until i went home on a tour with farlow and eventually became clear to me that i could not in good conscience continue to be a part of the war at that point i became the first combat veteran to publicly refuse to go back to war based on morality and based on my own assertion that the war was oil driven. after five months the area of being on the ground and being a wall and putting together a conscientious objector claim. i decided to surrender to the military. and that made my case very political to the military commander. on the military installation. i was very scared of what the military would would do to me if i spoke out against a war and surrender. you may not know or maybe you do know they still have the death penalty for the searchers in a time of war so i was really afraid of buck and i had no idea what would happen there. so i mean it is. it was authorized. under the treaties which we have thought. precedent which we. have to. take more if you want to be a practice i didn't find obedience to it sorry. you didn't order it illegal intervene in order to commit a crime don't do it. quic