anand we were susupposed to hav party here. we lit candles for all those who passed away to give us life. so we lit candles. and we cried there. then we came back home, we danced. we also cried again. andd for us, that was the resistance. >> the regression in the last three years has been incredible in the relationship between palestinians and the israelis. is there any way that you found to go tothe heart ofisraelis and tell them don't be afraid of me? >> i don't believe in this fear. we are the people who are afraid of them. they are the occupation. we are the occupied. so the discourse that was played in the media and played in their minds by their leaders, i don't accept it. they talk about their security, but they never thought of my security. >> more than any other time that i went back to jerusalem, i found people living in fear and in suspicion of everyone who entered the coffee shop. even security where jerusalem became the world capital of suicide bombing. victims of suicide bombing is a doctor, who, in may of 2003, w