and so i was released. while i wouldn't be critical of the foreign office what i would say is to anybody who finds themselves or a family member in my situation is don't listen to the government don't think that doing anything when they say we're working behind the scenes just go out there and do it for you know for yourself i mean there are times where governments cannot be seen to be sitting down. with the enemy or with terrorists and negotiating but there's nothing to stop families there's nothing to stop companies of employees doing this and keeping it in the public eye because the think that publicity is all important because of the activities of your family in your company you show up to international stardom moment any concept whatsoever as you will still being held and to believe. that your members. in the world the joy of any concept at all that you're an international celebrity because of your confinement no idea at all no idea i was i was horrified actually because my job in london was as you said

i was no good. the court process, just amplified that some for me to just be welcomed into this community of people they didn't see any of that. they just on me. they loved me. that was redeeming beyond anything that experience. they saw something in me that was was worth salvaging and investing in. it helped me to believe in myself and i started excelling in everything that i put my mind to. i ended up getting a four-point oh every single class. [applause]. four . oh. all away. [applause]. and prior to be in the program, the highest level of education was seventh grade. hilary: what you think the students, he talked about being accepted for those interactions like. i don't know if there's a specific example of a moment when they treated you a certain way. so the university itself. cyntoia: a lot of affluent people send their children there. [laughter]. lot of these kids compared very privileged backgrounds. although they were the same age as me, they were completely different from my own. you go int

and that was the 1st on my parents realize that i wasn't expecting to ever see someone who was i thought that no one else did look like me because that was the environment i grew up in my father also has this immigration story his father was a jewish child refugee from germany but within a generation he dissimulated into britishness you know he married an english lady my grandmother i don't think anyone ever asked my father or their siblings his siblings growing up about you know his immigration status or what the impact of their immigration had been in britain or where he was really from but my mother because of my mother's heritage that people ask those very questions about me it's that visible blackness that may soon really british you must have another story right and my logic was well if it's because of my mother that people treat me differently then if i go to my mother's country then i'll i'll solve all my problems just go to garner and be going to n. and i live happily ever after and so it is a little bit of a shock to the system well the 1st thing that happened when i went and i

and i was watching myself to see if i could read in the mirror what i could be and whether i was good enough, on whether all the things i told about myself wereto true. to be a young woman is to face your own annihilation in innumerable ways. or to flee at, or the knowledge of it, or all of those things at once. the death of a beautiful woman is unquestionably the most political topic in the world that edgar allan poe. who must not have imagined it from the perspective of women who preferred to live. i was trying not to be the subject of someone else's poetry and not get killed. i was trying to find a poet of my own with no maps, no guides, not much to goo on. they might have been out there but i had not located them yet. i struggle to find a poetry which is rather survival rather than your defeat is celebrated. perhaps to find your own voice and to insist upon that or at least to find a way to find a way amongst -- it's work that many and most women young women have to do. in those early years i did not do it particularly well or clearly, but i did it ferociously.ro [applause] [appla

the day i was born. this is after he discovered i had a type of dwarfism which a few years later, they found out was a very rare type of dwarfism. i like to think my parents would have done that anyway, take me home and treat me like everybody else but the affirmation is always nice. you may not think that was a big deal but back in the 60s, people who were born with a disability were not treated like everybody else. to some extent, that is true today, unfortunately. the things that have definitely improved. i didn't know i was any different. until i went to kindergarten. my "big brother" had gone to school and i was ready. my mom got me dropped off, i walked on the health like i owned the place, i went in the classroom and my teacher told me to go in a circle and play with the kids until class started. so i did that, i went over and plopped myself down and got right into it. it didn't take but a few minutes and the boy next to me, i remember like it was yesterday. he said in a very loud voice, hey, why a

and i was the lazy patients and i was the one that was at the luck to recover. i do not believe that the chance of. recovery increases by doing more sports during your treatments. and i think we have to be very careful with not blaming patients that they do not support enough if society tells us that we can fight it's cancer and we can that's what cancer and with. those people who did not . recover from cancer we tell them that they are almost weak and that they have lost so that's that's all. and i think that melts that's not faith fair. grounds for the scientific points of view over a decade ago germany's national center for human diseases in hyderabad began examining the effect of physical exercise on cancer patients. in 2016 i got the diagnosis on that and off but most tense of patients for the depot i was very tired. i couldn't do gardening i just didn't feel like i just read a book and i started eating chips these potato chips. sport and exercise cannot directly combat a chimera although several 100 studies show that cancer patients who exercise live longer

