i thought, it's actually quite sad that i can't stay. ijust thought, i would love to be able to do stay when this stuff. i can see they're gonna have a great time. but that was not enough to override the bit of my brain panicking. so i still left. and i got my coat and i thought, excellent! is the way to do it! this is brilliant! i sat on the coach thinking i managed it. idid it. and about at four in the morning, i was taking a clap service station, like the last of the stinky pasties and you have to pick something to eat. ithought, i've been on a bus for eight hours, i'm in this horrible place and i still feel lucky. there might be something slightly wrong with my reasoning. and that was the first point where a thought, yeah, maybe this phobia thing is not just a way of dealing with this panic. perhaps there's something a bit off. and i wish that was the moment where i corrected and done travelling the world in my life had suddenly been changed. it was not. it took me three more years before i managed one night away with my mum, and i s

i feel. that no matter how bad my own call my. main thought am i to assume that i'm ok put on the yeah and if it was in the next. town i add it up in the end will get the name off but i'm long. no. no no no no i. guess the most. the most i'm simply manto in this. moment to say ok. so. in the good. way of her right i see. where. no one wants. me. on. this. but. i'm being. what i was. always. going to have. law and i got a cold winter when i said i want to. go to. do a. little bit of one also for the study. and. we know you are. going to. get a lot of. money on the. bank i mean a job in the town. but in the scene back in the early polls ok it doesn't get a million. nigga god help me you know i get a lot of. you know more hockey player from us but i guess i don't know what i noticed. but all. that i was going to. usually get to. when i. look at. you i don't know but i thought. get annoying to have even though they're not. going to get that i owe a lot going on and i know. what i've got to be they gay or whatever why. can't. i get a little bit am

i never thought i could do it don didn't push me. after that they never thought to myself, i could do it because if i i just capture one element and try to dominate it for two years and move forward, and i make sure that jon meacham and douglas brinkley, look at a completed. if if you are comfortable with e let me know. they said to me, it works, it checks out and they go i will go on the back of the book. that's what i i feel good about doing it. i'm still in awe everybody speaking of the anybody like that but what i tried to do is tell a story that hopefully will give other people and understanding of america. >> thank you. [applause] >> thank you very much. [applause] >> booktv tapes hundreds of other programs throughout the country. here's a look at some of the events we will be covering this week. >> that's a look at some of what booktv will be coming this week. many of these events are open to the public. look for them to air in the near future on booktv on c-span2. >> c-span's launched a booktv 20 years ago on c-span2, and sinc

when i read that again, i thought maybe i would do this.but then writing for a month about this but then writing about this novel i don't know if the title is the memory of desire but there you go. >> i cannot wait to read this. do we have any questions? >> i have to tell you that visit very much in this worldou that last forever but this is archived in the library of congress. [laughter] please. no pressure. [laughter]ks thank you so much to be here today. i was struck by the beginning of your conversation about when you wrote the joy luck club how universal it was. and those that reminded of their own speed experiences but now crazy rich asians has broken records. is that also important to see the broadening of the popular culture? or is that the more humanistic approach? >> in terms of film i love that film for two reasons. i thought it was fun but the fact that it was so successful to break office number one boxox office records i felt this will give asian americans a chance to act in movies they could be anything. but i don't think tha

think the way i thought what would you really think i just thought or was that a. joke. if you do both could you. go to. the most beautiful book when you. were that we could get through to good for you. if. you did. want to get it darlie just. thought. oh i. know. that's probably not. over but the one who's. going. to get. one is part of the group. the for . the for. the two thousand one hundred kilometer race was listed in the russian book of records a request for listening it in the guinness book of world records has been filed as well. join me every thursday on the alex salmond show and i'll be speaking to us from the world of politics sports business i'm showbusiness i'll see you then. so what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have it's crazy to confront a shouldn't let it be an arms race is on spearing dramatic development only personally i'm going to resist i don't see how that strategy will be successful very critical time time to sit down and talk. you know world of big movies lot and conspiracy it's time to wake up to dig deeper to hit the stories

