every thing came to a complete and the day that i was raped i got there in february by april i was drugged and raped for the 1st time i had like a cold or pneumonia like sometimes and so they sent me to get shut down and while i was waiting to be examined. and came in any help himself he said he was going to the bathroom and he came into my room and and that's when he raped me the entire time i was screaming and yelling for help and for him to stop nobody came to the door nobody came to help me and maurice cure anything they made it very very clear . if i said anything they were going to kill me. you know in then of course i didn't have anyone to go talk to because the people that were perpetrating me were the police. it was my 1st time ever and was had a tough time convincing myself that i'm still. if this is happening to me you know i can only imagine surely i'm not the only one which i found out later going through the claims process that i wasn't. it's just after 3 am i see a shadow of a human head over my body next thing you know that i'm awake and like he's on top of me pushed my leg

and i was absolutely scared didn't know what to do i call my dad. when the 1st thing she said was bad. and. i said. what happened he said i was right. and you're a virgin. because. tribute. don't ever think you're. my main nerve in my spine was 3 places and my hips are rotated. my title is director of military plans and personnel policy for the navy. we have specifically trained judge advocates our navy lawyers in our naval criminal investigative service those investigators are all specifically trained in sexual assault any report of a sexual assault is fully investigated in the united states navy they didn't take care of it for a year and a half they were tracking down witnesses they had all these students that are. and they can walk them down and say hey you're only hold talking to statement and i didn't and i went through 3 investigators it was like ok i'm giving this case that's what it's sort of felt like oh right i'm giving this case i'm going to take care of it oh well this is really want to really want to deal with it females would come up to

i am. sorry that i'm the man. caught it saying. that there was. a model but i didn't. know. was. 150 found helicopter you know you're everywhere and it doesn't matter with your own man or woman only that you're on. the time. i am. 500. stocks in guest house it's a lot of work it's totally it's. there was a waiting list for the navy over a year and i knew i didn't wait that long so i had a friend to me about the coast guard and i went to the coast guard and they said that they could get me in within a month so said ok. i tried college and. i had. a good job but as a married and and east texas i bought my own little house and the military was something i always wondered till i come from the family i was always taught that it's every citizen's duty to join the military if you can you should. so i want to go ahead and join and start a career. but air force i was 17 years old i had a boyfriend that encouraged me to go in so that's why he didn't give you permission to go. when i was in high school i was impressed with the marines that i had met colonel that used to run laps around

and i was good at basketball. so that enabled me but even then i'm think about blackness in the very particular way. it was a very kind of limited notion of it and think can about blackness i didn't include my papers in that formulation of blackness and that was a mistake i made. i thought of them as immigrants, outsider who ha come in and thin thought they're black as well. they're blackness is a legitimate experience, and why am i -- just because nicer not a nigerian character on the fresh prince of belair doesn't mean there wasn't a black experience and i was craving this sense there was a blackness that people were pining for, that it wanted to jump aboard the train as well and had to grow older before i could say there's a multidimensional blackness i can inhabit that has space for someone like me. >> thank you for the question. >> hello. i'm nigerian, also railed in white suburbia. my question -- >> roku. we'll joan a what's app group. >> i think for me, so i had a boyfriend who when he found out where i was

and i was like, an ipad? show's going to go >> jimmy: yeah >> and i was like -- so i - >> jimmy: there's no title for the show >> no, it was "untitled dan fogelman" while we were doing the pilot. and so we all of course accumulated our list i sent it over and -- but the one that i chose was -- it was like, "this, me, and you" or like "this is me and you," or something i'm just saying, i think i named our show [ light laughter ] i'm pretty sure. [ cheers and applause i'm pretty sure he was inspired >> jimmy: wait, so it was "this, me, and you"? >> no. like, "this is me and you. >> jimmy: oh i thought it was "this, me, and you. then i'm like -- >> well, that's not great. >> jimmy: that would be -- well, what if it was two people that an alien comes to live with them? [ light laughter ] >> exactly >> jimmy: "this, and me, and you. >> well, aren't we all aliens? >> jimmy: i know right [ light laughter ] so you said -- >> together: "this is me and you" >> or something along those lines. >> jimmy: you totally named

so i was missing homework because i didn't see that it was assigned. and sometimes instructors would read the assignment from the back of the room, and i wouldn't hear him. i i did no homework was being assigned. so i realized if i just tried to be a student, i'll never be successful. i had to both the student and my own teacher advocate. that's when things change. i started advocating for my rights. i started checking in, what are the strategies to get up close to the assignments if you can't see or hear the assignments? i would go to the teacher after every class and ask, what did i mess? what assignments are there? and and i continued doing that o high school. my grades went up. i started getting straight a's when i i took responsibility fr my education. and the school actually was more accessible than most schools. most schools throughout the united states don't even provide blind students braille. so once i heard the assignment, they would miss out on the opportunity to do the reading and stand top of classes. and those types of barriers force stud

