. an excruciating, agonising wait. i have done it, it's horrible, most unpleasant. why do you believe we need more female surgeons? 11% of surgeons are women. need more female surgeons? 11% of surgeons are women. most importantly, the people who want to do surgery should be able to pursue that, male orfemale. perhaps the most important message is to find out if that career will suit you, but now more than half the medical stu d e nts but now more than half the medical students are female and if we don't try to encourage women to pursue a surgical career if that is what they want, if that is what suits them, then we will probably run short of surgeons if we are not very careful. i think rather more fundamental than t

proud of everyone and today the car and myself, i felt proud of everyone and today the car and myself, ifelts a good feeling. there was a really ill—tempered match in rugby league's challenge cup. it was feisty but tight between warrington wolves and toronto wolfpack, but the game turned when andrew dixon was sent off for punching near the end of the first half. after that, warrington ran away with it, winning by 66 points to 10 to reach the quarter—finals. simon gates is even further and had no of the giro d'italia with chris froome even further behind. he went over half a minute ahead of the chances of a third straight title disappearing fasta chris froome. he'll recover on the rest today but is now more than two minutes behind britain's simon yates. and the voice of football called time on his commentating career yesterday. legendary commentator john motson was honoured at the british academy television awards, having worked behind a match of the day microphone for the final time. popularly known as ‘motty‘, the 72—year—old retired after 50 years with the bbc. he has retired after 50 year

ifelt prayed to god they will never have to be used.our mind, please do not hesitate to call me or write. the world and north korea in particular has got a great opportunity for a lasting peace and great prosperity and wealth. this missed opportunity is a truly sad moment in history. sincerely yours, donaldj moment in history. sincerely yours, donald j trump, president moment in history. sincerely yours, donaldj trump, president of the united states of america. mike pompeo they‘re speaking in front of the senate foreign relations committee. two men have been found guilty of murdering four children in a petrol bomb attack as they slept in their beds. zac bolland and david worrall were found guilty of murdering demi, brandon, lacie and lia pearson in walkden in greater manchester in december last year. courtney brierley was found not guilty of murder, but guilty of manslaughter. 0ur correspondentjudith moritz reports from manchester crown court. there were gasps and sobs in the public gallery here from the wider pearson family when those

ifelt like woke up and i couldn't get it off my mind.'t enough for me. she's not alone, there are currently 78 sex addicts anonymous groups in the uk and 55 sex and love addicts anonymous. the number of qualified sex therapists has doubled to 170 in just five years. in many ways, sex has never been easier to find. the ghost 0pera not a fate has brought with it a growing number of particularly young men seeking help for sex addiction. celebrities like russell brand have spoken out about their addictions but is it a celebrity fad or something we should treat as a serious condition? when you are doing something that is causing you problems, creating an issue for you, you can't stop it and keep doing it, he's now you know it is causing problems, thatjimmy is a fairly clear definition of doing something that has an addiction. the nhs isa something that has an addiction. the nhs is a help is available for those who need it, but many feel it is the nhs should be funding the help. the nhs should be funding the help. the nhs provide people help w