i thought, for one second, iforgot... the van for a while and thenit we watched the van for a while and then it started. just the odd little twinge at first but i knew that foreshadowed something like a fire hose being shut down the toilet. my stomach was like the engine room of the enterprise and i could hear scotty saying "the warped court is going to break, captain! i can't stop it!" so i scanned the pub for the toilet and i saw them at the far side. it was only a journey of a few seconds at maximum warp. so if i left now, but then something i was not expected to happen. she made the move. right. when i'd been trying to save the federation's flagship, her hand had been edging across the bench we were sitting on towards mine. and had reached it now. she put her hand on top of mind and interlock your fingers. she gave me a nice little grip. and i turned to her and she smiled at me. i thought, that the most thing does happen to me in years! and i wanted to tell her that. and so much more, i wanted to reciprocate but inste

i thought it was really good.roper gritty filter it, but very tender and very sympathetic towards its actors. it isa sympathetic towards its actors. it is a good week. it is sounding like a good week. take us into film number three. is it also good?m does, it is a hat trick. i am not giving a thumbs down to anyone. this is black a7. the title is named after the worst year of the great irish famine. and in the beginning we see a man who returns home to see his mother has been starved, his brother has been hanged for stabbing a bailiff or trying to evict him and he sets off on a path for vengeance. here is a clip. i understand that it may further bolster your sense of injustice to blame me for your brother's demise. but i do not cause the crops to fail and i am not responsible for people breaking the law. i am merely a servant of the court. i bid you good day. so on the one hand, it is a drama rooted in history and it has a very serious side to it. on the other hand,it serious side to it. on the other hand, it is a

i really thought this did. visually it looks terrific. yeah. t good with violence, which you will appreciate makes me slightly nervous about this one. i think you would be fine with this because i think this story, the narrative carries it through and the violence isn't in any way gratuitous. it's all part of the narrative. i think you'd be fine with it. hm. you do not trust me an inch, do you? i'm so sorry. i refer you to a conversation about the little stranger. but that is for another time. it wasn't that scary. it was scary. not really a scary film. 0k. anyway. tune into previous editions to see about the little stranger. best out this week. i'm flying the flag for wajib again. this was the palestinian entry for the foreign language film 0scar. didn't get nominated, but is really terrific. it is a story about a father and son travelling around nazareth in the run—up to christmas, and they're taking out wedding invitations, but whilst they're in the car together they're bickering and falling apart. and you see the schisms in their relationshi

i thought "this is gonna be like sex in the city with all the wealth and consumerism." ly found myself rather enchanted by this. firstly, there's a very a likeable cast. i mean, when they need to be funny, awkwafina is very, very funny. michelle yeoh is very not—funny, which i think works really well. the second thing is that although certain bits of the construction of the drama are a bit creaky — i mean, if you know rom—coms, it does take all the familiar rom—com traits, it's not sort of breaking new ground in terms of its narrative, but it's being played with — it's breathing enough new life into those old riffs to make them work. and also the narrative was going off into areas, into darker areas than i expected. because, on the one hand, there is all of this wealth and stuff going on but the whole attitude is, this is not a great thing, these people are scary people and, you know, there are battles that have to be fought. and also, as the characters reveal their back stories, there were surprises. there were genuinely things, i thought "oh, i really didn't think the

and i thought. or my father used to measure that i'm. a father and then it is imagine some will come our set from a list box and i want to tell me a classic there was something in the file that i don't want them to spend on top of the trust like that that isn't a mess what i have i don't wish it to is the way i was much instead of should it be had been it buddy anybody at lunch at the time of the he admitted i said yes. this is what i did you were being silly. but the worst of. all school. tell you all get anybody there so there. was no you mission. to study on then ask about. soldiers or to. anyone in the. dealings with. the question. and some of the research that you don't wish me to read. something that's not a problem no one followed up with the need to ask. it within the family the nature i want to be on and going to give a good live there i doubt she dishes in the water then. she would welcome the full bottle into your mouth of your i would be for a lot of help mark for the long haul up and horse as a town where a lot of nice fresh

i thought it was really, really touching. — i mean, not creep up on you the way that the nun creeps up on you, or doesn't — but you don't realise that how bogged you are until you find yourself being swept up. that was really, really touching and charming. not least because of those two central performances, and the central characters — you want to know more about them. i thought it was great. i think you would really like it. i think i will. i never look at a jigsaw puzzle in the same way again. i never knew there were such a thing as competitive jigsaw! neither did i. i should look out for it. now best out, cold war. it should be austere, is it not? it is a romance that plays out over 15 years. it was inspired by the story of the director's, pawel pawlikowski's, parents. it starts in poland in the late ‘aos and goes over 15 years and crosses boundaries — musical and personal and political. you know, it has four by three square frame black and white. you would think it is kind of... but it is not. it is really passionate, it