at that not that and that was the devil that i add. that. for more than 10 years salman rushdie was a hunted man living in hiding with a false identity and under police protection. the front walk calling for his execution was issued in 1989 following the publication of his book the satanic verses which was considered blasphemous. with the threat of death hanging over him rushdie changed his address 56 times during those 10 years and was the target of some 20 assassination attempts. but that's all behind him now rushdie has left england and settled in new york where he has lived for almost 20 years. i was born in what was then called bombay india in june 1970 that's to say exactly age weeks to the day before the end of the british empire. my father used to told this joke which i think he told slightly too many times. about how i was born an 8 weeks later the british. in a way it's a bit weird were easy to see it will be interesting it was i remember my childhood as being very happy. i came from a non observant muslim family you know that relig

but i think it was cathartic as i try to puzzle out what happened and what was going on. but at some point i had to let it go. >> host: one of the parts of your processing wasn't specifically around lawyers. anyway i hadn't thought about how prone people in different professions, specifically i don't know if i ever thought about the legal profession as one that is prone to drug addiction, why is that? >> guest: i think most of us didn't think it was drug addiction and the legal profession. most of us have a picture of a lawyer with a drink in his or her hand. the stereotype of the alcoholic layer is one that's been around for a long time, and there's a ton of alcohol abuse in the legal profession. about six months after peter died, the american bar association and the hazleton biddy for the treatment center came out a landmark study that covered 15,000 across the country and asked about substance abuse and use and mental health and the striking thing about that survey is there were high levels of drinking and high levels of anxiety and depression that three quarters of att

i was. in july 993 islamic radicals set fire to a hotel and see this turkey where the translator of the satanic verses was among those attending a cultural conference 37 people died in the blaze it was the last large scale protest as the years passed the death threats became fewer. gradually rushdie began to appear in public again bookstores ushered him in through the back door 994 in january a group of 100 arab and muslim intellectuals published statements in favor of rushdie excerpts of the satanic verses banned in all muslim countries appeared in an egyptian newspaper on october 14th the nobel prize winning novelist. was seriously wounded in a knife attack in cairo. but gradually things improved in the sense that the. analysis of the threats against my life begun to diminish and eventually there was an agreement between the british and the iranian governments which essentially ended the threat good afternoon i'm delighted to say it is x. and say dr haraszti as clarified there in government

boston i was wild at that time. ere were no gay bars which meant that the streets certain streets were just filled up not with gay man wandering about and it might have seemed there was repression but it didn't feel like that in spain felt much more open people were much more ready to enjoy their lives and arlin there was always a guilt or. to be describes this guilt very well he honors his characters in the struggles many of which are universal. even if for instance fled poverty and suffered emotional turmoil as did millions of immigrants. to be in thinks it's important to get the setting right. it depicts the times in which his characters are living. i almost think he you know in a painting a portrait of the work done behind the brush work just to make a color behind often does a great deal of work even though it seems like background i think if you're writing a novel set in time no matter what you do what going on in that in the either background or deep background of the society has to make its way into into the

and then i was what i was 34 years old at the time. rushdie spent 5 years writing the satanic verses at the time no one could foresee the rise of islamic fundamentalism but the backlash that followed the book's release was the harbinger of what was to become the dominant issue of the 21st century the spread of fanatical islam. before the satanic verses was published rushdie asked a few friends to read the proofs his publisher said that rushdie had no idea the storm of the satanic verses was about to unleash. the figures i didn't show it to them the book the number of people who knew who knew the world at writing about it was quite obvious that people of conservative religious views would not like the book with their they hadn't liked anything else i wrote either so that's not particularly different i felt that in many ways it was my most formally ambitious. book you know it was a book where i was pushing things father that i pushed in before and i. i like that about it. the book tells of 2 passengers on a flight to london brill and son

one of the 1st things i was told my entire dinner was. don't wear any makeup because the marines will think you want to sleep with them and i thought that's just ridiculous the atmosphere off the bat at marine barracks washington was was horrible people asked me what sexual favors had i performed to get my orders there. there is a senior officer in my command who the 1st time he spoke to me he said female marines here are nothing but objects for the marines to. sew the men in the female shows up at my work she's a mentally ill. all of the new females get talked about say that they're having facts slip was so and so apparently i stopped all that. i mean i did it they got progressively worse and worse they determined that i welcome the sexual harassment by wearing my regulation length uniform skirt and running and running shorts. there were several junior female marines that came up to me crying while i was there saying that they felt humiliated to come to work. the. one of the duties at marine barracks washington was a ceremonial drill and