>> i think it was around -- eight. i foind found pornography. as the dial up kind you had to wait. >> i had been struggling with this since i was 11 years old. >> i remember vividly seeing the image on my computer and having this first orgasm with technology. >> i was exposed when i was probably 7 or 8. and then i would say i started using regularly when i was 10. >> i first saw pornography when i was around 9 years old. i actually did have a cell phone or a computer. i had a nintendo ds and they came out of a new model where you can access the internet and by the time i turned 11 years old, i was watching pornography on a regular bases. by the time i was 13, i was fully addicted topography. to pornography. >> many others in the no fap community were addicted to porn at a young age. now report side effects such as reduced sex drive. erectile dysfunction and social anxiety. >> porn is a big issue for my wife. i have gone through a lot of guilt around it. porn causes me to not be able to perform sexually and sometimes thinking about having sex with

and as i was getting chelsea, i could see very clearly that the fire was already at the house. oor and went on out, put chelsea in the trunk. the cage didn't quite fit in the trunk, but i closed the lid hard enough that it fit. >> just as i got to the garage door was when the lights went out. i could hear a cracking noise, like a lightning strike. at this time, bob was yelling from inside the house, "i can't find my car keys." and i said, "we'll just take my car." >> there were embers swirling. there were small dust devils of, not dust and trash, but embers and flame. >> when allyson turned and ran away from us, and i saw the flame and smoke come behind her, is when i first went into a state of shock. it was very confusing. everything was -- just felt off. it didn't -- it wasn't flowing. >> i had to leave so that everybody else could get out because i'm blocking everyone. so lori and i are in my truck. we start heading down the driveway slowly looking for allyson. >> where is allyson? we can't find her. and we're driving and we're looking. and we're trying to figure out. and the

i had a ball. it was tremendous. talking about golf, your favorite course to play of any, other than the ones you might have designed, i assume you like those the most -- jack: it's like who is your favorite child, the same thing. david: which ones would you say were your favorites to play? jack: well, if i had one round, probably pebble beach. i love pebble beach. the scene out there, i love the u.s. amateur there. i won the u.s. open, three others out there. i just love the place. my two favorite places in the game are augustine national and st. andrews. david: when you finish your professional career, it was in 2005. your last tournament was the british open. was that emotional? jack: yeah. yeah. david: you had your family there. jack: i had my family there. they were all there. my son, steve, caddied for me. we stopped on a bridge across the 18th fairway. we didn't get a decent picture of steve because steve was crying too much. tom watson was crying. they are all emotional. i'm trying to figure out how to finish

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i had no idea. that was the first time i learned and what was hard about it was i asked her, what happened? why did he die? and she said, you know, we don't know. for sure. it could have been the plane crash. it could have been the pediatrician who wasn't paying careful enough attention to what was going on, i never had full confidence in him. it could have been that you were just the stronger of the two and that you consumed the lions share of the resources. and i heard that as, am i being blamed for the death of my sibling? i know that's not what my mother meant but that's what i heard. and so that was a moment that i never really let go of. margaret: you take somebody else's job as well, take someone else's work as well as your own, do you feel you carry that with you? susan: i don't know that i thought about it that way. i'd known from my childhood that i was a strong personality and a strong character and that i had a lot of self-confidence even from an early age. and i was an athlete, a tomboy. threw a

i was not taught hate at home. i had to look at these people who were very insular and plain old ignorant people, including the governor. that is where i was coming from. then, even atsane 14, because i had the right to be there. bei knew i had the right to there. that was by stating above it all. it may not work for the other eight, but it worked for me. that is the way i don't with -- dealt with them. >> dr. roberts, you are a psychologist. are you sane? [laughter] >> i truly doubt it. re?would you know if you we can we pass the mic to you? >> i am a teacher at central high school, and i must stand mrs. lanierk you to for coming to my classroom and talking to the students. it was a beautiful, awesome moment. studentson is -- with from all over the spectrum falling through the cracks, without having the obstacles 1957, what are your thoughts? what are some things you can share that we as a community can reach out to those students, or know, them today, you obstacles you are facing now -- you can't compare to what y