and i thought. or my father used to measure that i'm. a father and all when it is imagine some will come our success some or all of the lost lives and i want to tell them a classic there was something in it that i don't want them to spend on top of the trust like that that is more than most what i had i don't wish it to is the way i was much instead of to be had been it buddy anybody unless you mean i'm of the he admitted as that you. know that you are being silly. but the worst of. all still. tell you all the anybody i said there. was only the missionary who study on us about. soldiers or. anywhere in the. dealings with. you but you know. this and some of the research that you don't wish me to read. something that might come up and no one caught up with the need to ask. the kid in the family the h.r. what we are going to do with the list. of issues in the water then the best choice we would welcome the full bottle into a mark of your i would be a lot of help mark for the long haul up and horse as the high. i love my fresh i don't believe

i thought that was quite a challenge because i think we had less than six days to pull that together for a summit on a saturday, and again, my remarks and my critiques are not a negative on the process, but to go through a summit that has about 200 people, to have our team members be given maybe about 2.5-minutes to present, from our point of view, the fire -- and i'm speaking for myself, i thought at best we could put up some recommendations that required, and that's what i reported. and i also gave you that copy, and i think you gave copies to the commissioners, but that's what i reported, but that's what it is. it's a report on that recommendation by three commissioners that cover those areas. i think those areas and categorical titles, i think they're all good. it separated out different recommendations. i myself looked at that there, and there were some pieces that were there, some pieces that i talked about. but basically, it was a piece that was put together, but i thought it was suffice enough material, and then, i thought the duty charged with that, it could go to the mayor.

he said, i never thought about it. he president in his last act before the collapse of the soviet union called the american president essentially to seek his affirmation. that was a very big deal, but that is the way he was. david: another member of the family decides to run for president, george w. bush. condoleezza: yes. david: you become the national security advisor, the first woman. condoleezza: yes. you are there and then 9/11 happens. condoleezza: yes. david: where were you on 9/11? condoleezza: i was at my desk. president bush was at that event in florida. just to show you our pre-9/11 thinking, i did not go with him that day. my assistant came in and said a plane hit the world trade center. first we thought it was an accident. i called president bush. then a few minutes later, we learned the second plane hit the world trade center and we knew it was a terrorist attack. and then just a procession over the day and the next several months of choices for the president of the united states. the united states had not

i thought it was really, really touching. of creep up on you — i mean, not creep up on you the way that the nun creeps up on you, or doesn't — but you don't realise that involved you are until you find yourself being swept up. that was really, really touching and charming. not least because those two central performances, and the central characters — you want to know more about them. i thought it was great. i think you would really like it. i think i will. i'll never look at a jigsaw puzzle in the same way again. i never knew there were such a thing as competitive jigsaw! neither did i. i should look out for it. best out is cold war. it should be austere, is it not? it's basically a romance that plays out over 15 years. it was inspired by the story of the director's, pawel pawlikowski's, parents. it starts in poland in the late ‘aos and goes over 15 years and crosses boundaries — musical and personal and political. you know, it's four by three, square frame, black and white. you would think it is kind of... but it is not. it's

i thought somebody slips in my coffee when i saw this.is difficult to work out what vladimir putin is up to, or what their superiors are up to, because these two burly lads went over to see salisbury. you can see the reading the description from wikipedia. it is wonderful, a 123 metre spire, a clock, and something that the locals do not even know. so they went there and it was a bit slushy in the snow, something that russians have never experience... 0h, russians have never experience... oh, no, they never experience no. and just a thing to mention is that the met office said there was no such no. so they went back to the hotel and then went back, pass me the victims' house, and then quickly got on a flight back. this big trip by these two burly lads to see this cathedral. and a lot of people said you cannot actually get in russia... not in russia. so a lot of people are saying what without too, and evenif are saying what without too, and even if they are trying to delineate these two gru agents, or they are showing us content, and that i

i. thought. i. was. not. there to get good out of me. i'm straight. we want a strong european union based on strong member states and we want a europe which sticks with christian heritage so number one we don't want europe to get rid of the christian heritage and we want the member states to stay as member states we don't want you know give up our nationality we don't want to give up our culture of we don't want to give you up for every three gentlemen for four. decades after the war a nazi doctor was still active. in the nineteen seventies crittle had as the chair of its board a man convicted of mass murder and slavery. the german company developed through the denied a drug that was promoted as completely safe even during pregnancy. it turned out to have terrible side effects what has happened to my baby is anything paul you know she said she's just cut short arms minix a little mind victims i have to this day received no compensation they never apologized for the suffering that not only want the money i want the revenge. for what the larger enough t