i was a navy diver. so my i did primarily as submarine rescue and i worked on actually had a really cool job in the navy. undiagnosed mental illness was a major part of why ended up homeless. just rolls back in here. a minute ok. you can totally mean you can get in there. i've got my d.n.a. so you know if your drugs you know. at the ready and i haven't missed a dose of my medication since i've been given it and i just really like. a i mean i can write lists now and like realistically c.l.'s through in a day. call people back. whether i'm going to make an appointment or not. it's sucks it's terrible it's no you know nobody should have to live like this. but at the same time i have i do have a roof over my head and 4 walls 'd and organic heaters you know what i mean i will never go cold. and on never not get my hugs for a day i'm clear about the fact my hands out and my hat's off and i need some help you know and when i'm in a position to like reach out and help somebody else but your ass i'm going to be th

i was a nurse and became disabled. re i transitioned and after i transitioned, i didn't know what i wanted to do. i'm back at college, and clair farley has really impressed on me to have a voice and to have agency, you have to have an education. >> mayor breed has led this effort. she made a $2.3 million investment into trans homes, and she spear headed this effort in partnership with my office and tony, and we're so proud to have a mayor who continues to commit and really make sure that everyone in this city can thrive. >> our community has the most resources, and i'm very happy to be here and to have a place finally to call home. thank you. [applause] >> one, two, three. [applause] >> even in those moments when i do feel kind of alone or unseen or doubt myself, i take a look at the community and the power of the supportive allies that are at the table that really help me to push past that. being yourself, it's the word of wisdom i would give anyone. surely be patient with yourself and your dream. knowing that love, yo

and it took over the 24-hour news cycle, and at the time i was, i mean, i was 11. i was a kid. but because it was on the news, and it was on the newspaper and everybody in my neighborhood was talking about, we all kind of obsessed about this. and i already imagined myself a writer, and so so i took notes and i thought this a lot. and for weeks i thought about this until they discovered, they found the baby's mother, and the story came out on the news that they had found his mother and her partner and that they had dumped his body and fled. and part of, part of the narrative at the time was part of what was very important to the narrative at the time, the news made it sound like this woman and her partner, these two he is beans, killed this -- lesbians, killed this baby and ran away. and they very much made it sound like being a lesbian was part of the crime. and the people who talked about this in my neighborhood, including teachers and school security and librarians, always talked about this with either implicit or explicit homophobia. and so i kept thinking about this story an

and i was very nervous when i went.for the 1st appointment i knew there were doctors who sometimes turned down a woman's request for this procedure so i was afraid they would refuse me but they said that as more and there was no biological reason for it i didn't have children . or not in a horse. the last i thought of the boy and women are treated like minors on all levels of society we are extremely vulnerable in this case because there is no established norm. we are entirely at the mercy of the cultural religious and personal opinion of this doctor there should be a protocol in place that they stay may they call their kids to school men are treated very differently i don't know any men who have been humiliated or degraded or spoken to in a paternity listed arrogant way when they requested vasectomy not a single one of us think till now. and when. i. thank the someone for temple the family we hadn't been together for on i told him in passing that i was getting sterilized i knew it wouldn't shock him you know. he knew m

because hello i was in the. same and a lot of. them and i know i was close almost 14. pertains to play. i shall never forget in my life because i was like an active looking at all that want to stay can play. and i witness myself. horrible horrible times. looking down. inside. me and bullets hell a time. sometimes of people who tried to escape you. the hiding place was under the bed. clothes but within the $78.00. when they found that. they had they came with. those dogs. and they took us out. and they were bringing other people from the hiding. and we know was a major shock to us that i had there. took us out. there my father. never saw. my little sister escaped. and me and my mom. is stationed. impassible today's. when you have such a horrible experiences as a youngster it's left to fear some kind of fear. that you can add to a normal person would not even on the stand. but cos those horrible things what i have see in the skeletons of those people. and only dead ill. was that. so i have there is no doubt about it if i would be not i would be. so i keep myself always bu