[l ghter] bush: when i was president, i would ca bill and, you know, he was ver helpful. and it wasn't-- you ow, it was, uh, he knew a lot about a variety of issues-- particularly international affairs that i was interesd in-- i knew i could count on him for good advice, ind he was gracious eceiving my calls. i knew i could count on him for good advice, rubinstein: president clinton, all of us who have gone to school cognize that sometime there's somebody who's a student body president who's a class president, and everybody thinks this person could be president of the united states but none of them actually have made it except you. most people burn out and they say, "i don't want to still be a leader," and you've managed to pull this off. what would you think the qualies were that might-- instilled by yourother or what? well, i also lost two elections along the way, which kind of keeps you humble first of all, i think all that stuff's kind of way overrated. i think i got elected 'cause i was the... basically, we're the last generation that was born w. i was 10 years old b

when i was very. before the transplant foreign travel was out of the question. sightseeing in san francisco i wander around chinatown in the past even short trips within europe were difficult. isn't well off time and if we wanted to go on holiday in italy we had to plan every last detail i had time you had to make dialysis appointments everywhere and to get in touch with doctors and send over reports it was always a massive undertaking. but i was all over. the difficulties of the last few years are long forgotten. guns. that cost the friendship of laos still attends regular checkups and also takes medicine but he's adjusted easily to his new found freedom. i don't feel blood because this is a normal life you forget that waiting for an organ donor is an exceptional situation once you have a new organ things can go back to normal but it's not like a huge explosion before something for other. life has also gone back to normal the transplant was 3 years ago but maggie is now 57. at one point her body began

i think i was getting soft, mild discrimination. as not suitable for me to be talking about marketing, i was technical, and generally feeling that i was not allowed to expand from being a technical person to what i became, a manager. i hope a good manager, i've really worked very hard at that. but the fact that doors were closed or were very, very hard to open really made me quite assertive, aggressive — i believe in equal pay, i will carry my own things, i will do my own things, and that set a tone, perhaps for what was going on in the rest of the world. well, we're now talking now about the late 1950s and the very, very early 1960s, a time when perhaps the word "feminism" was just beginning to be used although, frankly, for many women, it probably still was not a word they were terribly familiar with. i personally avoided the word because it was very much anti—male, which i assure you, iam not, but... you really felt the early forms of feminism to be anti—men? it was. yes, it was. the men did not like it and we had to — i mean, now

i thought also that it was racism, but what was predominant was i thought it was black people. and then when i -- a few weeks into my college life at fam u in tallahassee, like black folk across florida experienced the election of 2000 where pretty much this voter suppression was ascendant and pretty much through the election to -- threw the election to george w. bush in the faces of black people. and those firsthand and secondhand stories of people's votes being spoil or being turned away were flooding into famu because famu students were representing the entire space. so i heard racism, racism, white ray is schism in particular. and it was undeniable, right? and it ultimately caused me -- i didn't really see it actually as racism at the time. i saw it as white people. >> host: right. >> guest: because almost all of the people who were engaged in these acts were white. >> host: right. >> guest: and so then i went from, okay, the problem is black people and to some extent is a racism, and the problem is black people, to a certain extent racism and white people. and then i went w

justice ginsburg: i was called on a saturday in vermont, where i was to attend a wedding. justice ginsburg: i was called on a saturday in vermont, where i was to attend a wedding. bernie nussbaum said the president wants to meet you. please come out to d.c. and i said, well, i've come all this way to attend a wedding. can i come tomorrow morning? [laughter] and he said, fine. you'll go right from the airport to the white house. and i said, but i'll be wearing my traveling clothes. well, that is ok. the president would be just coming off a golf course. so i arrive in my plainclothes, handsomemes a very president wearing his sunday best, because he had just come from church. [laughter] ms. totenberg: so what was the conversation like? what kinds of things did he ask? and did you have a good time, or were you in interview agony? justice ginsburg: i didn't hear that -- >> did you have a good time? justice ginsburg: i had a wonderful time. it was very easy to talk to the president. we talked about constitutional law. after all, he was a constitutional law professor. we talked ab