i thought being -- i bet she did say that. pushed him for some more details. >> and the details were once again a little different about when and where he last saw her, for example. it wasn't when he went to bed around 10:00 p.m. as he said on one occasion or 5:30 the next morning as he also said. no, this time mike said he last saw carol about 10:30 or 11:00 p.m. in the bathtub. >> how long was she in the tub? >> i used the bathroom. >> then he said maybe around midnight or 1:00 or 2:00, he heard the garage door went up and went to the door and saw carol's car driving away. >> lights -- >> hataillights? you're sure it was her car? >> yeah. >> also, remember the story about putting tape on the dresser drawers after carol left and later he found it broken? didn't remember that now. >> the tape -- >> i don't know. >> you don't know what that is? >> no. >> as he sat here in 2010, he did remember some other traps he'd set, even more elaborate. >> like i would take like baby powder and put it inside the door so if you stepped in, i

and i didn't think it was me, i thought it was him. o i didn't think -- and, by the way, nobody in my neighborhood had a warm, fuzzy, leave it to beaver relationship with their dad. they were all tough guys. my good friend david coleman had a father who was a world war ii vet, my other friend greg did. they all were not emotional men. and so i didn't think there was anything unusual about it. but i had a wonderful childhood. i was in the boy scouts, i played baseball, i swam. i had a wonderful childhood. >> host: larry elder, a lot like me, is the paperback version of dear father, dear son. thanks for joining us on booktv. >> guest: it's been my pleasure, peter. thank you for having me. >> join us monday for a special labor day edition of booktv on c-span2 starting at 8:30 a.m. with the national book festival from washington, d.c.. then at 5 p.m. eastern a profile on all points books weed to have y'all director adam bellow. at 6:30 p.m. eastern, a discussion with the librarian of congress, carla hay depp, and archivist of the united sta

he said, i never thought about it. id the president in his last act before the collapse of the soviet union called the american president essentially to seek his affirmation. that was a big deal. that is the way he was. david: another member of the family decides to run for president, george w. bush. you become the national security advisor, the first woman. you are there and then 9/11 happens. where were you on 9/11? condoleezza: i was at my desk. president bush was at that event in florida. just to show you our pre-9/11 thinking, i did not go with him that day. my assistant came in and said a plane hit the world trade center. first we thought it was an accident. i called president bush. a few minutes later, we learned the second plane hit the world trade center and we knew it was a terrorist attack. and then just a procession over the day and the next several months of decisions for the president of the united states. the united states had not been attacked on its own territory since the war of 1812. we had no structu

which i thought was excessive. o with great reluctance, it was a very reluctance, it was a very emotional moment and with great reluctance i had to forswear that citizenship. >> you renounced that citizenship. >>like the man in the bible i had great possessions or not great possessions in my case but enough. >>you realized this makes it impossible for you to be elected president of the united states. expensive decision >yes. >>tell me about your upbringing. we both have mothers who are professional painters. i found it interesting to tell me about your childhood. >> itis absolutely true my mother is a painter and i've always wanted to paint very badly myself. and indeed, do. it's a she's been an inspiration to me. by the way, she very much on the left. i don't know what relevance that is but she is. i am thoroughly supportive of me. by the way, she very much painters everywhere. connected to know. boris has the painter vote. and you were brought up in a mixed household, left and right. what rought you to your politi

i never thought history would be still under attack as it is today so i never thought they would be somuch news about things in the past, but it's here. i'm still going to say america is not perfect but we are special and i will always believe thati believe all of us critic of this country. we had tomato the day we were born hit lotto the day we were born here. with that, i want you to come to the microphone and tell me why am wrong or the radio show or fox in the morning. whatever you want. unless you're really shy group, which i understand you are not. because i can even get in the elevator because everyone so loud and deliberate. but i appreciate it. yes. >> i'm not shy but i think you gave a great speech and i think it's very important that we recognize the humanity of people in history. both the good and the bad. but i really need to push back on your view on the monument that were erected to them. most of those civil war monuments were erected after, way after the civil war. as a way of putting blacks in their place. [applause] and reminding them of their history in a negative wa

