wonder if perhaps nitish moment i talked to him about it recently that like someone once told me a tiger makes 19 attempts before ripping into its prey to avoid and obviously people are preoccupied with other things. but that doesn't mean that i'm not ok. this is something i want to work on. i want to cut through this negative recurring thought. and. marcus was caught off guard by his relapse he'd been doing so well. trapped in a vicious circle of negative thoughts he retreated further and further from the real world. of often the case. of life i started to think i was in a place that nobody else could understand and that my thoughts were unique. to listening on the other. or. on the phone and i visited friends in hamburg and felt lonely when i was there simply because i was different. not because my friends had changed but because i was different then one evening i thought i had reached the end in this. new york uniform i travelled to keel. and wanted to throw myself off the high bridge lost. but i didn't do it. from this point i had reached a point where i saw that i wasn't able to put

those that have been doing the pre-work for this meeting whether they've reached a settlement of nitish and diden james just very briefly can you give me a bit of a comparison as to how this feels now this g. 20 and i saw as compared to the g. 20 when azeris when there was a trade that was struck. yes but that was not a trade settlement to the dispute it was as you say a truce president trouble now talking about something much more optimistic we must wait and see and that's how do you get ahead james is there live for us and our stock of keeping an eye on everything from the g. 20 will be coming back here i'm sure very shortly jane thanks for that. well there is lots happening all over the world today and we'll be telling you much more about what's going to be happening in osaka let's tell you a little more about what's on our website which is primarily about the g. 20 today and and all the different meetings that are taking place there between leaders do go to our website for more details about ongoing coverage from osaka that's al-jazeera dot com. all that said from maine a star at th

the last person i would mention here is nitish kumar. here is a man who began his career as a political figure who joined the nda, won two seats last time and then rejoined the nda and is now 16 seats, so he becomes once again a pivotal player in north india. who are the big losers again other than the congress? i think we'll talk a lot about the congress in the q & a. one was mandal politics. they gave reservations for backward castes in education universities and civil service jobs. whether it's the two big regional parties, the smp and the bsp. a lot of these parties did quite poorly. the leader of the bsp did manage to win double digits in terms of seats. she won zero seats in 2014, so in that way it's an improvement. but this combine of the scp and the bmp, which the bmp hoped to sweep her in this, did not succeed in that objective. the second one is arvin arvind kejriwal approximate party. they won just one seat in the state of pajab. seven seats, which the aadmi is the second ruling party in the state, and they've all gone to the