amateur when i was 15 years old. that time, he had gotten paralyzed as he went on, but he was still walking with canes at that time. and he saw me play. in the last practice round, he says, young man, i am going to come and watch you play tomorrow. here i am a 15-year-old kid, playing in my first amateur, and the greatest player who ever bob jones, wanted to come and watch me play. he came out in a merely bogey, bogey, double bogey. lost my match, but it was a great experience. he became a good friend. he was great counsel. he was a really, really good man. david: so you decided ultimately to turn professional in the year after you won the second amateur. you won the u.s. amateur twice. jack: yeah. david: you decided you would make a career out of it? jack: i didn't have any more goals to do in amateur golf. and i wanted to be the best i could be at playing golf. so i said, the on the record do that is to play against the best -- the only way that i could do that is to play against the best. play against the pros. da

i would start off with what was the impetus for this book? >> like the rest of the world i observed national terrorist attack in paris organized by a few young men who had grown up in europe mostly belgium and france and turned against europe and european men decided they wanted to join a foreign enemy and attack their own hometown so 500 people and i saw this but i never thought about jihadist or violence before but i just saw these young guys and i thought they grew up and not very different from me newcomers and second-generation european. in and out of criminal lifestyles and have seen their friends go through drama. and very much people i could have grown up with but then they wind up in this place i have a hard time understanding so i wanted to know i saw a lot of emotion and frustration from all sorts of different backgrounds and i wanted to write a book that would explain what we might learn from their experience not these fringe young men that could teach us nothing but the result of a lot of things that everyday people can relate to.

i got educated i love the military. was 19 and i went to the cello all alone and the next thing i know i was laying on the ground i was struck from behind and 2 guys hold me down and one guy was pulling my pants down. and. you know. he was taking care of his business and you know struggled and i was being struck and hit and told you know told to shut up or they'd kill me. and i see how it destroyed my life. i mean that i'm i've been married 3 times this luckily i have a wife right now who i've been married to for 25 years. you start wondering you start sort of you know you're coming up with reasons why things are the way they are and for a long time i kept thinking i don't know if this something something else. i had never told anybody over 30 years i decided to tell my wife. it was the scariest moment my life i was going tell my wife she was going to leave me and i would be lost without her i mean honest to god i couldn't i couldn't get up every morning without my wife. you know. and i told i felt horrified and i felt sad

i read a lot of science fiction. that wastion. >> i have heard you say you do believe in, like, pushing toward things you are afraid of. you talked about standing in an elevator and making it -- and having an awkward experience intentionally. >> that's awkwardness. that's -- i suppose there's fear involved in that, but i -- so your dad dies and your brothers who are almost as big as your dad because they're yur your older brothers. they hung the moon, in your mind. so suddenly this important thing disappears and important things suddenly lose some of their power. supposedly important things. doesn't mean you didn't love your dad or your brothers any less, but things supposedly have status don't have status anymore. and so being willing to be ridiculous of nr not worrying w people thought of your status, suddenly became easier and actually the -- sort of the -- the bits of embarrassment that you might feel about being ridiculous in public, like, singing out loud in an elevator full of strangers, which is an awkward and embarra

>> miller: i was in shock. e saying i just put aside a year and a half of my life, so he could go to county jail for three months. there are young men, particularly young men of color, serving longer sentences for non-violent crimes, for having a teenie-weenie bit of marijuana in their pockets. and he's just been convicted of three felonies. and he's going to serve one month for each felony. how can you explain that to me? >> whitaker: chanel didn't think her voice had been heard, but it had. the news website buzzfeed asked to publish her impact statement in its entirety. without giving it much thought, she agreed. >> miller: i didn't think it would take off anywhere, and i actually felt really vulnerable again, thinking, "why am i putting myself out there one last time?" you know, "who's going to sit and read through this entire thing?" but then the views started trickling in, and soon it was 100,000, then 500,000. and by the end of the day, it was a million. >> whitaker: within four days, it hit 11 million. by

last year i was with him, i was not allowed to leave -- the last year i was with him, i was not allowed to leave the house. his paranoia and control took over to the point where i had no control over anything i could do. he was murdered in 2002. i was initially charged with conspiracy to his drug operations. the charges were dropped. i moved on with my life. i gave my life to the lord. i started focusing on myself and bettering myself. i met a wonderful man. we got married. had two beautiful daughters. i would bring it with my third daughter when i was indicted five-and-a-half years later on all of those crimes that were committed five or six years prior. in 2008way to prison when my daughter was six weeks old. autumn was four. abel was two years old. needless to say, prison destroyed my small young family. -- to is set up to set up separate industry bonds. as a mother, need to be there for your children. i was initially sent to illinois. i was getting regular visits. i was able to see the girls six to eight weeks. the prison closed. i was sent to florida. now, i saw my daughters once a

