marine a's identity was revealed in 2013 as alexander blackman.for murder. his conviction was later reduced to manslaughter, and he was released from prison in 2017. you had a long and distinguished career in the royal marines over many years, with many different experiences. what you've become known for is that one afternoon in one field in afghanistan. how does that make you feel? it's difficult, you know, it's... but, you know, it's the situation i found myself in. and that's the way life is. so, you know, i'm moving on from that and it's not defining who i am. sam has spoken very honestly about his mental health and how he's struggled to adapt to civilian life. is that something that you can relate to? in certain aspects. i mean, erm, you know, i had a mental health diagnosis, but mine was, erm... ..situations and location specific. as far as i'm aware, you know, i don't feel i'm suffering now. you know, i've had colleagues i've worked with who've, you know, unfortunately ta ken their lives recently, you know, since they've left service cos th