pastor lorraine jones watched her 20—year—old son, dwayne simpson, die on the streets of brixton after he was stabbed to death in 2014. jessicay are gone. what does that do to a mother? absolutely devastating. then i watched that clip i cried, it was like i was reliving the trauma all over again. and playing got stabbed in 2014, the ripple effect is still very in 2014, the ripple effect is still very raw, in 2014, the ripple effect is still very raw, dribbles into the rest of the family, i have six other children three grandchildren, even my first grandchild she still writes notes to duwayne because he‘s very much in her heart, the ripple effect into the community, it affects community groups, the police, we really need to grasp more and do more to stop this, it‘s devastating. how would you describe it, jessica? i don't even know, it'sjust, really, really hard and difficult. because i saw the lady, i could not believe it, i had to turn it off, i could not watch it, i had to put it aside, it brings back memories, every time, every day, i hear about a stabbing, i see a mother crying i wa nt a stabbing, i see a mother crying i w