to do and i was a great team winner. i really enjoyed the whole challenge of it i got several different awards and. it was mainly men i love that i could blend in and keep up with the guys and work as hard as. i knew how you were challenging and education was talking. my senior year i was selected to be one of the top 30 leadership positions by the company great officers there. after basic i went to the naval security group alaska i remember getting there you know issued a parka got set up in my room and then he took me to the bar which was in her barracks and set down in a table were it was me and about 10 other guys. and you know kind of felt like a piece of meat on a slab at that point and i never wanted to turn around and leave so much of my life that i couldn't. yeah yeah. i. did. i'm a corrie december 17th of 2007 i was on watch when she got to the station and then this blew me away when she walked in. please write. orders ok thank you. the command told us that she was coming then there were some issues but we didn'

always find it ironic while the fed acknowledged i was only guy saying things were falling apart, i was the only guy in the media vilified for telling people to sell dammed if you do and don't that era has changed and changed me it changed the show. it was more of metamorphosis because i added language meant to describe a new pan femanifes. i say every night in some form or another, the show is meant to educate, inform and teach and say it in different times and ways each night. that's very important and very different from the original show, a total break in a lot of ways because i think it's not enough to give you stock ideas in fact, we deliberately minimized them over the last, well, decade we want for you to be able to understand the process and depict them for yourself or more important, we want you to understand the stock market enough for you to make a judgment whether you can do it yourself now, me, i love individual stocks, have for years and years and years. i think they can be tremendous vehicles that can lead to great wealth our shows identification with certain stocks

one of the 1st things i was told my entire dinner was. don't worry because the marines will think you want to sleep with them and i thought that's just ridiculous the atmosphere off the bat at marine barracks washington was was horrible people asked me what sexual favors had i performed to get my orders there . there is a senior officer in my command who the 1st time he spoke to me he said marines here are nothing but objects for the marines to. shows up at my work. all of the new females get talked about. so i stopped all the. i mean i did it got progressively worse and worse they determined that i welcome the sexual harassment by wearing my regulation length uniform skirt and running and running shorts. there were several junior female marines that came up to me crying while i was there saying that they felt humiliated to come to work. the. one of the duties at marine barracks washington was a ceremonial drill. evening parades are what you would see on the news the. president everybody goes to those type of things. after the parades. all

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>> i think my intuition was pretty right. i think he was a very dangerous man. k he would retaliate. >> all you knew was what he was telling you. >> yes. and his to sort through that. he spoke in half truths. >> the jurors did not hear bobbi speak of these things. after weeks of testimony and 13 hours of deliberation, they did arrive at a verdict. as the jury filed back into the courtroom, bobbi says she was hopeful. >> there was actually no credible evidence. >> but that hope quickly evaporated. the jurors found her guilty. were you shocked? >> yes. yes. i think everybody in the courtroom was shocked. >> you had 38 defense witnesses, and the jurors didn't believe them. >> no. they didn't believe any of them i guess. >> the district attorney thought justice was done. >> it was just a sense of relief that, you know, that we had prevailed on it. >> there were those who thought you should have had the warden on trial, as well. >> yeah. i don't doubt that. personally, i think he is to blame to some extent for allowing an environment within the prison as far as securi

i wasn't involve which was disappointing. -- [ laughter ] i never spoke to shia labeouf. >> seth: got you >> and so i felt like that was -- you'll hurt the movie a little bit [ laughter ] >> seth: yeah. >> but i've got to say, the only part -- i thought shia labeouf did a pretty good job, actually. >> seth: yeah. >> the only problem is he has no muscles in his legs. [ laughter ] >> seth: okay, yeah. at is a very - >> i said, "i have muscles, okay!" >> seth: that's a very hard thing to fake for an actor >> so that hurt. >> seth: there you go. >> but besides that, it was, you know, how often you get -- you know, you go -- where a movie is made about you >> seth: yeah, that's fantastic. >> got to look at the bright side >> seth: there you go. and now you're doing voice over work it's all happening for john mcenroe >> a narrator. >> seth: narrator. i'm sorry. >> i'm not -- narrator >> seth: i did not mean to offend you [ laughter ] give it up for john mcenroe, everybody! we'll be right back with toni collette. [ cheers and applaus

