here selves noirmont if you have to prove yourself year in year out starting when you're really young. you know you fight to get into the national squad and also to get financial assistance you learn the business over the years but the older you get and the higher the pressure gets the harder it gets. and they can buy my gun because i'm not i'm happy . dealing with the pressure is part of the job if you're too slow you're out of the squad and you lose your funding through car tourney and couldn't go to the winter olympics in south korea. she's a member of the german armed forces and her special status there was in jeopardy while she was out of action francisca very hard as a sports psychologist. if you lose your spot in the national squad you can't be what's called a sports soldier any longer. and that's a problem because you have to keep training it's not so easy you can stay in the army but getting time off to train is much more difficult. for going to. wind from . benton fluke has recovered from her injury up to twenty a team german championships she took third place in the five th