bad idea yeah i thought i was your united thought at. this stage of the race the slants will cross the border between camp and chicago. and the next stage will be the last me a kilo much as will dance before the guinness world record would be set. oh i see that. i did you back. your political job. or you could work to do that i don't want to give you a hint with what was to mislead you he was a boy and you must go to prove to. me he was your. teacher was just one of these evil. people you look at me and put up with this. what would. you. really what would you really think of those who work you would come out of. well please could you go could you. go through who was worse because the most beautiful book when you. were that would get through the roof because. if. he did. that i just did it darlie just. thought. oh my. god. that's right that's. probably not. over but it was. one. do you want. to ask it's got a bonus thought of the group. has happened to my baby is anything but. you know she said she's just got choked up minutes a little mi

my heart was pounding so hard after i thought it was going to come out of my chest. i feel safer having done that and that staying in one place where people might find out. what i do and who i am i don't want people. i don't want to be. by the people. i was a leading church one day. three four years ago now and i got to email it said i'm ready to commit suicide. and it was a transgender. for two or three years. i was actually exchanging information and talking with him on some level up to five times a day to keep from committing suicide he eventually. computer made. and this is. need any more than this. everything is. on the computer. to people. for twenty five years. it was when i did. everything begin to make sense to me. when i realized how important it was. to become psychologically emotionally and socially a healthy person that i wanted others who wanted to be transition to have a way to come back to that same experience that i have and if they have regret and want to. change. you know we're doing we're doing good billy contacted me by email like most people do a

oh, well, especially with two children, i thought i was gonna die.e. and i didn't-- i didn't know how to protect them, and perhaps i didn't always do it right. i said, you know, "nothing's gonna change in your life." but things do change, and, yeah, it was difficult. it hurt. it, you know-- it's, you know, you question yourself. so you married dr. bradley allen. jaclyn: uh-huh. he operated-- one of the doctors that operated on my dad. and, um, met him in the hospital, and who would have dreamed, you know? so why do you think this one worked? um, we share the same values. we see life the same way. harvey: i think you have even said that your children... - mm-hmm. - ...your love of them borders on obsessive. yeah, obsessive. yep, mm-hmm. so, yeah, and i try to hold back, and i think i've changed over the years, but from that first prenatal vitamin, it's about protect, protect, guide, teach, make sure you catch every raindrop, you know? but it's not, you know, as i've gotten to this point, i realize those raindrops have to fall. and they're gonna be oka

know just in the face of i thought i thought because you go on a whole lot in the not so i stick idea what what happened that i want that had been with the dean room or said to anyone on the dishes out there well. i'm going out on even this but it had that on calmly thought of them thought out i think martian a can with more of the whole of the show on about. not. so much to see no focus. to well let's talk a lot. of them on. the off. to sea island i'm going on with an issue that's what i would. close a lot on the on that you know me it. was so. well known. that i shot almost. nothing can shock and awe as you know well enough that the sure. i wash enough of my i. really did die on that on your own it. for the level would be a day on the. other. end of the government. not. to get kicked out of mere marriage. so what we've got to do is identify the threats that we have it's crazy. let it be an arms race off and spearing dramatic development is only really going to exist i don't see how that strategy will be successful very critical time to sit down and talk. lonely gets lost lonely guar

amber: but i thought it fit into your portfolio because of rvs. not at all? think there was definitely things that i understood about their business that were similar to the rv business. i really looked at this trailer business and said, "okay, how do you streamline the manufacturing process, and how do you steal ideas from the rv business?" and so i think my knowledge of the rv business and the rv manufacturing space would lend itself to this. i just didn't know they were gonna be bat[bleep] crazy. you guys have a successful business here. it does $4 million a year. you didn't just wake up on the wrong side of the bed and trip into $4 million. nancy: right. lemonis: you've done very well, but, i mean, i can see why you guys called me. nancy: um, who called you? we -- you all called us. ♪ oh, you called him? tom: well, i spoke to them. nancy: oh, you did? tom: mm-hmm. nancy: oh, okay. and the first place, that right there, i was never aware of that, so, yeah, i'm not happy about this at all. you sending something in -- you've been lying all this time, making

that i just did it darlie just. thought. oh i. know right that's right that's. probably not so much over but it was. one. well i think. what. else. do you want. to ask is that a poem is thought of like group. the two thousand one hundred kilometer rice was listed in the russian book of records a request for listing it in the guinness book of world records has been filed as well. join me every thursday on the alex simon show and i'll be speaking to guest of the world of politics sports business i'm showbusiness i'll see that. you know world of big partisan movies as lot and conspiracy it's time to wake up to dig deeper to hit the stories that mainstream media refuses to tell more than ever we need to be smarter we need to stop slamming the door on the back and shouting past each other it's time for critical thinking it's time to fight for the middle for the truth the time is now for watching closely. watching the hawks. will make this manufacturer come sentenced to public wealth. when the running clusters and protect themselves. with the financial merry go round