i know it was as you said, it was very accurate. i thought it was two. so i really enjoyed watching them. i remember the integration of stadium one time, there were so many african-americans begin to watch him pitch that they really didn't have any choice but to integrate stadium we put us. blacks who previously did it. they chose to sit over the third-base side. never a small section. in a very small section. >> do remember hearing people who are opposed to the integration of baseball. ration of the stadium etc. >> oyez. very much so. >> what were some of the comments. >> they went through, they would talk we put the schools and they protested that. then they would make comments like emma this cannot be happening. now they want to integrate our baseball park. now they want to integrate into the army i love this stuff. it was really sad. i would like to say that we are over that now that we did go through that period of time. it wasn't a good time but it was a dark part of the history. of this whole nation. sharon: american history. >> can work to do and

i was also an au addict and i was an alcoholic and i was homeless. i came here and slept in the alley. i've been every street out here that you can name and through the years i did want to get help. i didn't know how. and so after more abusive relationships, i finally got a good guy and it was his choice for us to get clean. he said we gotta get clean in order to make it here in san francisco. i'm going to stop doing what i can do so that you can get your act together. and so i decided -- because i've been in all the shelters out here. i know how the shelters work. i decided to stay next door. i stayed there for a year. and i behaved. from there, i went into an s.r.o. they placed me in a single-room occupancy is what it is called. a room with a bathroom and i stayed there for five years and prior to me -- when i first moved into the s.r.o., my mother was dying of cancer and she didn't tell me because she knew it would take me out. i had a year of clean on me and i didn't look back and thought that's not what my mother would want. i'm going to stay cle

i was born and raised in mississippi. hink i had a - - as soon as i could stand up straight and wouldn't wobble. i came from a family of humble beginnings. my family began as sharecroppers. mr. abernathy, he was some kind of man. my parents were tricked many times and told they had made enough. they wanted to leave that life. i saw my mother come up with a plan to escape that type of life. you would have thought we were living in slavery times. she had to cook food and sell it secretly while my father was working on house that they had bought in all of france.at five years old,, when i was five years old, they were able to get out of that sharecropping environment and move to olive branch. one thing i can say about my parents, they didn't just talk about faith. they lived faith. i saw it demonstrated. we didn't have a lot financially but what we did have was love and togetherness. family unity. and i wouldn't trade that for anything. my mother was very active and my father, in the civil rights movement. my mother was a, as

i was drunk, but aware. h a massive headache, and lay motionless for a few minutes, running back through the memories from the night before. i saw myself coming into the house, going into the kitchen, getting the glass of water and the paracetamol, and then it came. the intrusive thought. i had taken a whole box of paracetamol tablets. i could feel the sensation of the cardboard in my fingers, the feeling of swallowing each tablet. i was in danger, grave danger. i ran downstairs in search of the physical evidence. i rifled through the cupboard. i found just one box of paracetamol, and it was almost full, with only two tablets missing. with overwhelming relief i realised i was going to be fine. i was fine. but... hang on. how could i be sure? how could i be absolutely, 100% sure that the box of paracetamol that was in the cupboard was the same box that had been there last night? what if i had taken all those tablets and then drunkenly thrown the box in the bin? and just like that, there it was. another memory.

so i was like, i need a tv -- so i was like, i need one here on the lanai.ed one in the kitchen. i'm going to need it in my office then obviously, the media room i was like, i'm going to need it in the bathroom and my dressing room and then in my bedroom. oh, the guest room the only room in my house that doesn't have it is the guest bathroom >> seth: wow [ light laughter ] >> he says, he goes, i'm a little concerned it's going to start looking like a sports bar. i was like, that's the dream, homie! [ cheers and applause that's the dream >> seth: you -- anything -- anything you want to shout out anything you're loving right now? >> i mean, i feel like everybody at this point knows that "fleabag" is - >> seth: the best. >> second season is the perfect season [ cheers and applause >> seth: it's perfect television >> it was perfect tv as was the episode -- i don't want to give anything away, the episode with the little girl in "barry." >> seth: yeah, amazing >> i feel like that should have been submitted for an oscar. >> seth: yeah. i think it will still win som