i was really surprised. but it was great but i was a cub reporter. the third string. in other words, usually there was a first string correspondent, and that was bruce morton primarily. he was smart and respected by even the print journal list. the print did not respect any television journalist, truly. i mean, we were, people who talk for a living, didn't think about what we were saying. we were glamour book boys. but bruce was good, and i think most people respected him. there was a second string, and often that was david was very aggressive. and i would then be bumped out to third banana so i primarily covered for radio. that was my job. i obviously didn't know what i was doing, but i persevered. >> so there's a lot of interesting details in this book. what did you guys think when it came out? just briefly, why do think think we are still reading it today? >> i was just happy my name was in it. [laughing] i didn't like the picture much but better than no picture. i'm not really sure, i think it captures a time and a place that somehow kind of an romantic atmosphere

i was very loud, i took up a lot of space, and it was because mostly taking up space let everybody else know where i existed in the world. i didn't like to talk to people really, and then, when i did, i overshared. i was very difficult to be around. but the friends that i have are very close. i click with our atypical kiddos than other people do. in experience, i remember when i was five years old and not wanting people to touch me because it hurt. i remember throwing chairs because i could not regulate my own emotions, and it did not mean that i was a bad kid, it meant that i couldn't cope. i grew up in a family of behavioral psychologists, and i got development cal -- developmental psychology from all sides. i recognize that my experience is just a very small picture of that, and not everybody's in a position to have a family that's as supportive, but there's also a community that's incredible helpful and wonderful and open and there for you in your moments of need. it was like two or three years of conversations before i was like you know what? i'm just going to do this, and i went o

and 80 years ago when i was 13 years old, i read a book by a minister. name was "the magnificent obsession." it is a story of a small town in lake george, new york state, son of a rich man was drowning in the beloved daughter, dr. hudson, was dying of a heart attack and the fire department, and the fire tionrtment had one resuscitated .evice they use that on the young man in the old daughter died. then thousands and thousands of doctor died. then thousands and thousands of people came to his funeral. and the family discovered a journal that he had kept. and had it translated into english. the opening lines of that journal said, do something good for someone else every day of your life and tell no one what you did, because by talking about it, you might lose the benefit. so i would suggest to everyone, find a way to help somebody. find a way to do something for everybody. somebody, every day. even if it is a smile. the four professions i admire in america are the three that put uniforms on, in the fourth, teachers in schools, who learn a subject and give t

i was funny so that's kind of how i got accepted. you grew up kind of feeling you are constantly trying to get into the group that in and you are always on and i wound up marrying somebody i thought i was lucky to get and i didn't want to screw it up, so i didn't advocate for my software demand anything and followed him around. i guess that's how i wound up in a passage ithat passage in the . >> host: there was another anotr person that you were talking about how you would tell your father about your engagement. he said something to you that really surprised you. you told him you were getting married and peter got up to go to the bathroom at a restaurant, my dad looked at me and said don't blow it. i hadn't thought about it much until after peter died and started to write a memoir with kind of reporting but my editor said it needs to be a memoir. and i is the emotional heart of the story. i realized what a crummy thing it was to say to your daughter and i looked back and said why didn't i stand up and say why aren't you saying that t

i was like whatever you need and i was just filling the gaps, after she passed away it was two weeks ater our board met and they told me i would now be the president of the travis meaning foundation and i felt tremendous weight on my shoulders, one that i did not fully comprehend so i got a little but more into it but here i was being talked into, you are in charge, you're close to 50 employees, you're running a multibillion dollar nonprofit and by the way named after your brother and by the way your mom started it. so do not feel. that was really scary. i jokingly say but also seriously say the first thing i did was one out and i hired really talented people who i knew would not let the organization fail and we brought in great leadership to help us but i think for me the way i work through things, it was an idea that i cannot feel at this, i cannot let this, if i feel i don't just feel myself, i feel a lot of people including the legacy of my mom and my brother. so i had to learn to not just look at setting goals in a way of next we have to do this, i had to be very intentional and

little bit but there was also as you said the racial issues that i was facing at the cia while i was there and trying to win thinking that i'm raising in the ranks in handling my career i didn't realize it and that i you know i did realize that i was not receiving the same treatment as other officers not the same opportunities the same tools to do my job i asked my supervisors why and they point blank told me the cia having no compunction in saying what he saw in it what's on its mind told me that i kind of stood out as a big black guy speaking farsi. i mean that was a shock to me as an organization that i had established myself as a good a very good clandestine case officer but as i tried to move up in my career they didn't notice the color of my skin and that's when i my response to that was when when did you notice i was black and why does it matter. i took the step to fight against that discrimination because i had had enough that was not me i wasn't going to stand by and be treated that way i mean i went to law school i know what the laws are there and just leave in the history

