it just felt like like it was over you know many of my close friends had died obviously victor sawyer had died and it was just the right time for me to come back to los angeles and then i went on with my life and just for a lot of years i didn't think very often about rush i mean i did get calls two or three times a year to do interviews certainly around victor birthday was death or about my days so i was connected here and there and i would get phone calls from some of my friends unfortunately they would call me to tell me somebody else had passed away which was very sad every time i had. an insecure seven gakkel call me on the phone i would shake because i was afraid when i picked it up they were going to tell me somebody else passed away and i didn't you know that was just a very hard thing to deal with but you know it just happened that that that periods happen in life and then it's over and you move on and i think there's still a lot of allure in the brokers lifestyle that sense of freedom spontaneity the lack of commitment the lack of league ations excitement i wonder if you if

you know victor sawyer they were amazing people and amazing artists and i think the fact that they did everything there did they did and their music even though they couldn't make money there there's something that feels good about that it was so pure and i think that's what people miss is the pureness of it you know now everybody makes money off their music you know there's not really underground bands because there doesn't need to be everybody can try to go and do it but the fact that at that period they were so creative and so inspiring at a time that they couldn't be on t.v. they couldn't do big tours and they couldn't make money i think again it comes down to the pureness of who they were as people and as artists listen i'm not for some time i am so lucky that i got to be there at that time and live through it with those incredible people now i'm sure you've heard that this new movie directed by carroll said every city every new of cold lives or summer about those years when you got a lot of flak from people who actually lived through that period for example from barry is a good b