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they took my urine and they told me that i was pregnant. you know there's a wife and there you know and maybe her life will be better than mine and i got to make sure that so. she was very special. sometimes it takes a different kind of action to cause change to calm. and sometimes. a loss. i grew up on military bases my dad was career army when i was a child when we answer the phone we just have to say colonel burks quarters and because of that i have as i have an understanding of the level of control that the military exercises that perhaps most in civilian life don't have. the fare structure and it is a judicial doctrine that was developed by the supreme court that says if you're in the military you cannot sue for something that happens to you that's incidental your military service if you military doctors amputate the wrong limb you are out of luck you cannot sue for that for that harm that's been done to you so we filed a lawsuit in federal court on behalf of 16 men and women seeking to bring former secretary rumsfeld and secretary gate

i think he was a referendum on them. in terms of him not being prepared for the presidency i would agree with that i think he thought it would be great to win but you can never get him to talk about what it would be like to be president. look, i'm a republican. i'm in a sort port his reelection. that's it they've come about. you're not really get to see the big type of change until 2024. >> let's do some questions. as trump is trumpet in a win in 2020. >> objectively he should. subjectively who knows because he could screw anything up. every incumbent gets reelected. and the opposite. i think that has to do with hillary herself. in the amount of people that voted all democratic. >> i do think he likely win reelection. i think he's done a good job defining the democrats. and been for socialism. i think that will ultimately prevail. not much he can do to screw it up. >> you have totally convinced me. >> hold on. we are going to get another mike reddy. is there an outcome out there that matters to him. just to pick up on wha

i was ecstatic. in sicily i thought i was the only crippled girl in the world and here i found myself surrounded by so many disabled girls and boys them first english learn is learn was the name of the different disabilities, some of the names were difficult to pronounce, cerebral palsy, muscular dystrophy, spinal muscular at trophy, i was great when i found out i could use acronyms. cp, md, sma, the names of other disables sounded italian, and were easier to pronounce and to remember. dystonia, osteogenesis imperfecta. i don't understand how you can say osteogenesis imperfecta and not cerebral palsy, complained one of my few friend, jane. personally, offended because her disable was cerebral palsy. to make up for the offense i told her how easy it was for me to understand her because of her cp. her speech was wonderfully slurred. so i grasped a another of what she said while i couldn't understand the other kids who spoke too fast. i was glad that in english my disability was called the same as it was

and i was, like, no! it is a ghost! and i was convinced. me till 5:00 in the morning, but she married me, so it's fine. >> stephen: awesome. aasif, nice seeing you. thanks so much for being here! "evil" premieres tomorrow at 10:00 pm on cbs! aasif mandvi, everybody! we'll be right back with comedian kevin comia. ( cheers and applause ) ( band playing ) look? that life of the party look walk it off look one more mile look reply all look own your look... ...with fewer lines. there's only one botox® cosmetic. it's the only one... ...fda approved... ...to temporarily make... ...frown lines.... ...crow's feet.... ...and forehead lines... ...look better. the effects of botox® cosmetic, may spread hours to weeks after injection, causing serious symptoms. alert your doctor right away as difficulty swallowing, speaking, breathing, eye problems, or muscle weakness may be a sign of a life-threatening condition. do not receive botox® cosmetic if you have a skin infection. side effects may include allergic reactions, injection site pain, headache, eyebr

i think when i was 17 that was 16 i think i was 16 and that was just -- i suddenly thought that does ot explain any of it then. it had been going on for so much longer than that. that was hard. even the night but things happen with charlie i had e-mails and wrote to him that night saying he would never hurt me and not after the head injury that he would never hurt me. i was writing this i had a broken toe in my wrist was in a splint and i was saying that he would never do this thing that he'd obviously done so i think it's hard to underestimate how powerful that reality distortion is. it's not just the person was experiencing it but anyone who's living committee to these relationships to some degree subjects to the reality bending that goes on to justify it. >> you could say enabling in a way. i want to get back to that but i want to talk about memory. the questions you flirt with in the text about memory and putting this book together it seems like it involves interviewing with a lot of people putting different forces together and trying to ferret out the truth. what really happened

i was on the earlier side of my career. i i knew the competitors in spae are hiring people as gc with many more experience than i had. and so i was concern that it wasn't going to be able to live up to what the role required. and i was actually pretty open with our cofounders about those concerns, and bridges were like sort of brushed them off, like no, we worked with you for a few years. we know which are capabilities are. it will be fine. yes. and so i just have to take that at face value and kind of dive in. it's been interesting, like open of the course of close to seven years which feels like 50 years, that i've outlasted many other, they gc is a my companies and many other folks and i've taken the company through its whole lifecycle at this point. i actually just it have to be really sort of single and and long-term focused, -- sanguine, and that police and myself. of course i have all of those doubts taken this job. although the one dance say is when i took my job it wasn't the big job that it is today. it a job for a