i was there. who i adore, said to me, are we going to be able to see the audience? i'm like, yeah. they're right there. >> jimmy: at one point in the production did he realize that? >> um, i think he asked like right before we were going to have an audience. >> jimmy: really? oh, well, we didn't do a great job of preparing. well, he did great. you did great. the whole thing was fantastic. >> thank you. >> jimmy: you had fun doing it? >> i had a great time. >> jimmy: do you get distracted by the audience? >> i remember one time i was doing a show at the lincoln center. really a great show but it had its problems. in the audience right in front of us was ethan hawke and james franco and they didn't really like the show obviously because they were like this throughout the whole thing. [ laughter ] guys, really? put your actor face on. >> jimmy: you could see them that well? >> yes. that well. they put them right there. >> jimmy: well, at least they came to the show, right? i mean that was nice. >> the

and i was exhausted. and i know one thing about -- chicago is not phoenix, it's not albuquerque it's not tucson. this is not a city reviewed you one year of work and see ted cruz and juergen accrues for three years. the other thing i know is this student of politics, third terms are snake bits and terms. mayer bloomberg's third term is not a good term. mayer koch's third term is not a good term. governor cuomo's was not, he saw all the mistakes roosevelt made in third term, one of things, when somebody asked me this the other day. at the end of the day you never bring disrespect to the name i had spent 25 years in public life. it's the one thing know the one thing i've never done? of never hired a lawyer. i don't think going through president clinton, i got close a couple of times, but i never hired a lawyer. [laughter] does a delay, that was self-evident joke. [laughter] i had realized, i knew enough about political history, i knew enough about myself with my energy level, and the truth is, the third term

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i didn't understand well studying law and i was against the death what what i want to do with that law degree in a way you're going to be hungry the next day and of course it was so far in here prison the stabbing women start me a lot and so i had no class i had no legs chairs i had no contract i had not intended. so as i have greg question solving tech it was very amazing must've overwhelming my goodness. professors who had come from the invest of money what that even big numbers. had come to witness the preparation the fust of its kind ever were. to. i don't feel angry anymore. and even if i am bitter or my gray no one can get me or the s. i lost when i went to prison for. i choose not to be bitter. just 45. that didn't come out of prison. it was a friday morning and you feel like you don't belong in this world ways this while this is another while but they came anyway and so. i needed someone some people to help a mystery cause if you don't have people for help you'll sit during this world you can get lost forever even you will free. it is easier for me to trust an ex prisoner than

i was i was a have been betrayed by 6 people by the people. who . run around danger to others and a very bad decision to let them if they did that it. was difficult to prove. that they were always wear shoes that it. was that they will still say to me as it should to me it's ok to. take care. of this there should be a book. extolling it should be. mostly not the fact that their front seat was there so it's just i don't believe that memphis is. the 1st home you know is really a creepy just because it's a trip to. walk a lot of people to this day. one of the very well therefore i. think this is due to oral culture live below i don't love i've. been come from this once came businesses that they do and most of them depend on the dental plates and also was made using part of. the founding. may be engaging in crime or even other. places that. we are so corny. that the. trouble. i mean bradley's their. last in egypt. as a single. last. month. says i. need to run london now one that really. is not nearly as. good. it. was one of the. last ounce of the room.

i think, what was that? [laughter] yay, teachers, i salute you. n-law is an amazing middle school teacher, my aunt was a kindergarten teacher. i have so much respect for teachers ...... >> and so to twist the knife with power and violence and i learned so much and i thought that meant i get to work with these people who taught me so much but there is also a left-wing coming out from all directions. there are some left-wing idea that we shouldn't have that adn talk to the revolution when everybody has something nice but there will always be suffering and people that are incompatible to the liberation of all beings in the universe. the not necessarily for preschool teachers to have very nice dresses from the amazing rummage sale. [laughter] >> i think about when you describe that hypothetical preschool teacher of a beautiful life and very small apartment maybe it isn't so small that in the multitudes. >> there is way in which somehow being at the call or pursuing ethics in one's life or writing isn't necessarily incompatible with beauty or pleasure w