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i didn't know which way to go i wanted to be like my sisters i thought. i should be like my fifty years and my older sister started wearing makeup. with some of her makeup in the bathroom. and then in the sixth grade when i was. on the formerly teen and we had a new guy i think. he would do when he had a chance he wouldn't play with me he would fondo me and. try to get me to have an erection and just continue to play with me. i'm at the shed she were into a room. for just a moment. come on come you know and get you into a room back here you are going to keep moving around come on a quiet bad. hold one moment i will. silence the da. da da i don't need to lay down. go lay down first off my name is nature. i'm an author i've written eight books so far three of them to do with transsexuality i was born male grew up in a very conservative republican family my father was pretty much absent most of my childhood he was an alcoholic. my mother was mentally ill childhood was so troubled and trips so traumatic that in retrospect i was able to look at it and realize t

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you think about voting for me, i just wasn't what they thought i should be. then i got elected. ten times. and if there was anybody running that they thought might beat me, they'd always endorse that person. so yeah. and the press did pay attention to me. they did for the war. and they did on labor issues. and it was easier for me to deal with them half the time than my own newspapers. and one of my newspapers that always endorsed me, didn't endorse me one time, and the editor's family didn't talk to them for a week. [ laughter ] >> you know, politic is politics. it can be hurtful. truth be told, my ego was never really in. my real ego, the real lynn woolsey. my ego was with my family and me as an individual. this politics stuff, it's harsh. you buy into it to a point where it's all you are, it doesn't work. >> more generally speaking, did you notice a difference between the way the press would ask questions of women versus male members or just in how you were treated as a woman versus how the men might have been treated? >> not particularly the press. because i probably wouldn't

i thought, you know, dr. ford was so brave and so credible and composed while she was up there. and, of course, her treatment was interesting. i mean, i think that the republicans on the committee trying to divert everything and make this political, and she was just so composed and held true to her story and did what she should have, which is call for an independent investigation. >> zerlina, there have been so many women and there have been some men too who are survivors of sexual assault. talking about what this has meant for them. there is this just sort of incredible rawness in the air among the millions and millions of people who have experienced this today. it was kind of a watershed moment for that. >> i definitely agree with that, chris. i think it was a watershed moment because there are so many people who have experienced sexual violence in their life, whether they're men or women. and i think that what christine blasey ford did today was brave, and she spoke her truth. and so many of white house have survived -- i'm a survivor, chris. and i saw myself in dr. ford. i am

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i know the world and what we're talking about here. your thoughts. >> chris, you and i did not grow up in privilege. i grew up in the inner city of brooklyn, new york. and this kind of a world is pretty alien to me but here is a guy who was supposedly in the room where it happened hiding out in a far away room on the beach and we know that he's in hiding. and you ask me about the fbi. when i was a united states senator i had the privilege 24 years to recommend a number of people for judgeships, not supreme court, but the lower courts. the fbi always did a background check. and, guess what, a couple of times they learned a couple of things and they had to go way back and they came to me and said, uh-huh. so they're the ones who can do this. they don't have any prejudice, they're not political. they will go back and find the truth. and i will tell you, i know people that criticize my democratic colleagues but they made that point. and that is the only point that you can make when you're faced with this anger. mixed with crying. i've never seen it. it

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let me move i thought i mean who i can call on the other person that i see no. other time i don't know you. because i confide in a scene a lot about the mommy not that i mean look it up and you're getting like upset but you still call me just like any eminem and. just how it just it just makes you know i'll tell you just a little when you don't believe that my thought is merely my. putting guns i. think on to me i'm not i mean you know better than i do you know you don't want that here . because in my letter for just living today measures in a way. better secular benefit is. that i want to go to the eleventh. there are one other anti-gun other part of the club though that that not a lot of the money out of the money there lynette actually. this was a good time to. try to move there i'm. not that i want to get my little money in the house why not act and then again to our son or ex chanting in the hall people we believe just a little bit here. are a lot of my kids i don't want them up aside johnny boy are of the moment i thought of mother having a little accuser