and also drugs are bad [ light laughter ] and i was blown away by how pretty it was. o see and -- >> seth: yeah. >> -- whatever and, you know, very beautiful ladies [ light laughter ] and there were -- there were, like, two petite ladies. and i was like, "you guys are doing it." [ laughter ] >> seth: yeah. >> do it for the sisters love it. >> seth: very -- very hard to find a petite woman in general in amsterdam very tall people >> yeah. >> seth: the dutch >> no, that's why i didn't stay. >> seth: yeah. >> yeah. [ light laughter ] you know, i just though it was so gorgeous. >> seth: you liked the canals? >> i went on the canals. i, like -- i ended up -- i ended up, like, you know, just for fun, like, videoing the whole, like, canals and the scenery and stuff. and i as i am wont to. it's just sort of, like, sarcastically going like, "ugh,. like, "how do you -- people even wake up in the morning and look at scenery?" and most people understood that that was me saying it was very beautiful. and there were couple of dutch people who thought i was being very rude. >> seth:

so i was just going to i was going to maybe just scare them away. and i just remember being. dumbstruck that there was somebody alive and after all that bombing after all the war that so we dropped in there somebody was still alive and. one was shot and killed immediately. after that one hand grenade. then i think our turn the corner or was shooting that the 4th i think and split when they won and. so he threw a hand grenade. i probably shouldn't even talk about it nobody claims to have seen me through the aid. and this soldier has you know i testified that i was under that debris and they couldn't feed me so i always hold to the hope that you know i mean my memories were not truth. i reached down the move debris there's dead bodies land there. the body on top and gaping holes in the chest. and you can see down into the chest cavity and. this is all we think this one might be alive. the soldiers came in and they put me on the ground. see there are some rules the war. anyone would now become your responsibility so this wounded combatant person nyan child terrorist calling what

kaiser said, i was a member of the columbia club and i did go there and christine was on the diving teamould occasionally go by and actually critique her diving, leland was a real athlete and played six or eight varsity sports. had a good eye for these things. she said that would happen but really she is spending most of her time that summer at the congressional country club. she said things like, she really didn't remember brett kavanaugh to the controversy last year she did remember him as a young person. she thought she would have. there were a number of things that were all very interesting and reasonable reasons to raise questions about the account. we put it all in our book because we think it's relevant. in the end though, we didn't necessarily feel like kaiser recollections were like a dispositive negation of the ford story because, she acknowledges maybe i did go to the columbia country club at some point and judge the guiding. another interesting thing was that kaiser actually dated mark judge who was justice kavanaugh's good friend back in high school and was the person allege

i was on the board. i give a lot of my income to that charity, yeah. >> "the pied piper of woodstock" , the moniker, do you like that? >> yeah, because i wrote the pied piper ended almost predicts woodstock. follow me, i am the pied piper, i will show you where it's at. you were always masquerading and contemplating what to do. can you see it is all around you? i was talking to a generation. hey babe, what are you trying to prove? it is your mind and soul that is tricking you, so form a line. >> today -- woodstock, 45 years ago. what's the generation, you will speak to folks today, what's the message they will walk away with? >> i've been working on the college for years now, because i knew the future, if america was going to be saved, it was going to have to keep the feeling of woodstock and i was going to have to get into college. my internet show, the number one in the world, 18 million hits. everything in the archives has over 300,000 hits. my interview has 2.4 million hits. me and michael talking got

>> oh, she was okay, i guess. >> was that harsh? don, you should know, has firmly rooted religious beliefs. >> i tried to lead all of my children to the love of jesus christ. >> it was an article of don's brand of faith. a mother should be at home with her kids. >> i was really pretty frustrated that she had them over in day care and that she was working full-time. >> reporter: mh-mm. >> i didn't like it. >> but of course, it wasn't the only thing he didn't like about rachel's job. there was also "him". >> the first thought i had was, you know, "wow, what a beautiful woman." and i still remember what she was wearing. i remember the way her hair was. >> his name is james white. former-marine. gun enthusiast. airpark handyman. >> she was just the most perfectly nice, most beautiful woman i've ever met. i couldn't get her off my mind. >> intoxicated by a married woman. well, no good can come of that. >> coming up. >> i wanted her to get out of that marriage as soon as possible because i wanted to be with rachel. >> the attraction was mu