to do i was a place too. i was. never seen in my life before. and. i remember one day said i was in. prison on us we were down there. and one that day for. patrick was eventually cleared of all charges but who denounced him the answer was hidden in a secret diplomatic note written by the us ambassador himself in 2009 later published on the wiki leaks website. number 4 they say they foiled a plot against the ugandan government and were looking for someone. coming . they say he was then arrested thanks to a tip off from invisible children. even the american ambassador implies that the organization does the leg work for ugandan forces. by then not only was he saying that was not working with him. and i didn't know what up. from there i quote . somebody. who was so much in this. investigation. from. you know him. no no no i i i do know who he is but i don't i can't recall. if i heard his name that might have been back in 2000. do you know what evidence or . no i don't say that it is been arrested. because invisible children the gave it's you both to the u

when i was in the other class there. as i would yeah look i don't know if it looks i mean where i have never seen or i can only that low. or would the 5th but again i didn't want children because in this world everyone is different but not everybody is born to carry out the same role. someone had to be a mother others they had to research and discover a cure for cancer guidance there that is when i was a teenager i knew deep down that i wasn't going to have kids yes that wasn't my role ok you know and i think if we. look at if it's actually not having children has been a handicap here's why the mothers of pregnant women for example sometimes say to me of course you don't have kids you don't know what my daughter is going through it doesn't own colleges have to have cancer to be a good oncologist now they don't. get a minute i haven't experienced what it's like to give birth myself but i have other resources and skills that make me competent out august 11th and to be an excellent professional on. the board well you are. wa

my resume and i. was not a lot of good. i mean i. was my. fellow coca-cola out. to. get back. to the most. because. of the concept of. some of us are here. some time back i played for by on for so long the stuff. down our damn what you've. done is on the sun i legit ain't and it's on a broad from donna and everybody knowing what why web so you know so yeah yeah and making them proud making them krauts to use was so. low. mean if you have been from a child who was named after. hours young i was having a dream you know was very difficult for going to a self a young boy from africa and the price tag on me was fast $500000.19 was a huge one and only one is if you want to pay the money and then you don't want to or say to me on this does what i do does what i if you don't want to pay the money for the child for this boy is too good out pay the money and then later you have to pay me it's like you buying this for me so then they cut it off in this and. everybody likes me because i joke a lot. when you go to training i'm always very serious to train so the young the youth. everybody w

after calling friends of 12 when i was c.e.o. decided that there was no from me i mean i made the decision to close the invisible children in uganda. the moral of this story. is that there isn't one. in 2017 the u.s. government's development agency usaid awarded $24000000.00 in grants to invisible children to fund a 5 year mission in the democratic republic of congo. today invisible children gets most of its funding from the us government. to me a founder member of the invisible today and i'm the one who led to them to get this story i felt. that this is our story that went out there and it was being managed by someone else that is why i chose to continue with it yeah. grappling with subjects. expressing feelings i am not very creative yet but i would like to be considered an artist mandate looking for new perspectives. to help not to be replaced make libya. doing things differently. come to the place where we reflect our society our 20. years spawn d.w. . force. but you don't need to keep a date on the bones both for over a menti

when they left i was all below the. blog was gone home gushing from all over i really don't know how i make did this this was my worst beating. and the girls couldn't believe it and. people don't know when they look at you and the really incites left you it's left a scar abetted. and you never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing what is inside to me. and now when the wish for any bad to to understand what's happening you don't know what way. and you are there. and it's takes a long time until you get out of it. and the sophist i'm talking about. it's right. that. you go on. and. i felt every moment missing my mom. first the war she would be going to and how happy she would be and then leading me and what to do i was just like helpless i don't know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. it's cannot be described if they're real moser's love and i missed it. you know it's hard for me to know call eve day ever saw me crying could be. i really tried my best to protect them and. i kept a lot of things a

i was barely 21 years or that just made of mothering the father of my daughter i did not kill him some. night didn't you know and he was caught he. devoted much of my. i was cut. big here you can see those who can't speak now get on to my. i was rushed to the hospital in a critical condition because it was someone. i survived by the grace of. god they were locked up and that was sentenced to death and. i think fish closeups us as i was a good stroke to timing my fish because most of the greens you know what i'm assuming he was some other system is like a cranium not the old one when i was. a little like the writer actually. i forgot that actually just my mom was able to take care of michael to. once in a while my parents used to bring her to see me prison at least i talked to my does it is very very important for a prisoner to talk to their children. when you 3 are free nor does it have anything . your share ok. ok children one yeah sorry and i know how to share with those who blow out. trying to work out when parents are imprisoned the government doesn't have any plans for the childre

was a mere 3 months i couldn't understand what he was telling me to walk. but when i saw that tiny the profile photo and the clicked on it looked horrible for your well deserved and then saw that flag. that was like final. his daughter leonora was 15 years old at the time her parents had separated some years earlier mike who runs a bakery in a small town in eastern germany had recently remarried was that the reason for leonora's disappearance had she felt like a 3rd wheel mike didn't know. to those around her she had seemed like a typical teenager interested in boys and beauty products desperate for clues to help make sense of it all mike searched leonora's room he found her diary and was confronted with a parallel existence one dominated by islam and in which his daughter was wearing a headscarf. he found photos on her computer which showed her hidden transformation. mike hadn't noticed a thing and blamed himself. for is that you keep coming back to yourself and ask why for what prophet or for why or more for for what is or. young girls in germany have been

all since i was in there i guess it took for me to see him ok mom. and dad was with us and i don't have an opinion on that he was then that does not matter to find out to find his or. something to motivate to you all to be overseeing your son some of it to get up to see joe go to shows. because that would put him in his medical condition isha here's your pool with the news for you if. you knew. the plan to pull funding for the secret true will mean august. headlines this hour calls for calm was several countries would miss a wave of panic while i would shuffle stocking up on essential to anticipation of a worsening clobbered 19 epidemic. they don't have to tell the people who need to go because did foolish open lead to stop these. also had the e.u. accuses turkey of weaponize and refugee flows as the blog bolsters security of the greek border left tens of thousands of moderates stuck in no man's land. to whistleblowers confront the world chemical weapons watchdog demanding a fair hearing after breaking ranks to disagree with the organization's finding

i was a research analyst, portfolio manager. i had the responsibility and the introduction to many brokers. they would come and tell us their stories. so i got to know the fundamentals of how wall street functioned. it is all by sales commissions. and some were bad incentives. david: so you are doing investment reports, but than eventually, you realize you will not get that wealthy writing investment reports. so when did the brilliant idea come to you to set up a brokerage firm and a discount brokerage firm? charles: well, i started really in the early 1970's. i saw how difficult this business was. it was built upon -- brokerage was built upon how well companies could make money, the brokerage companies, and not how customers really wanted to do business. so, as it became in the conversation in 1973 to 1974, congress, the sec all thought that the commission system was really not a particularly good one, particularly a fixed-rate thing. and so, the beginning of the end of that started in 1974. we had the test period, and then 1975

[ laughter ] i thought that was so -- i thought that was - last night was super tuesday 2.0, and it wasgh one for bernie the only person who had a worse night was "the bachelor"'s mom, barb oh, my god [ laughter ] [ cheers and applause >> steve: wow. >> jimmy: well, guys, everyone is still talking about the coronavirus. now listen to this i saw that president trump has now appointed treasury secretary steve mnuchin to handle coronavirus relief talks. can we see steve mnuchin yeah [ laughter ] don't worry, everybody our future is now in the hands of adult mclovin so everything -- [ laughter ] [ applause ] of course, the airline industry is also in trouble, but i read that some young people are taking advantage of cheap flights and booking trips. [ cheers and applause no no in one article, a girl actually said, "if i die, i die." [ laughter ] meanwhile, that's also the slogan for spirit airlines and that's just -- [ laughter ] that's bad that's bad >> steve: that's not true. >> jimmy: and now a state of emergency has been declared in over a dozen states including massachusetts. that's in

so, when i was a kid, i worked with what was called the east side. i got deeply involved. spent my time in the black church on sunday, i must admit to you, after going to mass earlier in the morning. [laughter] mom, i really did. not a joke. but we'd sit there and we'd organize. and we'd draw some hope from what was going on. when i came home, i went away to law school because we had no law school in delaware at the time. when i came home, dr. king -- i have two political heroes. dr. king and bobby kennedy. and, folks, both were assassinated the last semester i was in school in law school. when i came home and i had a job with a fancy law firm, good law firm, decent people. but my city, wilmington, delaware, was the only city in american history since the civil war occupied by the military, for 10 months, standing on the east corner withdrawn bayonets, as my professor would say, you can google it. no exaggeration. and what happened? i found myself in a position where i talked about all this time about being involved in the community. and after i got admitted to the bar in